"You are a coward, a coward, a spineless, and a useless thing. You're afraid, afraid of being bullied. You feel inferior. You feel inferior to others in everything. You're weak. You're so weak that you don't even have the consciousness to resist. Living in this world is simply trash, trash, and polluting the environment. Someone loves you, but you can't accept it. If someone bullied you, you wouldn't dare to resist. If someone taught you, you wouldn't dare to learn. When others cared about you, you treated them as bullies. When others loved you, you treated them as if they were lying to you. When others bullied you, you treated them as if they were playing with you.”
"Tell me, what are you? You're nothing!"
"Why are you still alive? There is no meaning to your existence!”
In my heart, there suddenly appeared an image of me who looked exactly like me. It scolded me angrily and accused me angrily. I looked at him in horror, without the slightest bit of resistance. I looked at my other self in shock. My entire body trembled as I hugged him. I could only say,"I didn't, I didn't, I didn't.”
The other me sneered, his expression extremely evil. "You're still saying you don't have it?" Let me ask you, when Zhao Liang bullied you, did you resist? Was he like a coward who didn't dare to resist? Let me ask you, when Sun Kerui said she loved you, did you accept it? Was he like a coward who refused to accept it? Let me ask you, when Wang Shuai cared about you, did you accept it? Did you have no backbone and think that he was lying to you? You couldn't believe it. Tell me, did I say something wrong?"
I hugged her tightly as if I had fallen into an ice cellar. My entire body felt cold. It was like a person who had been deeply hurt, trembling all over. His eyes were filled with endless sorrow as he shouted in a daze,""I didn't, I didn't. I don't know, I don't know.”
The other me's expression suddenly became strangely gentle. Like a Buddha who had ascended to heaven, he slowly said to me in an unusually relaxed manner,"You shouldn't be like this. You should learn to resist, learn to be strong, and learn to accept. You should also care about the people who care about you. You should learn to resist those who bully you. No one is stronger than you, and no one is weaker than you. Don't complain that fate is unfair to you. The opportunity is in your hands. If you want to be stronger than others, you have to learn to struggle and survive.”
I suddenly felt very confused. I looked at my other self in confusion. In my heart, I repeated what my other self had said to me. I asked in an unnatural low voice,"What, what should I do?"
The other me smiled. It was a beautiful and evil smile. I didn't know what kind of expression it was. It was very mysterious and very real. He was like a portrait of my heart, reflecting another side of me. If I were a coward, a coward, and had no backbone. The other me was smart, strong, and confident. The other me smiled and said to me,"What should you do? You shouldn't ask me, you should ask yourself. Tell me, what should you do?"
I was completely dumbfounded. I could only look at my other self in a daze, but I trusted him very much, just like I trusted myself. I trusted him. "Who are you?”
The other me smiled at me and said,"I am you. I am the real you." The current you has always been living in self-deception. The current me is the you from a long time ago. You buried me deep in your heart and surrounded me with a tough wall. Now, you finally thought of me. You finally picked up a hammer and made a hole in this wall. I found the you of the past, a smart, strong, and confident you, which is now me. Do you still remember what you said when your father came back from outside and was cheated? You said that you had to be strong. You had to give your parents the best house and the best food. Do you still remember when Wang Shuai was beaten up? You didn't even think about it before you rushed up and used your body to block for him? The you at that time was the me now. Now that the wall is broken, intelligence, strength, and confidence have returned to your heart. Don't continue to be weak, don't continue to feel inferior. Let's go. Use your own feet to tread your own path. He wanted to use his firm confidence to find his past self. Use your own hands to resist and protect everything you have. Remember, the current me is the past you. The current you has already found the past me. You've already transformed. You've transformed back into the smart, strong, and confident you. There is still a long way to go. As long as you are confident and strong, nothing in this world can stop you from advancing. Go, I, never, never, ever do anything I regret.”
I slowly stood up. My body, which had been curled up just a moment ago, slowly stood up as my other self spoke. It was like a steel gun that had been pulled straight. Yes, how many years has it been? I've already forgotten. At that time, I was full of vitality, confidence, and strength. I don't know when, but I've already forgotten about the smart, confident, and strong me. He had never felt so full of confidence before. He had never felt so strong before. Afraid? This is already far away from me.
I nodded at my other self. A sharp light flashed in my eyes as I smiled and said,"Hey, I said I'm back.”
The eyes of the other me flashed with colorful light, and an excited and happy expression appeared on his face without reservation. Just like my expression, he said to me,"Hey, I said I'm here."
