Destiny Queen actually prospered me

No one can understand my true thoughts, feelings, and feelings.。。。。。I’m just following everyone’s footsteps. No one can think for me. There was only one person, and that was him! He was the only one who knew about my heart, which was covered by a calm and cold shell. I refused to let others enter the world, afraid that I would be hurt by others or myself. He knows that I secretly hope to be taken care of by others, and that I have a kind, innocent, and pure glass heart.。。。。。Although I remember the things he did bit by bit, it makes me very angry. But in fact, I loved him very much, but I was afraid that he would do something to hurt me or others again. I had to hide my true feelings. But was this useful? In the end, I only hurt two men who are very important to me. One of them left. One of them is still here, but he’s about to go crazy because of me. What should I do? Who can give me the correct answer? No one can. Only I can make the decision!