Gao Yan received an invitation from Chief Wu when she was about to get off work in the afternoon. Finally, she was here. A man would never let go of a woman once he set his eyes on her. It was like a weasel always thinking about a chicken. It was all natural. Gao Yan understood what this invitation meant. She wanted to tell Li Hanzhang, but when she saw the general manager's frown, she gave up the idea. Was this necessary?
On this night, there was another woman who had an even more tragic experience than Gao Yan.
Zhang Caixia woke up from her sleep. She vaguely heard a sound in the courtyard. She looked at the man beside her who was sleeping soundly.
Zhang Caixia had never thought that the man would be so obsessed with her body. It had been more than three months since their first time, but the man was still passionate about his body. Especially in the past month or so, they had been eating and sleeping together like a couple, but every night, the man had been demanding a lot from her.
Compared to Zhang Yan, he was undoubtedly an ugly duckling that could not become a swan. Why did he have a special liking for ugly ducklings instead of swans? Every time she thought of these questions, Zhang Caixia's heart was filled with confusion. But no matter what, she felt happy. This was the man she had fallen in love with since she was a girl!
While enjoying happiness, Zhang Caixia often felt uneasy. She vaguely felt that the man was doing something illegal. Otherwise, how could she explain the bundles of banknotes?
She could also feel the man's nervousness and anxiety. His excessive demands on her body were sometimes simply a form of venting. Zhang Caixia wanted to ask a few times, but she could not make up her mind. It was as if the man would run away the moment she opened her mouth.
That night, Zheng Gang mysteriously appeared at her house and told her," I'm going to stay here for a long time, and then we'll leave together.
Zhang Caixia didn't know if she could really leave this place. Every time after the passion, Zheng Gang's promise sounded very distant, like an illusory voice. Even so, Zhang Caixia still looked enthusiastic. The two of them studied the map together under the light. Although they were planning an escape route, in Zhang Caixia's opinion, it was no different from studying exercises together in the past. She only had one feeling-it was good to have a man by her side. If it was a man who loved her, then it could only be a gift from the Lord.
If we're destined to be apart, oh God! Please make this moment longer.
It sounded like footsteps. I have nothing to steal here. Thinking of the thief, Zhang Caixia couldn't help but smile. She glanced at the man who was sleeping soundly again. Go steal it somewhere else. I have a man now. No! There seemed to be many people. Zhang Caixia seemed to have realized something. She got out of bed and pounced towards the door. Her movements were like a vigorous cheetah.
Zhang Caixia had just pounced on the door when she shouted," Just now…
The door was kicked away by the people outside, and Zhang Caixia fell heavily to the ground. Before she could understand, a few black shadows pressed down on her body. Zhang Caixia only felt her face pressed against the cold cement floor. Happiness was always so short-lived.
Immediately after, she heard Zheng Gang's roar, followed by a series of moans. Zhang Caixia could only see countless feet moving. A dazzling flashlight shone on her face, and she closed her eyes.
It was a woman!
It was him! Qi Chu! He caught it! It was Zheng Gang!
Bring him back! You guys stay and search the house!
Outside the courtyard, Zhang Caixia couldn't see where Zheng Gang was. Her eyes were blinded by the flashlight, and she vaguely saw a few people walking towards another car. Zhang Caixia shouted at the black shadow, Just now…I don't regret it! The sound seemed to cut through the dark night sky, startling a few unknown night birds. In Zhang Caixia's thirty-one years of life, there was a short period of glory, and that was the year she was admitted to the provincial university. In an era where college students were known as the favored children of heaven, Zhang Caixia turned from an ugly duckling into an eye-catching little swan in an instant with just an admission letter.
Those were the happiest days of her life. Facing the envious and jealous gazes of the students who failed to pass the college entrance examination, and listening to the praises of her relatives and friends, she was intoxicated. She temporarily forgot her ugly face and hummed a lyrics all day long: Oh, the wind! And blew my sails again. The moment she walked into the provincial university with her simple luggage, her heart was filled with anticipation for the future!
However, her dream was shattered in the first few days after she entered the school. Her pride was completely beaten back to square one at an invitation ball held by the seniors.
That kind of ball was a tradition in the department. Every year, when new students entered the school, the senior class would host an invitation ball. First, the senior students would impart their learning experience, and then they would pull out the tables and chairs to carry out the ballroom dance. The senior male students were all dressed up and shuttled between the new girls, carefully choosing the ones they wanted to teach.
Zhang Caixia sat there. For the entire night, no big brother came to ask her to dance. Looking at the dancing of the other female students and listening to the waves of laughter, Zhang Caixia's heart gradually turned cold, followed by a tidal wave of humiliation that almost suffocated her.
Just as she was about to leave this place that was incompatible with her, she saw an inviting hand reaching out in front of her. This brave inviter was Zheng Gang, who had just entered the school gate like her. Actually, Zheng Gang was not very good at dancing, but when his gaze swept across Zhang Caixia a few times, a trace of anger appeared in his young heart.
