First of all, regarding my repeated updates, I declare that I will either not update. If I update, it will either be a new chapter, or I will modify and add old chapters.
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"Cold, so cold. Am I going to die? That's good. If I die, I should be able to see my mother." I curled up at the bridgehead of a bridge. I thought of my mother's doting smile and gentle words, and I smiled slightly.
Suddenly, I couldn't help but recall that nightmarish night. The awakening of the blood limit had led to my father learning that my mother and I were powerful demons. I had watched my father kill my beloved mother in front of me, and I had watched my mother fall into a pool of blood with despair and sorrow on her face. I couldn't help but feel fear in my heart.
I curled up in the corner and looked at my usually kind and honest father. Now, he was like a demon from hell, approaching me step by step. The fear in my heart unconsciously surged.
" I don't want to die, I don't want to die!" I shouted in my heart.
"Die, you damned demon.”His father said with a ferocious expression.
" Ahhhh!" I cried out in fear when my father raised the knife in his hand. Then, I fainted.
" Bai, wake up…" I seemed to hear my mother's gentle call again. Was it a dream? That should be the case. Her mother was no longer around. However, the voice was so real.
" Mother…" He opened his eyes and saw his mother's gentle smile. Unconsciously, a soft voice came out of my mouth.
The next moment, I threw myself into my mother's warm embrace. All my grievances and pain erupted in an instant."Mother…that's great. It's great that you're not dead. I had a terrible nightmare. I dreamed that you were killed by Father, and Father wanted to kill me…Wu, I was so scared.”
Mom gently stroked my hair and said gently,"Don't cry, Bai. You have to stay strong and live on.”
Hearing this, I raised my head in confusion and looked at my mother's gentle smile. I tried my best to ignore the uncertainty in my heart and asked carefully,"Then, does Mother also live with me?”
Mother didn't say anything. She just gently stroked my cheek and said in her usual gentle voice,"I can't live with you anymore.”
That feeling of uncertainty instantly enveloped me. I cried and said,"No, Mother. Don't you want me anymore? Did Bai do something wrong? I'll change. Bai wants to live with mother. Mother, don't abandon me.”
His mother still had that gentle smile on her face as she said in that gentle voice,""Bai, you have to remember that even if Mother goes to another world, Bai will still be my most beloved child. I will look after Bai in the other world and protect him. So, Bai, you have to stay strong and live on.”
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After an unknown period of time, I slowly opened my eyes. What I saw was a huge icicle. Inside the icicle was a father holding a knife. His face was filled with fear, as if he had seen something terrifying. His mother was still reluctant to part despite her despair.
I stared blankly at the icicle in front of me, my mind blank. After a long time, I remembered my mother who loved me the most. Leaning against the wall, he forced his trembling legs to stand up slowly. Step by step, he moved toward his mother who was lying in a pool of blood.
Looking at the glaring blood red in front of me, my entire body started to tremble crazily. I wanted to escape, but my trembling legs seemed to no longer belong to me. I refused the orders from my body and couldn't move.
The pungent smell of blood rushed into my nostrils. I had never experienced such a suffocating feeling before. He didn't like it, he really didn't like it. He wanted to escape, but he couldn't. His legs continued to reject the commands from his body.
Tears flowed uncontrollably from my eyes. Fear, disappointment, heartache, and sadness surrounded me. I wanted to scream, but it was as if an invisible hand was choking my throat, preventing me from making a sound.
Tears continued to fall. The simple and happy life that I had on a normal day was gone the moment the blood limit awakened. I didn't want to kill anyone. I just wanted to live happily and simply with my family. Why did this happen? Blood limit? Could it be that everyone with a blood limit was a demon?
I don't understand. I really don't understand. Right now, I'm just listening to my mother and living on.
……
After leaving that hellish home, I began to wander. The little me had been living under the wings of my parents since I was young. Without my parents 'wings, I was like a lone goose that had fallen behind, wandering around the frozen Water Country. They lived a life of being chased and beaten by people, fighting with wild cats and dogs for food. Mother, do you know the pain of not having a dream, not being needed by anyone, just living?
It's not that I haven't thought of ending my life and going to another world to find my mother. However, every time this thought arises in my mind, my mother's words will resound in my ears.
" Therefore, I continue to live. I live in pain just to find someone who recognizes me. Even if I have to become a tool without any emotions, I won't regret it.
……
The weather seemed to have gotten colder. The thin clothes could not block the corrosion of the cold air at all.
