Tired, Jia Ying sat in the subway, looking at the scenery outside and falling asleep.
In her dream, Zhong Xuan's big hand held her small hand and they ran on the grass.
It was a wonderful feeling, and she was smiling so happily.
However, a dream was still a dream. It was time to wake up.
Jiaying opened her eyes, and tears as big as beans flowed down again. She wiped them.
Thinking that dreams are reversed, so we are separated, right?
Jia Ying thought flippantly, when did she become so petty?
It seemed that after getting to know Zhong Xuan, he had become mysterious and had fallen into his charm.
However, why was he covered in wounds now?
She did not deserve to be by his side. Leaving was the best choice.
He walked on the empty road in the middle of the night.
He switched on his phone.
As they walked, they felt a sense of unfamiliarity. At this moment, her phone rang.
The caller was Zhong Xuan.
Jiaying didn't want to pick it up, so she pressed the button.
However, Zhong Xuan kept hitting her, thinking," Jiaying, please don't hit me anymore. You'll make my determination dissipate."
Really, stop fighting.
Sure enough, she didn't fight anymore. But why did her heart feel empty?
Very contradictory, very good, so be it. Let us slowly cool down. I choose a world without you.
Live well. I will remember what I once had.
They were finally home. It was already so late, but why was the light still on?
He opened the door and entered the living room. Xuan Mei was leaning against the sofa and playing with Yougen.
"I'm back." Jia Ying's voice became softer.
"Oh my god, where did you die?”Xuan Mei jumped up.
"Ah, I didn't go anywhere, hehe.”Jia Ying knew that she was wrong and smiled.
"You're really making me worry. You didn't even tell me, and I even had to apply for leave for you.”Xuan Mei mumbled.
"Aiyo, I was wrong. Thank you.”Jia Ying said coquettishly.
"You even turned off your phone. Are you going to die? Really." Xuan Mei patted Jia Ying, who smiled and sat on the sofa next to Xuan Mei and Yugen.
"Aunt, I'm sleepy." Yougen rubbed his eyes.
"Be good, go to sleep first." Jia Ying said as she stroked Yougen's head. Yougen smiled and returned to his room.
"Hey, let me tell you. I saw Zhong Xuan at the company today.”Xuan Mei said excitedly.
"What? He went to the company?" Jia Ying almost vomited the water she was drinking.
"Yes, I met him downstairs. I don't know how he knew me. Just call me." Xuan Mei.
"Oh, why are you here?" Jia Ying asked curiously.
" Of course I'm looking for you," Xuan Mei told Jia Ying about Zhong Xuan going to the company to look for her today.
As she spoke, her eyes were filled with envy.
After that, Xuan Mei fell asleep on the sofa. It was already past 12 o'clock.
Jiaying wiped her phone, but it vibrated. It was Zhong Xuan again.
He could only bite the bullet and accept it.
"Are you at home?" Zhong Xuan asked directly.
" Yeah," Jia Ying replied.
"I'm at your house right now. Can you come out?”Zhong Xuan's tone was sincere.
"You…are here." Jia Ying answered hesitantly.
"En, I'm here." Zhong Xuan didn't know what to say.
"Alright, I'll go out." Jia Ying seemed to have made up her mind to do something.
She put on her slippers and pushed the door open.
He saw Zhong Xuan standing under the ground with his head lowered and his hands in his pockets.
That swaying appearance, really, it was still the same.
Jia Ying walked over.
Zhong Xuan raised his head to look at her, revealing the double eyelids caused by his peach blossom eyes.
How charming.
"It's so late. What's the matter?”Jia Ying said coldly.
"You, what's wrong? Are you angry with me?”Zhong Xuan said.
"En, no, I wouldn't dare to be angry with you.”Jia Ying said with a hidden meaning.
"Don't be like this. I'm sorry. I really couldn't leave last time.”Zhong Xuan held Jia Ying's hand.
Jia Ying's hands were tightly clenched into fists.
"Don't be sorry. What I want is not to be sorry. What I want is to be able to feel your warmth.”Jia Ying.
"But, I, I, I'm not a celebrity?”Zhong Xuan said.
"What's wrong with being an artiste? I know you're busy, so sometimes I wonder if I'll disturb you. But the more I think about it, the more uneasy I feel, you know?”Jia Ying said.
"Then what do you want me to do?”Zhong Xuan's eyes were filled with anger.
Jia Ying was also angry. He didn't say anything. He just stood there quietly. Then, he fell silent.
Everyone was silent.
"Can you not be like this?" Zhong Xuan said. All he wanted was more understanding and more comfort.
However, what was this now?
Did Jiaying change? Why did she give him a strange feeling? She was no longer the same person as before.
"I've always been like this, but you've only just discovered it now.”Jia Ying's attitude was very cold.
"Yes, if that's the case, then I really have nothing to say.”Zhong Xuan released his hand and turned to leave.
Jiaying cried sadly. That turn of events meant a lot to her.
She was betting that if Zhong Xuan left just like that, there was no doubt that they would end up like this.