Zheng Gang and Zhang Caixia's clumsy dance attracted the attention of some people, but the two of them danced so attentively that it was as if they were the only two people in the entire ball. Zheng Gang stepped on Zhang Caixia's feet a few times, but Zhang Caixia did not care at all. At this moment, other than sadness, she was grateful to this boy. She was willing to remember this cute boy for the rest of her life just for this lame dance.
This was Zhang Caixia's first ball, and the only one she had attended in her four years of college. Later on, whenever the school held a ball, she would always hide in the dormitory and read books alone, thinking about the man she treasured in her heart.
She was a self-aware person. She knew that the boy would never belong to her, so she could only hide him deep in her heart. In the dead of the night, she would hide under the covers and secretly think of him, fantasizing about how this boy would look at her with gentle eyes, how he would talk to her softly, and even dream of dancing with him again. There were many sleepless nights where she bit the corner of the quilt tightly, one hand on her thigh, and passionately rubbed her restless youth until her fiery body trembled slightly, calling out that person's name over and over again in her heart.
By chance, Zhang Caixia walked into a cathedral. After experiencing the quiet and solemn atmosphere there a few times, he completely opened his long-sealed heart to the priest. After listening to the young lost man's story, the priest assured her that God would never abandon his own lamb. From then on, apart from completing her studies, Zhang Caixia spent all her time taking care of God's trivial matters and experiencing the warmth and tranquility of God's embrace.
However, who would have thought that ten years after graduating from university, her peaceful life and soul would be broken by that man again?
It was a sultry Sunday afternoon. Zhang Caixia was taking an afternoon nap in bed. She lived in a small single-family house on the farm. She had her own small courtyard, and the environment was very quiet. However, the noise of cicadas on a large Camphor tree in the courtyard made Zhang Caixia feel irritated.
She finally fell asleep in a daze when there was a knock on the door. Zhang Caixia helplessly got up from the bed. It must be the parents of the students. There were very few people visiting her at this time.
Zhang Caixia looked at the smiling Zheng Gang standing in front of the door and blushed for no reason. She regretted sleeping. Her messy hair and casual clothes made her feel uncomfortable.
Why didn't he invite his old classmate into the house? Zheng Gang was still smiling at her.
Zhang Caixia quickly turned to let Zheng Gang enter the house. She ran into the bedroom and put on a thin coat. When she came out, she didn't see Zheng Gang in the living room. When she walked to the courtyard, she saw Zheng Gang taking a basin from the kitchen and cleaning up two fish.
Looking at the woman standing at the door in a daze, Zheng Gang smiled and said, He spent the whole morning fishing it from the fish pond behind. We'll have to see your craftsmanship later.
Zhang Caixia quickly took out two small stools from the house and said, You sit, I'll clean up.
Zheng Gang waved his hand and said,"I'll do the work at the front. The rest is up to you." You sit too!
Zhang Caixia sat there and watched the man who seemed to have fallen from the sky fiddling with the fish. He didn't know what to say.
Zheng Gang looked up at the woman and joked," How long had it been since they last met? Why didn't they even say a word?
Zhang Caixia's tanned face blushed again. How was Zhang Yan?
Zheng Gang looked at her again and said,"You're fine. You didn't go to dinner last time. Are you not going to hang out with your classmates?"
Zhang Caixia didn't answer Zheng Gang's question and changed the topic." Why did you come so far to fish?
Zheng Gang said,"I found it when I passed by last time." Later, I found out that it was your farm's fish pond. I drove here. It's convenient. I'll come fishing every weekend in the future. You have to take care of my meals. Of course, all the fish I catch will belong to you.
Zhang Caixia seemed to be happy and said, I'm afraid you'll eat me out of money.
On this day, two old classmates had dinner under the old Camphor tree in the courtyard. They talked about the past in college. The two of them picked up some irrelevant interesting things to talk about and did not mention those sensitive topics.
When the sky turned dark, Zheng Gang stood up and said goodbye. He made an appointment with Zhang Caixia to come back next week.
After sending Zheng Gang off, Zhang Caixia stood in the courtyard in a daze. He liked fishing, and men who liked fishing were lonely. Since ancient times, all fishermen were lonely. Was he lonely?
At night, Zhang Caixia tossed and turned in bed. She repeatedly chanted the Lord's holy name and the sentences that had been recited by thousands of people, praying for peace of mind, but her mind was filled with the figure and voice of that man. She recalled the monotonous and sad four years of school life, the dance party, and the longing she had in the dark under the blanket. She subconsciously reached between her legs until the long-lost tide flooded the embankment. Her entire body trembled and she called out the man's name for the first time, Just now…just now…I'm so lonely…
On Sunday morning, Zhang Caixia entered the city early and didn't return until noon. As soon as she entered the house, she started to get busy. First, she dressed herself up carefully, looked at herself in the mirror, and sat on the bed dejectedly for a long time. By the time she was done preparing everything, it was already five o'clock, but Zheng Gang was still nowhere to be seen. She then realized that she was really too stupid. How could a man like Zheng Gang, who had work to do, treat fishing as a serious matter? Thinking of this, he felt a little dejected. She lazily picked up a book and flipped through it, but her mind was somewhere else. At 5:30 pm, she finally couldn't hold back the frustration in her heart. She got up and walked to the door of the courtyard to look into the distance. The road was cold and empty, and she didn't even see a pedestrian. Zhang Caixia was really unwilling to return to the house, so she simply closed the door. With an empty heart, she walked along the path behind the house towards the fish pond.