It was as if there was something in front of me. For some reason, I, who originally had no strength, miraculously raised my head.
The first thing I saw was a young man about my age. His empty eyes were filled with loneliness, despair, and sadness. When I raised my head to look at him, I saw a trace of undetectable heartache flash across his empty eyes.
Was his heart aching? This was the first time someone felt sorry for me, and it was a stranger at that. My cold heart gradually warmed up. At the same time, I subconsciously smiled at him.
I looked at his empty eyes and the heartache in them became even stronger. My heart became even hotter.
"Stop laughing. You look so ugly. No wonder no one wants you. You're just trash.”I was deep in thought when I heard his words.
I knew that he was just trying to hide his awkward emotions. I just looked at him and saw his increasingly awkward expression. It was as if the innocence that had left me had returned to my side for the second time. My heart was burning with passion.
Just as he was about to explode, I knew that I couldn't continue playing. For the first time, I smiled sincerely and said,"Your eyes are the same as mine.”
After listening to my words, his anger immediately subsided. He looked at me firmly, and I smiled back at him. The bone-chilling wind seemed to know something and gradually stopped.
"My name is Liu Feng, what about you?" he said.
"White, water is not as white as the moon." I replied softly.
In an instant, he seemed to have made a decision. He slowly stretched out his hand and looked at me firmly."Come with me, let me protect you."
I was instantly overwhelmed by emotions. It was as if I was dumbfounded. I just looked at him and didn't move. Although it was different from my original intention of becoming a tool for the person who acknowledged me, I was even more touched that the person who acknowledged me wanted to become the person who protected me. All the pain I had suffered in the past was nothing at this moment. Everything was worth it because I had found someone who recognized me.
When I noticed the disappointment in the person's eyes, I came back to my senses and placed my hand on his hand to gently "en" it.
Looking at the excitement in Liu Feng's eyes, my heart was slowly filled with happiness.
I let him pull me in the direction he came from. I raised my head and looked at the starry sky. I thought to myself,"Mother, did you see that? I've found someone who recognizes me. I'll be stronger in the future.”
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First of all, regarding my repeated updates, I declare that I will either not update. If I update, it will either be a new chapter, or I will modify and add old chapters.
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"Cold, so cold. Am I going to die? That's good. If I die, I should be able to see my mother." I curled up at the bridgehead of a bridge. I thought of my mother's doting smile and gentle words, and I smiled slightly.
Suddenly, I couldn't help but recall that nightmarish night. The awakening of the blood limit had led to my father learning that my mother and I were powerful demons. I had watched my father kill my beloved mother in front of me, and I had watched my mother fall into a pool of blood with despair and sorrow on her face. I couldn't help but feel fear in my heart.
I curled up in the corner and looked at my usually kind and honest father. Now, he was like a demon from hell, approaching me step by step. The fear in my heart unconsciously surged.
" I don't want to die, I don't want to die!" I shouted in my heart.
"Die, you damned demon.”His father said with a ferocious expression.
" Ahhhh!" I cried out in fear when my father raised the knife in his hand. Then, I fainted.
" Bai, wake up…" I seemed to hear my mother's gentle call again. Was it a dream? That should be the case. Her mother was no longer around. However, the voice was so real.
" Mother…" He opened his eyes and saw his mother's gentle smile. Unconsciously, a soft voice came out of my mouth.
The next moment, I threw myself into my mother's warm embrace. All my grievances and pain erupted in an instant."Mother…that's great. It's great that you're not dead. I had a terrible nightmare. I dreamed that you were killed by Father, and Father wanted to kill me…Wu, I was so scared.”
Mom gently stroked my hair and said gently,"Don't cry, Bai. You have to stay strong and live on.”
Hearing this, I raised my head in confusion and looked at my mother's gentle smile. I tried my best to ignore the uncertainty in my heart and asked carefully,"Then, does Mother also live with me?”
Mother didn't say anything. She just gently stroked my cheek and said in her usual gentle voice,"I can't live with you anymore.”
That feeling of uncertainty instantly enveloped me. I cried and said,"No, Mother. Don't you want me anymore? Did Bai do something wrong? I'll change. Bai wants to live with mother. Mother, don't abandon me.”
His mother still had that gentle smile on her face as she said in that gentle voice,""Bai, you have to remember that even if Mother goes to another world, Bai will still be my most beloved child. I will look after Bai in the other world and protect him. So, Bai, you have to stay strong and live on.”
