If I can safely return to that paradise, perhaps I won't be born again. I realized that even a simple little happiness can only be met by chance.
I can only save myself now. I can't expect Yang to save me, and I can't place my hopes on others. When no one treats you well, you have to treat yourself well. I think that's the only way to live a comfortable life.
Yang said that he would take me as his concubine within half a month. Should I stay by his side for the next few days?
Why didn't you take me as your concubine within a month? I don't want to be anyone's concubine, including Yang. I just want to be a man's one and only. I've always disdained things like men taking concubines.
Although Yang was not reliable, his martial arts were the best. If I was under his watch, Chunyu Xiao wouldn't have been so arrogant to use force on me.
If only Qiu Shiyu was here. He's good to me. Even if he has his own secrets, I know that he treats me well. Unfortunately, I don't know how to find him.
At this time, I can't go to that remote place. As such, it would be very easy for Chunyu Xiao to find an opportunity to attack me.
I walked on the road and looked around. Although there were maids passing by, I still felt unsafe. Since I wasn't far from Yu Moxuan and Chunyu Xiao couldn't attack me, I had to hurry back.
Thus, I stopped in my tracks and quickly rushed back to Yu Moxuan.
Yang was nowhere to be seen in the hall, so he was most likely in the study. So I went to the study again. I rushed over.
When I reached the door of the study, I slowed down and tried to sneak in like a thief. When I saw Yang who was standing beside the desk and looking at something with a serious expression, I didn't think too much about it. I quickly jumped in front of him and said,"Master, this servant is a servant girl and should be by your side. I just thought of this problem. This servant should not have neglected her duty.”
Seeing my sudden appearance, Yang quickly put away the scroll. That should be a scroll, if my eyes are fine. He didn't know what it was that made him so focused. Could it be that devastatingly beautiful woman, Dong Qin?
"Pay up. You are clearly afraid that Xiao will take the opportunity to attack you, only then did you remember that you are still my personal servant girl. You want to protect yourself, don't you?" Yang raised his head and looked at me with a faint smile.
I smiled and replied,"Yes, I was a little scared, so I came back."”
This is the truth. I don't have to be pretentious and pretend that I'm not afraid of anything.
"Pay up. Why didn't you ask me why I took you as my concubine?”Yang asked again.
"Master must have his own reasons for doing this, this servant cannot ask. If the master can persuade, he will tell the servant.”I replied briskly without any hesitation.
"Compensate me? Aren't you going to ask me about the grudge between me, Xiao, and Qin 'er?”
"This is a relationship problem between you two. This servant had a rough idea of what was going on, so there was no reason for her to continue asking.”
"Pay up. Why didn't you ask me for help and beg me to protect you from Xiao?”
I looked away from the scroll in his hand and looked straight at Yang. I replied seriously,"Master, this servant's name is Pei Qian and not Qian Shui.”
Just now when we were putting on an act, he called me Qian-er. When there was no one around, he called me a loss. I don't like the name 'losing money' because I like money very much.
Yang also looked straight at me and replied,"But I like to ask you to compensate me."
I couldn't help but laugh.
If he likes me, of course he has to call me that. Why am I being stubborn? It was just a title. I am not Pei Qian, nor am I losing money, so why do I care so much?
Yang and I didn't speak for the entire day. He seemed to have something on his mind and would always be distracted. I, on the other hand, won't probe into this man's thoughts.
I only thought that Yang was my lifesaver. Wherever he went, I followed. Right now, only my life is important to me. Even if he went to the toilet, I would still follow him. Of course, he was guarding the door of the latrine.
Just thinking about it made him feel suffocated. Since when did I, the little thief god, have to live on the noses of others? If word of this got out, he would become a laughingstock.
If the old man knew that I was living like this, he would definitely scold me for being a disdainful woman.
"Stinky old man, I'm sorry." I muttered as I stared blankly at the scenery outside the window.
The leaves turned yellow, and as the wind blew, they slowly drifted down. Its beautiful posture and moving moment were the end of its life. She could be considered to have lived and was once beautiful. In the end, she fell in this autumn.
He couldn't help but sigh, but he didn't know why he was so melancholic.
"Who's that stinky old man?" A voice suddenly rang in my ears, and I was almost scared to death.
This Yang had the ability to silently stand behind me without me noticing. Of course, my internal energy was sealed. Otherwise, the outcome might have been different.
"Master, are you done?" I quickly returned to normal and stood up straight.
"Yes, I'm going to take a bath now. Do you want to follow me?”Yang asked calmly, looking like he had bad intentions.
I pretended to hesitate for a moment before replying,"Yes, this servant will stand guard in front of the rain pond.”I smiled at Yang Yu and Mo Tian.
I can't be careless now. After all, I'm still working under Yang's nose. What if he still suspects me and deliberately tests me?
Yang glanced at me contemptuously." Pay up. Are you loyal to me or do you want to save your life?”
"Of course I have to protect my own life in order to be loyal to my master.”I replied without thinking. This question was not difficult at all.
Yang stopped in his tracks and laughed out loud, looking extremely happy. Yang was a lunatic. Now, everyone's eyes were fixed on us because they were attracted by Yang's laughter.
"Pay up. If there is a day when you are not by my side, I will miss you very much.”After a long while, Yang's laughter stopped and he sighed.
"This servant will always serve Master. This servant is willing to dedicate her entire life to Master and be Master's caring servant girl.”I replied with a smile. I also expressed that I didn't want to be his concubine.
As for his lifelong dedication, that was simply nonsense. As long as I hide for half a month, I'll be able to slip out of this damn place.
In the rain, in the midst of melancholy, the P activity continued to stop and crawl away.
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