With his black eyes staring at the unconscious Xia You on the hospital bed, a sharp pain shot through his heart. He held Xia You's hand with both hands and placed it on his lips, planting a gentle kiss on it. His voice was hoarse and filled with self-reproach."Little You, how long are you going to sleep? The sun was already protesting. It was urging you to wake up. Why aren't you awake yet?”His voice trembled slightly. He could not believe it. He could not believe that something had happened to Xia You in front of him just like that.
An Yisha's heart ached. Xia You had been in a coma for almost a month, but there were no signs of her waking up. Seeing her lose weight day by day and her face as pale as paper, he thought of that scene. She was lying on the ground covered in blood. That was his Xia You, the Xia You he loved. Xiao You, how could you be so cruel? Wake up quickly, how could you be so cruel…
When Lin Fan came for his ward round, he said to Isaac,""Xia You didn't want to wake up. She couldn't accept this fact. When she entered the operating room, she was still conscious. She knew that she couldn't keep the child. She felt that she had lost her life support. The child was the source of her life, but now the child is gone.”He didn't say anything else. He believed that Isaac understood.
Xia You's mind was clear. At the very least, she knew what Isa said to her every day, but she didn't want to hear it. She really didn't want to hear it anymore. She wanted to close her eyes forever, but every time she closed her eyes, the baby's hand would reach out to her and call her " Mommy." She was very disappointed and heartbroken.
She knew that her baby was gone. Her unborn child had already left and said goodbye to her. However, every time she closed her eyes, there was hope in her heart that she would never wake up again. Just when she wanted to accompany her child, the baby's tender voice sounded faintly again.
If she had avoided it today, the baby might have been fine, but at that time, she was in a daze. She was in a daze because of Wei Qing and An Yisa. By the time she reacted, it was already too late. Now, she felt that her life no longer had much meaning. No matter how much An Yisa said or how much self-blame she had, it could not resolve the deep wound in her heart.
Xia You also blamed herself. She had deprived him of the right to give birth to the baby because she no longer wanted to love him. She was too tired. That day, she had seen him holding her with her own eyes. When she was in danger, Angela wasn't the first to arrive. When Weiqing was in danger, Angela was always by her side. But why was she still in his arms when she was in danger today? Yes, Xia You was taking revenge at that time. She would rather die, but she regretted it now. She didn't want her baby to be her sacrifice. She regretted it, she really regretted it. If she could choose again, she would rather not take revenge. She only wanted her child.
But why didn't she die with the baby? Why did she have to be left alone? Baby, don't you want Mommy anymore? Are you going to leave mommy alone too? Do you hate such a weak mommy?
Xia You's face was as pale as paper, and she was sleeping on the hospital bed as if she had no sound. Suddenly, a stream of tears flowed out of the corner of Xia You's eyes. Sitting beside her, Isaac suddenly saw the tears flowing down from the corner of Xia You's eyes. He was so sad that he didn't know what to say. He blamed himself, felt sad, and hated himself. However, he could only work harder to speak into Xia You's ear, hoping that she would wake up.
Half a month had passed, but Angela was still by Xia You's bedside. She still had stubble on her chin, and there were dark circles under her eyes. After removing her handsomeness, she was only decadent.
He said,"Little You, I wasn't angry at the company today. I didn't scold anyone."”
He said,"Little You, do you know? My parents asked me when I was getting married. I told them that I was already married, but they didn't believe me at all. Am I useless? No one even knows that we're married.”
He said," Little You, wake up quickly. We want another child. If the baby is gone, we can have another one."”
He said,"Little You, please don't sleep anymore. The sky is already bright."”
Xia You's fingers moved slightly on the bed. She pursed her lips and closed her eyes."You're very noisy." His voice was hoarse and unpleasant to hear, but it was dry and uncomfortable.
"Then I'll lower my voice." Isaac didn't say anything else. Xia You had spoken just now, and it really was Xia You. He pressed the emergency button on the wall and said delightedly,""Little You, are you awake?"
Xia You didn't say anything and opened her eyes. However, after she opened her eyes, the intense light stung her eyes and made her recall that scene. She really didn't want to open her eyes again.
"Little You, my Little You, you're really awake!”Angela threw herself onto the bed and hugged Xia You tightly. She buried her face in Xia You's neck. Xia You felt something cool flowing down her neck and into her chest. She was shocked. Angela cried. Such a strong man actually cried when she woke up. But would tears be of any use? Could tears bring back her child?
Xia You didn't make a sound, so Isaac bit Xia You's neck hard and said,""If you dare to scare me like this again, I'll bite you to death.”
This was what Lin Fan saw the moment he entered the ward. He coughed uncomfortably. When Angela knew that Lin Fan had come in, she let go of Xia You and walked closer to Lin Fan. She said anxiously,""Hurry up and check her out."
Lin Fan heaved a sigh of relief and chuckled,"" It's good that you're awake. You still need a doctor to treat your heart disease." Then, he left with the doctor behind him.
Isaac closed the door and sat beside Xia You. Xia You struggled to sit up, but her body was so weak that she couldn't muster any strength. Isaac grabbed her and pulled her into his arms. He buried his face in her chest and muttered,""Honey, do you know how afraid I am of losing you?”