……
After an unknown period of time, I slowly opened my eyes. What I saw was a huge icicle. Inside the icicle was a father holding a knife. His face was filled with fear, as if he had seen something terrifying. His mother was still reluctant to part despite her despair.
I stared blankly at the icicle in front of me, my mind blank. After a long time, I remembered my mother who loved me the most. Leaning against the wall, he forced his trembling legs to stand up slowly. Step by step, he moved toward his mother who was lying in a pool of blood.
Looking at the glaring blood red in front of me, my entire body started to tremble crazily. I wanted to escape, but my trembling legs seemed to no longer belong to me. I refused the orders from my body and couldn't move.
The pungent smell of blood rushed into my nostrils. I had never experienced such a suffocating feeling before. He didn't like it, he really didn't like it. He wanted to escape, but he couldn't. His legs continued to reject the commands from his body.
Tears flowed uncontrollably from my eyes. Fear, disappointment, heartache, and sadness surrounded me. I wanted to scream, but it was as if an invisible hand was choking my throat, preventing me from making a sound.
Tears continued to fall. The simple and happy life that I had on a normal day was gone the moment the blood limit awakened. I didn't want to kill anyone. I just wanted to live happily and simply with my family. Why did this happen? Blood limit? Could it be that everyone with a blood limit was a demon?
I don't understand. I really don't understand. Right now, I'm just listening to my mother and living on.
……
After leaving that hellish home, I began to wander. The little me had been living under the wings of my parents since I was young. Without my parents 'wings, I was like a lone goose that had fallen behind, wandering around the frozen Water Country. They lived a life of being chased and beaten by people, fighting with wild cats and dogs for food. Mother, do you know the pain of not having a dream, not being needed by anyone, just living?
It's not that I haven't thought of ending my life and going to another world to find my mother. However, every time this thought arises in my mind, my mother's words will resound in my ears.
" Therefore, I continue to live. I live in pain just to find someone who recognizes me. Even if I have to become a tool without any emotions, I won't regret it.
……
The weather seemed to have gotten colder. The thin clothes could not block the corrosion of the cold air at all.
It was as if there was something in front of me. For some reason, I, who originally had no strength, miraculously raised my head.
The first thing I saw was a young man about my age. His empty eyes were filled with loneliness, despair, and sadness. When I raised my head to look at him, I saw a trace of undetectable heartache flash across his empty eyes.
Was his heart aching? This was the first time someone felt sorry for me, and it was a stranger at that. My cold heart gradually warmed up. At the same time, I subconsciously smiled at him.
I looked at his empty eyes and the heartache in them became even stronger. My heart became even hotter.
"Stop laughing. You look so ugly. No wonder no one wants you. You're just trash.”I was deep in thought when I heard his words.
I knew that he was just trying to hide his awkward emotions. I just looked at him and saw his increasingly awkward expression. It was as if the innocence that had left me had returned to my side for the second time. My heart was burning with passion.
Just as he was about to explode, I knew that I couldn't continue playing. For the first time, I smiled sincerely and said,"Your eyes are the same as mine.”
After listening to my words, his anger immediately subsided. He looked at me firmly, and I smiled back at him. The bone-chilling wind seemed to know something and gradually stopped.
"My name is Liu Feng, what about you?" he said.
"White, water is not as white as the moon." I replied softly.
In an instant, he seemed to have made a decision. He slowly stretched out his hand and looked at me firmly."Come with me, let me protect you."
I was instantly overwhelmed by emotions. It was as if I was dumbfounded. I just looked at him and didn't move. Although it was different from my original intention of becoming a tool for the person who acknowledged me, I was even more touched that the person who acknowledged me wanted to become the person who protected me. All the pain I had suffered in the past was nothing at this moment. Everything was worth it because I had found someone who recognized me.
When I noticed the disappointment in the person's eyes, I came back to my senses and placed my hand on his hand to gently "en" it.
Looking at the excitement in Liu Feng's eyes, my heart was slowly filled with happiness.
I let him pull me in the direction he came from. I raised my head and looked at the starry sky. I thought to myself,"Mother, did you see that? I've found someone who recognizes me. I'll be stronger in the future.”
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I've been reading the past few days. I feel that Liu Feng and Bai's relationship happened too suddenly, but it's also very troublesome to change. Therefore, I've decided to do something extra to straighten out Liu Feng and Bai's relationship...
En, the advertisement came again.
Naruto's Indulgence-Author: Lost Moon (First Shot)
Naruto Doujinshi: Water Dream Traceless-Author Elisabeth-End
If you're interested, go and take a look.
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