Today, Long Xiaowei woke up earlier than usual, but he didn't know where he went. When he arrived at school, he was almost late. And because Long Xiaowei was almost late, the students and teachers heaved a sigh of relief at the same time, thinking that he had finally returned to normal. However, this made them nervous again. Long Xiaowei continued to listen attentively, and it seemed that he was even more serious than yesterday. He did not even blink his eyes. The teacher was getting a little scared by his gaze. Now that he was the finance teacher in class, he was starting to regret it.
Because the school had just reopened, and there were only a few days of classes. This year was the second half of the third year of high school, and it was time for the college entrance examination. However, Long Xiaowei had brazenly fallen asleep during his first class, which made him feel depressed. He had thought of a way to punish Long Xiaowei and ask him to restrain himself. However, he did not expect that this restraint would make him lose his mind. Now, he was also extremely vexed. He could not apologize to him himself, right? If he did it on purpose, he would be the laughing stock in the future!
Therefore, the finance teacher had no choice but to continue teaching with a bitter face. After class, he saw that everyone was looking at him with resentment, so he could only run away. On the other hand, Long Xiaowei felt that the finance teacher's strange behavior was very strange. However, when he saw the way everyone looked at the finance teacher, Long Xiaowei seemed to understand something and laughed. He didn't say anything. He felt that this world was full of strangeness. The thoughts of humans were really too strange. When everyone saw Long Xiaowei suddenly laughing, they looked at him with even more worry. They were afraid that if he continued like this, he might go to the mental hospital for treatment.
After a day of classes, Long Xiaowei realized for the first time how tiring school was. He finally understood the true meaning of 10 years of slacking and one year of studying. It was indeed quite tiring to listen to every class seriously, and most of the content was something he knew. However, Long Xiaowei knew that if he wanted to change himself, he had to start with everything around him. Slowly, he could change the essence of things imperceptibly, from quantitative to qualitative. Therefore, even though it was tiring, Long Xiaowei felt that it was worth it.
When he got home, he opened QQ and continued answering questions. There were very few questions today, and there were not many online members. He wondered what they were busy with. After waiting for a while, he realized that there were no questions. Long Xiaowei wanted to do something else, but he did not want to leave the computer. He thought for a long time and suddenly remembered that he had not entered Yang Yang's Qzone! Thinking of this, he immediately started to look for Yang Yang's QQ. After searching for a while, he realized that he still hadn't added Yang Yang as a friend. He cursed himself in his heart for failing and went to the group chat to find Yang Yang's QQ. He entered her Qzone. The music in Yang Yang's QQ space was very beautiful. Although he didn't know the name of the song, Long Xiaowei knew that it was an English song. The first thing Long Xiaowei thought of was the photo album in the QQ space, but he realized that Yang Yang didn't seem to have put many photos in the photo album. There was also a password on the few cards. Long Xiaowei was quite disappointed. He could only exit the photo album and continue to look at other things. After some consideration, Long Xiaowei clicked on the diary and looked at it for a while. It seemed to be a diary that was posted a little early. It seemed to be a story about the war between China and Japan a few decades ago. He did not know if Yang Yang had seen it reposted. It seemed that only Yang Yang had posted a comment. Long Xiaowei looked on curiously.
In the war decades ago, eighty-two Chinese women were forcefully stuffed into cloth bags, tied up, and thrown onto a truck like pigs. Finally, they were sent to a row of newly built wooden houses. The roofs were all nailed with white iron sheets, surrounded by barbed wire, and there were also turrets and machine guns.”
"They had just been poured out of the sack, and before they could stand firm, they were all chased into a large room to listen to a Japanese colonel's lecture. No matter what nonsense he said, none of them were in the mood to listen. They only knew that their lives were over.”
"After that, the colonel asked them to take off their clothes and take off all their clothes so that they could take a shower.”
"None of them took it off."
"At that moment, the colonel walked up to a girl from the neighboring village and asked her to take off her clothes. The girl turned her head to the side and refused to take it off.”
"The colonel is anxious and is also killing a chicken to show the monkey. With a wave of his hand, three Japanese soldiers came up and stripped the girl naked. Then, they hung her naked in front of everyone. The colonel pulled out his Japanese sword and let everyone watch.”
"He raised his hand and cut off the girl's **. The girl screamed in pain and a horseshoe-sized blood mark immediately gushed out of her chest.”
"The colonel asked the young lady,'Are you going to take it off? The girl did not speak, but she was in so much pain that she could not say anything. The colonel waved his knife again, and the girl's right breast was cut off again. Miss fainted from the pain."
"At this moment, the Japanese soldiers released three wolfhounds and charged at the hanging girl.”
"In a short while, the girl's thigh was torn off from her body.”
"A wolfhound sprang up again and bit through the girl's stomach. Her intestines and other internal organs fell out.“
"The colonel glared at him with his blood-red wolf eyes and roared, Take it off!"
"When have those Chinese women ever seen such a world? Not to mention women, even men would be scared to the ground when they saw it. They called for help but could not do anything, so they could only take it off slowly.”
"In the end, they finally stripped naked and hugged each other and cried.”