There was no smile on Xia You's pale face, only a faint smile."I saw the baby." As soon as he finished speaking, there was no more words.
Upon hearing the word 'baby', Xia You clearly felt the man in her arms stiffen. Heh, his pain was probably no less than hers. What they lacked the most was not love but trust.
"It's okay, the baby will come back later," said Isa after a long pause.
Xia You held Isa's face with both hands and stared at his well-defined, handsome face. She said slowly,"" An Yisha, I actually love you very much. Every time you gave me warmth and hurt me, I remembered it. When you didn't believe me, you chose to believe in Weiqing. When Weiqing was in danger, you were the first to rush to her side. When I was hit by something, when my child left my stomach, An Yisha, you were still holding another woman. "If Weiqing had fallen at that time, perhaps my baby wouldn't have left me, but you chose her and gave up on me and my baby." Xia You's voice was calm, but it was very cruel."Isaac, let's get a divorce. Our love is gone. I've lost faith in your love. I don't think we can continue to love each other. We can't even reach the most basic trust.”
"Little You, I love you. I really love you.”With such a broken relationship, Angela was anxious, heartbroken, and anxious. He could clearly say that he didn't know that the board would fall that day, and he couldn't predict that the board would hit Xia You, but he couldn't say it. Any explanation at this time would be an excuse for not protecting her well.
Xia You shook off Issa's hand and raised her voice. Her voice was hoarse and unpleasant to hear."Isa, is your love for me just because you held another woman in your arms in front of me and the baby? She was an old lover who couldn't forget you. I'm a woman, and what I need is happiness and love. I don't want to see the person I love hold another woman without caring about our lives.”
"Little You, can't you feel the love I give you?”Isa panicked. He had never seen Xia You so determined.
Xia You pointed at Angela's heart."" I can feel it. I can feel that your heart is wavering. If you continue to force yourself to maintain a broken relationship, it will hurt you even more in the end, so please let go of me," Xia You said softly, but her words were very, very heavy on Isaac's heart. Perhaps he had broken Xia You's heart.
Looking at Xia You's absolutely calm face, Isaac placed her on the bed and touched her cheek."" Have a good rest first. We'll talk again when you're better." As soon as he finished speaking, he left Xia You's ward like a deserter. Yes, he couldn't face Xia You now. He would never, never divorce her.
Leaning against the corridor of the hospital, Isaac lit a cigarette and smoked it one by one. When Lin Fan came to check on him, the floor was already littered with cigarette butts.
Lin Fan walked to his side and patted his shoulder helplessly,"" Isaac, I just saw Xia You's report." Hearing Lin Fan mention Xia You's report, Isaac looked up at Lin Fan and said,""Is there a problem?"
"I hope you're mentally prepared. That plank hit her waist and abdomen. Moreover, from the beginning, her constitution was more prone to miscarriage, so it would be very difficult for her to get pregnant again in the future."
"How could this be? How could this be?”Isa fell into a daze and fell into the seat beside him. He felt a deep sense of powerlessness surround him.
Lin Fan looked at him and didn't say anything. He couldn't hear anything at this moment. He could only let himself calm down.
Pushing open the door of the ward, Lin Fan saw Xia You lying on the bed and looking out the window, thinking about something.
"What are you thinking about?"
" Doctor Lin." Xia You turned her head and looked at Lin Fan.
" Just call me Lin Fan. How do you feel now?" Lin Fan put his hands in the pockets of his white coat and smiled brightly.
"Much better. I don't feel uncomfortable anywhere anymore."
Lin Fan tilted his head," In this world, there are many unhappy things happening every day. It depends on how you treat it. Trust me, time is the best medicine. Don't be trapped in your own world and can't get out. You have to look around you more. You will realize that no matter how cruel reality is, there is still a beautiful existence."
"You don't have to worry. I'm fine."
Hearing Xia You's brazen words, Lin Fan shook his head helplessly,""You can't lie to me. I'm a doctor and a psychiatrist at the same time. When you're unconscious, your will to live is very weak. That clearly means you don't have any hope for this world anymore."
Lin Fan's words surprised Xia You. He had completely seen through her. Suddenly, she smiled, but her smile was very desolate." Yes, I feel that everything is meaningless. I've worked so hard to live, but life always hurts me. From kinship to love, I've loved so humbly, but in the end, the price is that my child has already left before he was born."
"You have to know that your fate is in your own hands. People have to learn to love themselves first. If you act like this, the child will feel that it's not worth it to save you. No one else will be able to feel the bone-piercing pain when they hurt you. So, don't dream of sharing your pain with others. If you don't want to feel pain, you have to be strong and not get hurt easily. That way, you won't feel pain. Think about it carefully. If you can't figure it out, you can ask me anytime."
Lin Fan went out. He didn't want to be a busybody, but this was An Yisha's wife, his brother's wife. He would help as much as he could.
Xia You stared at the ceiling, not wanting her tears to fall. She had already shed too many tears. She knew she was weak a long time ago. When she met Li Xiangxiang, she had told herself to be strong, but it was easy to say. Looking at her now, she had failed in the end. However, she could not fail again this time. She had to be strong, independent, and leave Anisac. She had to stop relying on him.
She thought that the baby would be happy to see her like this
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