I listened to Xiao Longnu's words in a daze and asked,""Are you talking to me or Brother Yang?”"I want you to swear."”
I fell into deep thought. I didn't understand when she had feelings for me. Although this makes me very excited, I definitely can't agree to her request. Not to mention that I still have Cheng Ying and Lu Wushuang in my heart, I'm definitely a soft-hearted person. When the time comes, if there are girls who treat me well, I definitely won't really hurt their hearts. Besides, I'm not a loyal person. I still understand myself. Perhaps in front of Xiao Longnu, I only have her in my heart. However, I can't guarantee it anywhere else.
I stared at her expectant eyes and took a deep breath."I'm sorry, I can't agree to your conditions. I can tell you that I like you and I miss you. When I'm with you, no matter how frustrated I am, I can put it to the back of my mind. But I can't agree to your request. I can only promise that if you love me, I will love you for the rest of my life and never leave you. But I can't just have you as my only woman. I already had someone in my heart before I met you. This is my answer."
Xiao Longnu's face suddenly turned extremely pale. She said in a trembling voice,""Don't tell me you already have a wife?" I thought about Cheng Ying and Lu Wushuang."Although the two of them are not yet, I can't give up on them. So I nodded my head cruelly." I didn't know that they were already engaged to me. I wasn't lying to Xiao Longnu. Yang Guo knew that I was engaged. So he didn't say anything when he saw my answer. Besides, he was already stunned by Xiao Longnu's words. He really didn't know when I had feelings for Xiao Longnu.
Xiao Longnu heard my words and a tear fell from the corner of her eye. She turned around and faced me with her back. Her delicate body trembled slightly, which made my heart ache. I really wanted to hold her in my arms so that she wouldn't be sad anymore. But if that's the case, I'll definitely agree to her request. Just as I was hesitating, she said,"You should leave. I don't want to see you again. Don't come looking for me again." If you appear in front of me again, I might kill you.”
Listening to her decisive words, my heart felt like it was being torn apart. Looking at her departing figure, I seemed to see an insurmountable gap between us. Perhaps this was fate. Seeing us like this, Yang Guo didn't know what to do. He said to me,"Brother, don't be sad." I'll go persuade Auntie. When she calmed down, everything would be fine.”
I shook my head. Your aunt won't have any good feelings for me anymore. You have to take good care of your aunt. Don't let anyone bully her. Especially Quan Zhen Sect's Yin Zhiping."
"What about you?" Yang Wen asked.
I sighed." I went down the mountain. Your aunt didn't want to see me." I'm only making her angry here. You must practice your kung fu well. Who knows, when you finish practicing, your aunt might go down the mountain with you. I'm leaving. We'll meet again if fate permits." I turned around and left. Yang Guo's eyes were so bleak. But he didn't know that I used my sleeve to wipe away the tears from the corners of my eyes when I turned around. Sometimes, a man's tears could not be shed in front of others. What was a man and what was strength? A real man was a mixed-blood Tun Tun who had lost a tooth. Her sad tears flowed into her stomach. No matter how sad she was, she could not show it in front of others.
Am I not sad? This is my first love, be it in my previous life or this life. However, I believe that first love is cruel. It tramples on the sincerity of a young man and doesn't think about how precious he is. Very few first loves were successful, and very few first loves were perfect. Could it be that mine is the same?
I looked up at the sky and roared, my voice filled with helplessness towards my feelings. Is our fate over? Will we never meet again? I ran wildly, the grief in my heart could not be dissipated by shouting. A wounded heart could not be healed in an instant. I have to do my best to vent. Only by making myself tired can I stop thinking about him. Only by letting me enter the dream can I forget everything.
Perhaps the wine country is my home. Lovelorn people can't do without wine. I didn't know when I arrived at a restaurant. I didn't want anything. I just wanted wine. I wanted to numb myself with wine. To numb his wounded heart. If one pot didn't work, then two pots. If two pots didn't work, then three pots. In the end, I was probably drunk. I was drunk, but my heart was not drunk.