The setting sun shone on the water surface of the fish pond, making Zhang Caixia dizzy. However, she also saw the person sitting in the northeast corner of the fish pond fishing. From his clothes, he was not an employee of this field. Zhang Caixia's heart could not help but beat faster. She hurriedly hid behind a few small trees. She narrowed her eyes and took a closer look. It was the man she had been thinking about day and night. She turned around and ran home. It was as if she saw the bridal procession that had come to pick her up. She leaned against the door and panted for a while. Then, she moved quickly. Her movements were as light as a little rabbit. In a short while, she sat on a small stool in the courtyard, waiting for that person to appear with her beating heart.
This time, Zheng Gang not only brought fish to Zhang Caixia, but also an old suitcase. Zheng Gang carried the heavy suitcase directly into the bedroom. Zhang Caixia looked at the man in confusion and thought in panic, Could it be that she had moved out of the house? Then, she blushed because of her ridiculous thoughts. She simply ignored the man and went into the kitchen to prepare dinner.
It was already dark by dinner time, and the summer insects in the yard began to chirp.
Living here was really idyllic. Zheng Gang drank a glass of wine that the woman poured for him.
Zhang Caixia smiled bitterly,"You won't say that if you live here for ten years."
Zheng Gang looked at the woman and said,"Cai Xia, I won't go back tonight. I have something to tell you." Unless you chase me away.
Zhang Caixia seemed to be stunned for a moment, then smiled and said, This house is quite spacious, but don't let Zhang Yan find this place. I'm afraid.
Zheng Gang seemed to be talking to himself,"No one will find this place. Has anyone found this place after ten years?"
Zhang Caixia said faintly,"There's really no one else other than you."
Zheng Gang stared at Zhang Caixia and said,"Caixia has a personal question that I've always wanted to ask you. You don't have to answer it." You've been alone for so many years. Why? I don't believe that no one has ever pursued you.
Zhang Caixia did not speak for a long time. Finally, she sighed and said,"I'm used to living alone." After saying that, she poured Zheng Gang a glass of wine and said, Tell me about you. You must be very happy to be married to a big b * tch.
Zheng Gang downed the wine in one gulp and asked," Do you think I look like a happy man?
Zhang Caixia smiled and said,"If having a beautiful wife at home and a successful career is not considered happy, then I can't live."
Zheng Gang looked up at the stars in the sky and said, It's good to have a beautiful wife at home, but not a good wife! She and I can't go to the end. We don't have the same heart.
Zhang Caixia looked at the man who was full of worries and her heart moved slightly. She teased, If I don't have the same heart as you, do I have the same heart as someone else?
Zheng Gang looked at him and said,"You're right. She's indeed of the same heart as someone else. You also know this person. It's Li Hanzhang."
Zhang Caixia burst into laughter and said," You're drunk after just a few drinks. You still remember that old thing. A man should be more magnanimous."
Zheng Gang let out a long sigh and said,"I can't get drunk even if I want to!" Besides, I don't dare to get drunk. Cai Xia, let me get drunk here today.
Zhang Caixia took a wine glass and said,"Then I'll get drunk with you." When you're drunk, tell me the truth.
That night, Zheng Gang poured out the words that he had been holding back for many years to Zhang Cai Xia. He said that a man's nightmare was to be afraid of hearing his newlywed wife call another man's name in her dream. He was not afraid that his wife would go out and have an affair. That might stimulate his man's self-esteem. However, his wife did not have an affair, but she had been thinking about that man for more than ten years, so much so that she suffered from a kind of torture from the bottom of her heart every day when she slept in the same bed as his wife. In the end, he lost his dignity as a man. He lamented that fate had made him unable to give birth and had completely lost the meaning of a man's life.
He stood up shakily and took Zhang Caixia's hand to the bedroom. He opened the suitcase and let Zhang Caixia see the bundles of cash in the suitcase. I want to leave this place, leave her, and go to a place where no one knows me to live a new life. This money is enough for us to choose a new life. You and I are the same. We are both people who have been mocked by fate. But now, I want to challenge fate, challenge everyone. I still want to see what happens to that woman. Li Hanzhang isn't a good person either…Cai Xia, I just want to be with you. I brought the money and left it with you. Let's go together and start together…
Zhang Caixia's eyes were filled with tears as she nodded as she listened. She didn't want to know where the money came from, nor did she know where this man wanted to lead her. She only knew that the man trusted her more than his wife. She only knew that God had given her the happiness she had dreamed of. She only wanted to hold on to him tightly, even if she had to die at this moment.
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