"Under the guard of the Japanese soldiers, they washed their bodies and were chased into a shed. There were more than ten bed boards in the shed. They were ordered to lie on them naked, and there were more than ten Japanese in white coats standing on both sides. There was no other way. Everyone was afraid of being chopped off and torn apart by the wolfdogs. They could only lie on the bed with tears in their eyes.”
" There was a girl called Xiaojuan, but because her movements were a little slow, half of her butt was cut off by the military officer with the Dongyang Knife. The girl was in so much pain that she covered her butt and jumped around. In less than three minutes, she fell to the ground and was in so much pain.”
"There was also a girl called Fu Hua who was also unwilling to lie down beside the wooden board. She came over and dragged two Japanese soldiers over to the wall. They used two bayonet to pierce through the lock bone and hit the wall board alive. It was so painful that she cried for her father and mother.”
"The women were all lying on the wooden planks in fear. None of them dared to disobey.”
"The Japanese in white coats checked their lower bodies.”
"It's said that if you're sick, you'll be buried alive. Unfortunately, no one is sick, so they all line up to go out. According to the interpreter, they were going to split up into groups of four and bombard the simple house.”
"This room is different from the one they usually live in. There are no beds, just a floor. The four of them sleep on the floor. Each of them has a small frosted glass window above their heads. The strange thing is that there is a transparent glass above them.”
"That afternoon, more than 600 Japanese drove in. They were divided into several small teams and lined up at the door without making a sound.”
"I don't know what the Japanese leader shouted, but these Japanese soldiers rushed into the house in groups of four.”
"Although they were unwilling to be defiled like this, they couldn't resist much. They could only struggle a few times and were pressed down. The Japanese haven't given them food for five days. Just as someone resisted, the Japanese kicked him in the chest, causing him to bend over in pain.”
That night, the Japanese distributed rice to everyone. Everyone could eat it, and all of them hugged their heads and cried. Their eyes were red and swollen from crying.
"The next day, the Japanese carried away nine bodies on stretchers. They all hanged themselves.
"At the same time, the Japanese nailed the wrists of the 34 women who resisted the most fiercely to the two ends of the bed with thick belts. They also nailed their legs to the lower ends of the bed with belts. They were afraid that they would bite the Japanese, so they used a hammer to smash all the front teeth. There's no need to mention the suffering he suffered."
"The next day, they didn't care if you were hungry or not. They drove in more than 200 Japanese soldiers who had just returned from the battlefield.”
"This group of soldiers is more savage than yesterday. After they rushed into the house, they kicked and bit like dogs. They even urinated on your face and forced you to drink it. If you don't drink, they will kick your head with their big leather boots. How many people could withstand such a kick? He could only drink the urine of these beasts after they had ruined him.”
"This group of soldiers only withdrew at night after a whole day. It was only later that they found out that they were Japanese who had made great contributions. The higher-ups had specially approved them to stay for such a long time.
"On this day, another six sisters died. They were tied to the bed and trampled to death.”
"In the end, the two sisters were starved for too long and ate too much. That night, they were taken away by the head of the comfort station and ravaged for half the night. When they came back, they didn't even have a sip of water. Their stomachs were so bloated that they died.”
"However, there are still 11 who died the most.”
"These 11 women are strong-willed and stronger than the other women. Every time they were raped, they would struggle, but their hands and feet were tied up, and their teeth were beaten out. They were not even given food and just let them die. They didn't eat or drink, but the Japanese didn't let them go.”
"That day, we carried 11 wooden boards to the field and used some kind of medicine to disinfect them. We let the 200 or so newly arrived Japanese soldiers line up to ruin them.”
"Before the turn was even half over, all 11 sisters were dead!”
After reading it, Long Xiaowei was also furious. Although he seemed to have heard similar stories before, he was still so angry that his teeth itched when he saw this. However, when he saw Yang Yang's comment, Long Xiaowei was stunned again. Yangyang said,"
When I saw this story, I thought I would be angry because only animals would kill people for the sake of the territory, but animals would not treat their own kind like this. Their behavior really made me feel ashamed to be human like them.
However, I realized that I wasn't angry. I felt a kind of sadness, a deep sadness. I turned around and thought about the boys chasing after me, those well-dressed handsome young masters. When they looked at me, they had passionate eyes and gentle smiles. However, I seemed to be able to see through their hearts. I saw that they didn't love me but only had a desire for me. A desire unique to boys. I suddenly felt afraid. I feel that if one of the eighty-two women at that time was me, what would happen? What if those boys who pursued me were one of those Japanese soldiers? Can I endure the terrible pain like the first woman? Would the boys rush up to me while I lay there? Would they care about their own feelings, care about their position in my heart, and care if I would be in pain? I think I already knew the answer, but I didn't want to admit it. So when I saw this story, I made up my mind. The person I wanted to marry must be as pure as the snow lotus on the top of Heaven Mountain. Only such a person would value love more than desire, and I was willing to give up everything for such a person, including my life. But were there really such boys?
After Long Xiaowei read this, he fell into deep thought. He asked himself, if he did not fall in love with Yang Yang, if he was still that lecherous young man, if he was a member of the Japanese soldiers, what would he do? The answer made him feel ashamed and hateful. He finally knew that he had not done enough. He was not worthy of Yang Yang. Long Xiaowei turned off his QQ and computer before falling asleep on the bed. After some time, he slowly closed his eyes. This time, there was no satisfaction on his face, only deep disappointment.
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