I only remember that I kept drinking until the waiter chased me away. But I didn't want to leave because I wanted to drink. However, the waiter called a few big men to help carry me out. Before he left, he even took away all my silver. They are simply bullying me. If I didn't hold the jade flute tightly, they would have snatched it away. If it wasn't for the fact that I couldn't use my hands, I would have taught them a lesson. I don't know how far I've walked, but I'm out of the city. Then, I fell asleep in a daze. Thinking about it, she probably slept on the main road. The funny thing was that I didn't manage to forget about Xiao Longnu as I wished.
Because I had a nightmare. In the dream, I felt as if I had entered an ice palace. This ice palace was filled with ice and was frighteningly cold. I've walked a long way but I haven't left the ice palace. Later on, I found someone in the ice palace. When I got closer, it was Xiao Longnu. At that time, the sadness in my heart surged. I always wanted to forget everything in my drunken dream, but I soon met her again in my dreams. How unfair the heavens are to me.
Xiao Longnu in the dream didn't give me any face, but stared at me coldly. I softly called out,"Miss Long", but what I got was the surrounding area turning from ice to fire. The fire continued to roast me, making me feel extremely uncomfortable. However, what made me even more uncomfortable was Xiao Longnu's ice-cold gaze. I called out to her, but she remained indifferent. It was like adding salt to my already hurt heart. It hurt! It hurt!
Later, I felt as if a pair of jade-like hands were extinguishing the flames around me, but I knew it wasn't her because she was still looking at me coldly and didn't move.
When I opened my eyes again, I was surprised to find myself lying in bed. He raised his head and looked at the elegant decorations around him. It seemed that I was saved by a kind person after I got drunk. Recalling the Xiao Longnu in my dream, my heart ached again. It seems that this will forever be a pain in my heart.
I wanted to sit up, but I suddenly felt that something was wrong. I actually felt a little weak all over, which made me jump in shock. I quickly looked inside and realized that my body was weak in all aspects. I hadn't eaten for a long time. It was impossible that it was just because he was drunk. My innate true qi started to circulate rapidly. He wanted to let all parts of his body recover.
At this moment, he heard the voices of two women outside. A clear voice said,"Cousin, we've been taking care of him for a few days. Why isn't he awake yet? Is there really no problem with your medical skills?”From the sound of the voice, it should be the accent of Jiangnan Jiaxing. Another gentle voice said,"Cousin, it's not like you don't know that there aren't any good doctors here. If you want those quacks to treat you, it's better for us to treat you. You see, it was obviously typhoid fever, but they actually said it was a serious illness that could not be cured.”
When I heard this, I smiled bitterly in my heart. The doctor was right. This is an incurable disease. Have you ever heard that there is a cure for the disease of falling out of love? It seemed that I had caught a cold because I was too sad and slept in the wild. A top-notch expert like me usually won't get sick, but if I do, it won't be small. I'm lucky that I've only been unconscious for five days.
At this moment, the two of them pushed the door open and entered. I also opened my eyes. One of them was dressed in white and gave off a stubborn and lively aura. The other was dressed in green, giving off a dignified and elegant feeling. When the two of them were together, Chunlan and Qiuyue would each have their own advantage.
When the two of them saw that I was awake, they happily walked to my side. The white-robed woman said,"Hey, you're awake. You're really strange. You're obviously not in good health, but you still go drinking. If it weren't for our kindness, you would probably have been taken away by a wild dog.”The woman in green patted her to stop her from speaking.""Come, let me take your pulse. You haven't eaten for five days. We'll make you some porridge later.
I extended my left hand and said,"Thank you, ladies. I'm probably going to die in a foreign land." "Judging from your accent, you should be from Hangzhou, right?"”"That's right," I nodded. "You're all better now. You just need to rest for a few more days."”
"Thank you, ladies."”The two of them smiled." There's nothing to thank. It's only right for people who are out to take care of each other."”"I'm Guo Yang. I wonder if you two ladies can tell me your names." I feel that calling her Miss is too formal.”Seriously, these two people saved me. If I don't even know who they are, how can I repay them in the future?
