Chu Xingshui lay quietly in his hotel room. He could not fall asleep. His mind was filled with Xu Jing's figure. When he arrived at Yubo, the sky was not dark yet. However, when the car drove outside their school, the sky was already dark. Looking at the lights in the guard room, as well as the few traditional cursive characters of Yubo Civil Affairs College and the name of the person who wrote them, he looked at them again and again. He wanted to go in and take a look, but he did not dare.
He was afraid. He was inexplicably afraid.
The car stopped in the open space outside the school gate for a long time. In the end, Chu Xingshui did not enter or even get out of the car. He only called Zhang Min and asked her to come out.
Zhang Min came out of school with a boy and got into Chu Xingshui's car.
Looking at Zhang Min's beautiful and sad face, Chu Xingshui opened his mouth, not knowing what to say.
"I really don't know where she is.”Zhang Min and the boy were sitting in the car, holding hands.
Chu Xingshui shook his head, his mouth twisted, and two streams of tears flowed down.
"Let's go to the school and take a look." Zhang Min's nose shrank as tears fell along with Chu Xingshui.
"I'm not going." Chu Xingshui wiped his tears and muttered," I just wanted to come over and take a look…"
Chu Xingshui didn't dare to go to the mountain that he and Xu Jing had gone to and the forest path that they had walked through together. In fact, even if he knew where Xu Jing's body was now, would he dare to go? He couldn't face it, couldn't face Xu Jing's parents, and couldn't face Xu Jing either. Everything was because of him. If it weren't for him, nothing would have happened to Xu Jing.
There was nothing much to say to Zhang Min. After Zhang Min got out of the car, Miao Yusheng silently dragged Chu Xingshui to eat, but Chu Xingshui didn't even touch his chopsticks.
Now that he was lying in the hotel, Chu Xingshui did not feel hungry at all. It was already late at night. It must be midnight!
"Brother Miao, let's go drink." Chu Xingshui sat up on the bed. He felt that he could no longer bear the unspeakable pain and the strong self-blame that came from the depths of his soul.
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