032. enlighten
Under the instructions of Bureau Chief Wang, only the police station and the school's leaders knew the inside story. They did not publicize it to the outside world. Therefore, there was no news in the media of Song Jiang City.
However, Yang Ming's heart was very heavy. This was murder! It was fundamentally different from the usual fights! In a sense, the person Yang Ming killed was a heinous person who should be killed. If he didn't kill him, he might not do many evil things!
Enforcing justice on behalf of the heavens, what a ridiculous sentence! Yang Ming didn't think that he was a cold-blooded person, but he wasn't a hero either! It was fine to fight injustice, but punishing evil and eliminating evil should be left to the police!
Although he was at the police station just now, he could calmly defend his innocence with the police and calmly say that he was defending himself. Now, the panic deep in Yang Ming's heart quickly occupied his entire body!
Yang Ming felt that his legs were as heavy as lead, and he couldn't take a step at all.
Yang Ming, what's wrong with you?" Zhao Ying, who came out together, looked at Yang Ming's pale face and asked worriedly.
"What? I... I'm fine..." Yang Ming looked at Zhao Ying and smiled bitterly. People who didn't experience it personally would never know the feelings of the authorities. In the eyes of Zhao Ying and Principal Li, Yang Ming only did a good thing. Although he killed someone, he killed a heinous villain! It was just like watching a movie. The police killed the criminal. In the eyes of the audience, it was a matter of course. No one would sympathize with the criminal. Instead, they would think that he deserved to die!
Yang Ming was not a policeman, nor was he a murderer. He was just a student. It was impossible for him to have such a good psychological quality. The moment he closed his eyes, he saw Ji Shuisheng's pale and hideous face, which was bubbling with blood from his nose.
"Yang Ming, wait a minute!" A voice came from behind. It was Chen Fei."Yang Ming, wait for a while. I still have something to tell you. Principal Li, Teacher Zhao, you go back first. I will send Yang Ming back later!”
"Alright then, Captain Chen. Since you still have things to do, Xiao Zhao and I will go back to school first. You know that I'm very busy with work and can't leave people, but you have to return my students to their rightful owners!”Principal Li smiled.
Return it to its rightful owner? Zhao Ying's heart tightened. My surname is Zhao. Did the principal notice something? These days, her relationship with Yang Ming had already surpassed the teacher-student relationship. Are they siblings? Although she was a few years older than Yang Ming, Yang Ming protected her every time. She was like a sister. It would be more appropriate to call them friends, but were they just friends? Zhao Ying couldn't figure it out. However, when she heard Principal Li say this, she had an indescribable feeling in her heart.
When Zhao Ying saw Principal Li's calm expression, she knew that she was thinking too much.
"Principal Li, don't worry. You and Chief Wang are old classmates. If I do anything to your student, Chief Wang will break my bones!”Chen Fei laughed.
After Principal Li and Zhao Ying got into the school car, Chen Fei patted Yang Ming's shoulder,""Young man, you must be very unhappy. Come over, let's talk.”
" I..." Yang Ming didn't know how Chen Fei saw his thoughts. When I was at the police station, my performance was always very calm!
"Hehe, there's nothing to be ashamed of. Come, let's go over and sit!”Chen Fei pointed at a bench in the police station's courtyard.
Yang Ming glanced at Chen Fei, nodded, and followed him silently. Yes, Yang Ming really wanted to find someone to talk to now. Just now, he wanted to tell Zhao Ying his feelings, but he didn't say it in the end. On the one hand, he was afraid that Zhao Ying would worry about him. The most important thing was that Zhao Ying, who was not involved, would never understand Yang Ming's fear.
"Young man, how are you? Are you afraid?”Chen Fei sat on the bench, lit a cigarette, and handed one to Yang Ming.
Yang Ming didn't know why Chen Fei thought that he also smoked, but he still took it honestly and impolitely. He lit it up, took a deep breath, and then slowly said,""I was very scared at the beginning, but I'm much better now.”Yang Ming didn't want him to look down on him.
"Oh? Hehe, you're very promising. I'm not afraid you'll laugh at me if I say it. I remember that I just graduated from the police academy and started working. After I shot and killed a criminal for the first time during my mission, I vomited for the entire night! Furthermore, she had been scared for a week and even had nightmares at night!”Chen Fei said as he patted Yang Ming's shoulder.
" Captain Chen... I..." Yang Ming heard that Chen Fei was still like this even though he was a policeman. Finally, he couldn't hold back the depression in his heart anymore."I'm so scared! The scene from that night kept flashing in my mind. Although I controlled myself not to think about it, those scenes still appeared involuntarily, as if they were engraved in my mind!”
Chen Fei laughed after hearing that." Young man, you're already not bad. You've actually endured for so long. At least you didn't show any fear when you were at the police station. Otherwise, your image as a big hero would be laughed at! You don't have to feel ashamed. No matter who it is, the first time you kill someone, you will always feel this way. But remember, the people you kill are bad people, so you don't have to feel any psychological burden at all, and don't feel guilty! Think about it. If a person like Ji Shuisheng is not eliminated as soon as possible, how much harm will he bring to society?”
"But…Captain Chen…Although that's what you say, isn't it better for the police to do these things? If I had a choice, I'd rather let Ji Shuisheng go!”Yang Ming shook his head.
"Young man, your way of thinking is wrong! As a man, what he did was done. How could he regret it? From a police officer's point of view, this kind of thing should indeed be done by us, but think about it from another perspective. If you choose to retreat that day, then Ji Shuisheng will continue to do evil, and his targets may be your friends, classmates, teachers, or even family! Once the people around you are hurt, will you still regret it?”Chen Fei continued.
That's right! Yang Ming nodded. If I retreat, then Ji Shuisheng will be even more arrogant. Once he continues to commit crimes in Song Jiang, the consequences will be unimaginable! If his family, Zhao Ying, or Chen Mengyan met him, then Yang Ming really couldn't apologize even if he died!
Thinking of this, Yang Ming suddenly became enlightened, and there was a smile at the corner of his mouth.""Thank you, Captain Chen! I've thought it through!"
"Yes, it's good that you've thought it through. I'm not encouraging you to kill people. I just hope that when someone needs help, you can bravely stand up!”Chen Fei put out the cigarette in his hand and said to Yang Ming,""Young man, you are still a student. You can smoke a few cigarettes occasionally, but too many will hurt your body!”
"Got it, Captain Chen! Thank you!" Yang Ming nodded sincerely.
"Let's go. I'll send you back. Go home and have a good sleep tonight.”Chen Fei stood up and walked away like a police car.
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