Immediately after, a dazzling light erupted from both of our bodies. It was as if the two of us should have existed in the first place. The two of us fused together. If there was no miracle, then I would create a miracle. In the future, I will walk my own path. In the future, I will be the one writing my life. In this world, no one can stop me, this lion. The lion finally woke up from its deep sleep.
I slowly opened my eyes and felt like I was lying on a soft cloud. Another cloud gently covered my body. My eyes were still very dark, but I could already feel a soft cover covering my eyes. I gently removed the cover and closed my eyes. I took a deep breath and a faint fragrance entered my body.
I closed my eyes and didn't move, feeling everything around me. Although I closed my eyes, I could sense everything in the room. Although there was a very faint fragrance, there was more of a pungent medicinal smell. Yes, I must be in the hospital now. This thought flashed through my mind. I smiled and sat up on the bed. However, the muscles on his body started to ache.
It turned out that I had been venting my strength violently these past few days. His body seemed to have been hollowed out, and he was extremely exhausted. The excessive venting caused the muscles on my body to be damaged and torn. As a result, a medium-sized hole appeared. Although it was a little itchy now, it was still very painful. I couldn't stand it anymore and moaned.
"En!" I frowned and couldn't help but moan. Then, she immediately lay down and did not dare to move.
"Ya! You're awake!"
I was stunned. I didn't expect that there would be someone beside me. Although the room was very dark, I could still see everything around me. I looked in the direction of the voice and saw a surprised and slightly tired face. I finally knew where that faint fragrance came from. The woman in front of me is actually the female warden I saw when I came here.
At this moment, she took off her glasses, revealing her delicate face. Surprise mixed with a hint of fatigue, which made me feel amazed. Moreover, she didn't seem tired at all. Instead, she looked lazy. I couldn't help but shake my head and sigh. I realized that this woman was truly formidable. Every time I saw her, she gave me a different feeling. She was like a beautiful woman who could change her appearance. She was beautiful and ever-changing, always bringing me inexplicable surprises.
The beautiful female warden seemed to have realized that I was staring at her. Her face turned slightly red, but she immediately snapped at me,'What are you looking at?'After that, she pouted in a fit of pique.
Her face was slightly red and her lips were curled up. Although she wasn't as cute as Sun Kerui, she still gave me a refreshing feeling. I couldn't help but shake my head and smile bitterly." Big sister, how many changes do you have? Use them all. I'll accept them one by one."”
The 'female warden' was slightly surprised. She sized me up in surprise. After a flash of surprise in her eyes, she looked at me strangely and said,"Eh, strange, how did you…?”
I smiled and cooperated with him. I raised my hand slightly, but it pulled on my numb muscles, causing me to frown slightly. However, I cleverly covered it up. I sized myself up and asked curiously,"What about me? Did you change a lot?"
The 'female warden' nodded her head fiercely as if to prove that what she said was true. She nodded her head fiercely and agreed,"En, how should I put it? The changes are really huge. He looked more confident than before, more unfathomable, and more unfathomable. But? You're more like a naughty student." After saying that, he immediately started laughing.
I couldn't help but be speechless. After helplessly shaking my head, I suddenly asked on a whim,"Okay, then tell me, which one do you like more?”
The female warden seemed to be in high spirits as well. She immediately followed my words and boasted,"Well, how should I put it? I admire you now. Although you were very melancholic and sad in the past, I think that you were even less like a man.”
I helplessly laughed at myself. After an 'oh' sound, I said softly,"So I wasn't a man in the past?”
The female warden thought that her words made me sad. He immediately waved his hand and denied it,"No, no. He's like a man, like a depressed little boy." It's just that she's not my type. As for me, I prefer your current type. Strong, confident, reliable, and secure.”
A look of surprise flashed across my eyes. I immediately used my incomparably smug mood to cover up the surging emotions in my heart. I pretended to be very excited and happy as I smiled and said,"Oh, so you like me!”
The female warden accidentally fell into my trap and was led into a trap where she could speak her true thoughts without realizing it. She didn't realize that she was wrong and nodded naturally to confirm my thoughts. Then, she said firmly,"Yeah, of course. You look so perfect now! Such a perfect person. I think any girl who sees him will be deeply attracted. Just like a magnet, of course.。。。。。”
My voice suddenly stopped. The female warden immediately realized that she had spoken too much today, but I somehow exuded a kind of affinity. She couldn't stand it and wanted to talk to me about everything. Every time I asked a question, she couldn't help but want to answer it. Every time he looked at me, he would be attracted by my pitch-black pupils. Although the person in front of him was very weak, he gave him a sense of security at all times. It was so strong that it washed over his heart and broke the window in the depths of his heart.
When she suddenly realized that something was wrong, the expression of the 'female warden' froze. After a few changes, she gradually returned to her cold expression.
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