The greatest pain for people who loved each other was to despise the thoughts of people who were thousands of miles apart. It wasn't because of the barrier of yin and yang, but because I was clearly standing in front of you but you didn't know me. I was so close but I couldn't touch you. This kind of heartache was indescribable, because no matter how sad the words were, they couldn't describe this feeling.
"Young master, you're finally back. Quickly go and see Miss Jing.”Ying waited at the entrance of the villa for a long time before Xi's figure finally appeared.
"What's wrong with Jing?" Xi grabbed Ying's shoulder and asked anxiously.
Originally, Xi and Lin had gone to deal with some matters today, leaving Ying to accompany Jing. Who knew that Ying would call later and seemed to be very anxious? Xi rushed back.
" It's like this. Not long after Young Master left, Miss Jing started to tidy up the house. I started to think that Miss Jing might have figured it out. At least, she wasn't as silly as she was a few days ago. But after Miss Jing finished tidying up the house, she started to clear the weeds outside. After clearing the weeds, she started to tidy up the house again. No matter how the maids and I tried to persuade her, it was as if she didn't hear anything. Moreover, she hasn't eaten anything since morning. Young Master, please hurry up and persuade her.”Ying Xiangxi reported, his face filled with anxiety and worry.
Ying had been an assassin for so many years. Before he had saved Jing, he had heard Young Master mention Jing's identity and felt that she was very special. Now, on one hand, it was because of Jing's past deeds, and on the other hand, it was because he sympathized with Jing's encounter. Now, Ying had already treated Jing as a friend.
"Where is Jing now?" Xi asked anxiously.
"In the hall."
Xi rushed in quickly and saw that the maids were all looking at Jing anxiously. When they saw Xi, they seemed to have found their backbone. Just as they were about to say something, Xi waved his hand, indicating that they should not speak. The maids understood and stepped aside.
Xi looked at Jing who was desperately mopping the floor. Even though the floor was already very clean, she was still desperately mopping it. It seemed that if he stopped, something terrible would happen immediately.
Xi looked at Jing helplessly. He understood why Jing was doing things so desperately. Xi stopped in front of Jing. Jing stopped and looked at the pair of expensive leather shoes in front of her. She knew it was Xi. She didn't look up and continued to drag it in another direction.
Xi looked at Jing helplessly and stopped in front of her. She still didn't say a word. Jing continued to mop the floor in another direction.
Xi looked at Jing's dejected appearance and was very angry. Why didn't she cherish her body? Why did she like to make others worry so much? Xi was probably even angrier because she could not help Jing and could only be anxious when she saw what had happened to her.
Xi walked up to Jing and grabbed the mop in her hand. She looked at Jing and suppressed the anger in her heart." What's the use of doing this? Will Yin Zeshao return to your side after you're done? Or will your heart stop hurting after you're done? Don't you know that your body hasn't recovered yet? Do you know that you're torturing everyone who cares about you like this? Can you really bear to do that? Huangfu Jing, accept reality!"
Facing Xi's angry roar, Jing still looked distracted, but a trace of loneliness and desolation flashed in her eyes.
Lin and Ying felt that Yu Xi's words were too harsh. After all, Jing was sadder than anyone else.
Jing stopped. She stood up straight and looked at Xi expressionlessly. She said calmly," Do you know that kind of pain? Have you ever experienced a heartache that makes you wish you were dead?”Jing's tone was very calm, but it could not hide the desolation and helplessness in it. He looked at Xi with a sad gaze.
Xi's sharp gaze slowly became deep. In the past, he had only stood as a second person to understand Jing's experience. He had never thought about it as a person involved. If these experiences happened to him, what would he be like? Xi was speechless at Jing's question. She slowly loosened her grip on the mop.
Jing continued," My heart won't hurt as long as I keep doing things, so please don't mind me."”After Jing finished speaking, she went around Xi and continued mopping the floor.
Xi did not stop her this time. He just looked at Jing with admiration, sympathy, and pity in his eyes.
Jing's hand that was holding the mop was bleeding, but she didn't stop working. The maids wanted to stop her.
"No one is allowed to go over. In the future, no matter what she wants to do, don't stop her.”Xi looked at Jing and said. Her voice slowly became softer, so much so that only she could hear it clearly. Xi looked at Jing's bleeding hand and couldn't bear to turn her head. She closed her eyes and sighed deeply.
On the other side, at the amusement park.
" Ah--" Xiao Yu and Young Master were riding a roller coaster. Xiao Yu hugged Young Master's neck in fear and threw herself into Young Master's arms. One of his hands was tightly hugging Xiao Yu, while the other hand was tightly gripping the railing.
Xiao Yu's body was almost fully recovered, so she insisted on not coming over to play today. The two of them played happily. Shao's smile was so bright and charming. Looking at the silence in front of her, she felt very happy. However, Jing, whom he loved deeply, was now in deep trouble. To fool the world
"Young Master, I want that." Xiao Yu pointed at the stall selling roasted sweet potatoes.
She remembered that Jing used to drag her to eat this too. She said dotingly," Okay, Hubby will buy it for you now." Wait for me here. Don't move.”After saying that, she ran towards the stall.
Looking at the young master's departing back, the smile on Xiao Yu's face suddenly became gloomy. She secretly swore in her heart that the young master was mine. I will not allow anyone to take the young master away from me. Huangfu Jing, you will not be able to either.
It was only when she saw Young Master running back that the smile on Xiao Yu's face became calm.
"Thank you, hubby." Xiao Yu happily took the sweet potato from Young Master's hand and continued to say excitedly," Shall we go ride the roller coaster?”
Scenes from the past appeared in Jing's mind. The first time Young Master and Young Master had a kissing competition, the first time they went shopping, the first time they got lost, the first time they hugged, the first time they kissed, the scene of their marriage, and the sweet first night. The little gentleness, the little smile, and the little action deeply impacted every nerve of Jing. Jing worked hard, wanting to delete all these beautiful memories. This way, she might not be so heartbroken. But if she didn't meet Shao, what would she be like? Would she be happy again? Why, why did Young Master smile at others? Why was he hugging another person? Why did you push me away? Why? Why? Why? There were so many whys. Could it be that he really couldn't go back to the past? Was she destined to cry alone? God, did I do something wrong? Why are you punishing me like this? All of these deeply hurt Jing. Jing suddenly stopped what she was doing and sat on the ground weakly, sobbing silently.
Young Master was having so much fun with Xiao Yu, so why did he have to let Jing suffer all the pain alone? Why did the two people who used to love each other become like this? The power of love is so great. It can destroy human nature and make people suffer endlessly.
This book comes from：m.funovel.com。