The woman in white covered her mouth and laughed." You're really interesting. You asked for our names the first time we met." Alright, I'll tell you. My name is Lu Wushuang, and this is my cousin, Cheng Ying. In the future, you can call me Sister Lu and her Sister Cheng.”As soon as she finished speaking, Cheng Ying, who was beside her, hit her and said,"Don't talk nonsense." "Mr. Guo, you don't have to care about what my cousin says." Rest first. We'll make you something to eat.”With that, she grabbed Lu Wushuang's hand and left the room. Lu Wushuang complained to Cheng Ying as he walked,""Cousin, why are you stopping me? Everyone on the island is older than me. It's not easy for me to recognize a younger brother now, but you still don't let me recognize him.”"Don't talk nonsense. Can't you see that he's at least five or six years older than you?" Cheng Ying chided.
I didn't even listen to what they said seriously. I was already stunned by their names. It was really unbelievable. This was too much of a coincidence. They actually saved me after I fainted. I really couldn't understand what the heavens meant. Could it be that they wanted me to experience another breakup? I cursed the heavens in my heart. Then he thought, Strange, they should be on Peach Blossom Island. Why was he here? Although I don't know where I am, the place where they met me should be a few days away from Mount Zhongnan. Did they go to Zhongnan Mountain to find Yang Guo? That's possible."
After a while, Cheng Ying finished cooking the porridge. I carefully tasted the porridge she cooked and was surprised to find that she had actually received the essence of her mother. She really didn't know how her mother had taught her this unique skill of Peach Blossom Island that was passed down to women but not men. It seemed that she was really good at making her mother happy.
I rested for a day that day and got up the next day. I felt that I didn't have any money on me, so how could I let them spend money? Before night came, I went to the rich and heartless tyrants here to borrow some money. After distributing a portion of the money to those who really needed relief, the two of them were very happy. He left a hundred taels for himself, which was enough for him to eat and drink for the time being.
He went to the tavern to buy a jug of wine and returned unhurriedly. After returning, he boiled the wine and sat at the stone table under the jujube tree. He thought of Xiao Longnu again. I sighed and thought to myself, Looks like it's impossible for me to forget.”He took out his jade flute and began to play. The song," Memories of the Appearance ", was a mixture of endless tenderness and sorrow. It was truly tear-jerking.
It's just a song, but I still can't calm down. He sighed softly, but he did not expect to hear a sigh behind him at the same time. When he turned around, he saw Lu Wushuang and Cheng Ying standing not far away. Cheng Ying saw that I saw her and bowed."Cheng Ying, sorry to disturb your mood." "Miss Cheng, you're too polite. Please don't call me Mister." If you don't mind, you can just call me Guo Yang.”
"How can that be good? Why don't we call you Big Brother Guo?" Cheng Ying said.”I nodded and Cheng Ying said,"Then you don't have to call us Miss." Wouldn't that be too polite?" "Alright, then I'll take the liberty to call you both Ying Mei and Shuang Mei.”Cheng Ying nodded. "Brother Guo, your flute blowing is really good. It seems to be better than Senior Sister's." I originally thought that Senior Sister had already boasted well enough, but I didn't expect that my tears would fall from your boasting.”I thought,"Of course, I taught my sister how to play the flute." How can I teach her if I'm not as good as her?"
I humbly replied,"You flatter me. I wonder if the two of you can come over and sit down."”As he spoke, he pointed at the stone bench in front of him. Cheng Ying and Lu Wushuang sat down in front of me. I poured myself a glass of wine and said," Judging from your accent, you guys aren't locals, right? I don't know why you're here. If there's anything I can help with, I'm sure I can help."”
" Brother Guo," Lu Wushuang said," we didn't come here for anything. We just came out for a walk with Senior Sister." Our senior sister wants to go to Mount Zhongnan to find her sweetheart. We accompanied them and came here to play. Because we were going separately, we waited here for senior sister and the others to gather. However, it seemed that they were delayed by something and had yet to come.”
I thought to myself,"He really came to find Yang Guo."”
(The relationship between the protagonist and Xiao Longnu must be a little complicated. Hehe! Otherwise, why would I write my book? Also, I recommend "I'm Not Yang Guo" and "A Casanova (Young Master in Exile)".）
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