Long Xiaowei thought about it for a long time and finally made a decision. It was a decision that made him suffer but made him decide. In the end, he left a message for Yang Yang on QQ. He didn't know if Yang Yang would forgive him, but he still made up his mind.
Xiao Wei: Yang Yang, I'm going to college. I did very well. Harvard even sent me an invitation. You know that school used to be my dream, but I've given up now because I don't want to go abroad. I don't want to leave the land I've stepped on. Because I know that as long as I step on this land, our hearts will be connected. It will remind me of you and our incredible love. I really want to study at your City University! That way, I will be able to see you more often. That way, I can send you home, take you to eat anything you want, take you to play anything you want. I have already contacted the university in your school. But in the end, I gave up. I chose the best art university in our country because I couldn't forget my oath, because it was a dream of yours! I know that as long as I'm by your side, I won't be able to help you achieve this dream wholeheartedly. Now that I'm gone, I'm in a strange city. Everyone and everything will have to start over again, and I won't be able to see you anymore. I forced myself into a desperate situation. For four years, I had to live in a strange place with a new face. Maybe four years later, you will have a new boyfriend, or maybe you won't remember me. But I still made this decision because I think I know you. If you really like someone else, it must be a boy as pure and flawless as the snow lotus growing on the top of Heaven Mountain. But I really like you to be happy. If such a boy really exists, I will bless you. I am willing to work hard for your dream. I hope that you can not care about me in the next 4 years and find such a boy to your heart's content! Maybe you don't know, but I read your diary and saw your comments. I thought a lot. If I didn't fall in love with you and I was one of those Japanese soldiers, what would I do? At that time, the answer made me feel ashamed and hateful. But recently, I've been thinking that if that happened again after I married you, would I be tempted if you didn't know about it? I hesitated for a moment, but it was this hesitation that made me make up my mind. 4 years later, I will log into this QQ again. If you are still around by then, I will come back and marry you. If I still can't convince myself by then, I will give up on my own initiative. The last sentence was, Yang Yang, you are so beautiful that I often think of you at night. I really hope to see you again, but I am afraid that I will be swayed. I am not a saint. I also have my own selfish motives. I only hope that the influence of art schools can grow the purest snow lotus, the only snow lotus that can grow on Tianshan.
After Long Xiaowei typed this sentence, he turned off QQ. He did not want to hear any response because he knew that as long as Yang Yang asked him to stay, he could use it as an excuse to convince him to stay by her side. He quietly packed his luggage and walked out of the home he had lived in for more than ten years. He walked on the path that was already filled with his countless footprints. He held the suitcase in his hand and slowly slid through the dilapidated passage. The home behind him was getting further and further away. Long Xiaowei walked slowly. He wanted to continue walking like this, but no matter how long the road was, there was an end. The end might not be what you wanted, but you had to reach it. When you reached the train station, you could hear the farewell, crying, and encouragement around you. The train slowly entered the station. Long Xiaowei looked back for the last time. There was no one familiar behind him. It was as if he was the loneliest person in the train station. However, he had chosen this path himself. He sighed deeply and got on the train dejectedly. He silently said his last words. The sound of blessings slowly drifted through the crowded station, and the whistle of the train took away a little echo.
Goodbye hometown, goodbye parents, goodbye Yang Yang. Please let me be selfish for the last time. I hope that when I return, you will still be you.
The train slowly started to move. The crowd that was sending them off slowly dispersed. The words of farewell slowly faded away, but Long Xiaowei's eyes could not move away for a long time. The cool wind blew the leaves, but when would the leaves return to the original branches? Perhaps it would never return. From the day it fell, it could never return because the original branches had new leaves. A greener and bigger leaf could not be blown away by the wind or knocked down by the rain. There would be such a person beside Yang Yang! But would that be me? Can I really not be blown away by the wind or knocked down by the rain? If I can't, should I slowly pile up under the tree like a fallen leaf, slowly decay and completely lose my last thoughts with time? Long Xiaowei asked himself in his heart, but no one could give him an answer. There was still only the cool wind blowing outside the window.
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