If Zhong Xuan kept explaining, then there would be a chance to turn things around. But what was happening now?
There was really nothing left.
Jiaying stood on the spot and cried. Zhong Xuan left, turned around, and saw Jiaying stubbornly standing on the spot.
He turned back. In his heart, he still cared about Jiaying.
"I'm sorry." Zhong Xuan comforted her softly. Was this enough?
Do you know that my tolerance for you far exceeds your tolerance for me? Can you understand?
I really don't have any other intentions. I just want us to be able to live well, can't I?
Zhong Xuan thought to himself.
Jiaying cried as she wiped her tears with her hands. Then, her hands were grabbed by Zhong Xuan, who was wiping Jiaying's tears with his hands.
Instantly, she felt that she was really wrong. She was being unreasonable. Zhong Xuan was already very tired, so why was she giving him trouble?
She couldn't continue like this. She looked up at Zhong Xuan.
She hugged Zhong Xuan.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Forgive me.”Jia Ying said.
"Silly, I was really angry just now, but thinking about it, I was wrong.”Zhong Xuan tried to smooth things over.
"It's me. It's all me. I was too unreasonable. I was too petty.”Jia Ying said in Zhong Xuan's arms.
"Uh, petty." Zhong Xuan was a little surprised.
"Yes, it's me. I saw that the women around you are very popular. I thought you didn't like me anymore.”Jiaying
"How can that be? They…Hehe, you're the only person I love.”Zhong Xuan.
Jia Ying seemed to be able to feel everything in Zhong Xuan's embrace.
The words he had said just now were all nonsense and heartbreaking.
He couldn't do this anymore. He couldn't do this in the future.
Then, they reconciled.
After all, there was no need for a reason to love someone. No matter how good or bad they were, they were just being tolerant.
Treat everything with a tolerant heart.
However, who could be perfect?
After the incident, Jia Ying reflected on her mistakes.
What was wrong with him? Was he muddle-headed from the fever?
Why would he always have such thoughts?
She couldn't do this anymore. After all, she was happy now. It was good to have him around.
He was so tired every day. He was so perfect in front of everyone.
She couldn't give him so much pressure. As she thought about it, she felt very guilty.
He was about to do something.
Jiaying resigned from the company.
For Zhong Xuan, she quit her favorite job and returned home.
She was prepared to spend more time with him and give him more encouragement and comfort.
This was enough to satisfy her.
She did not tell Zhong Xuan that she had quit her job.
With more career peaks, Zhong Xuan's career also entered its heyday.
Their combination, SHINee, was at its peak.
Perhaps, he didn't have time to stay by Jiaying's side anymore, but Jiaying showed him understanding.
"Hello, are you busy?" Jia Ying asked carefully.
"Yeah, it's alright. Hehe, did you miss me?”Zhong Xuan had just finished his performance and was in the lounge.
"Yes, my heart is full of you. Are you tired?" Jia Ying's attentive greeting warmed Zhong Xuan's heart.
"I'm not tired. With your encouragement, I'm really not tired.”Zhong Xuan said while panting.
"Really? Then what are you going to do later?”Jia Ying asked, as if she had a surprise for Zhong Xuan.
"I'll wait. There's no more. It's so late. There's no more after recording Night Planet.”Zhong Xuan still had a show to do.
"Then, I'll send you something later. You have to wait for me.”Jia Ying.
"Really? Alright, I'll wait for you." Zhong Xuan laughed so hard that his mouth was wide open.
Jiaying had prepared a lunchbox and sent it over to Zhong Xuan.
That was a love bento. Jiaying had spent an entire afternoon preparing it.
All so that Zhong Xuan could eat the food she made.
Key walked over and pushed Zhong Xuan.
"Get out of the way. Look at you. You're drooling.”Key teased Zhong Xuan.
"No, you're very close, okay?" Zhong Xuan looked at Key and smiled.
"Look at how happy you are. I really don't know what to do.”Key shook his head.
At this moment, Min Hao walked over.
"What are you guys talking about?" Min Hao said as he approached them.
"We're just talking about women." Key, you really dare to say that.
"Oh, woman, hehe, continue.”Min Hao smiled and went to find Tai Min.
"Look, Minhao is so pitiful." Zhong Xuan said.
"Oh, Jiaying is here." Key said mischievously.
"What? Where?" Zhong Xuan looked behind him.
"No, I'm just lying to you." Key, you're so bad.
"Hurry up and eat the fried chicken. Muxi sent it over.”Wen Liu smiled happily.
The two people who were making a scene ran over.
The five of them sat together again.
"Muxi left?" Min Hao asked.
"En, he left.”Wenliu.
"That's great." Tai Min said enviously.
"What's the big deal? Really." Key was jealous. The monsters didn't send anything.
"Haha." Wenliu was smiling so happily.
Min Hao took a chicken drumstick and ran to the side to eat it. He thought," Be happy. You guys are all happy."
Hehe, if only I could be so happy.
When would the person she had a crush on become like this?
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