[P.S. Little Wingsy is sick. It's so uncomfortable…Resentment…Rubella, rubella…]
Today, he continued to complain about his illness…and he continued to post…
Was Little Wingsy's writing bad? Why were there no comments? The background, the gathering of resentment…
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Night, when will you hear my voice and find me? I suddenly became alert and listened carefully. There was only the sound of the wind rubbing against the leaves. I felt an inexplicable emptiness and panic in my heart…
Why, why did you call me Night? Only you know this name.
Brother…but…
…Who was it…
Why are you calling me? Who are you?
I am you…You will remember…It's not Nekomata's voice, it's like a girl's voice…The feeling after the voice disappears makes me inexplicably afraid…
She felt that her body was a little strange…
"Little girl, it's very dangerous to sit on it.”A middle-aged woman's voice came from under the tree. I don't know what's going on. Both Kunmaro and Bai are already 11 years old and have grown up, but why am I still 6 or 7 years old? I'm only two years older than them.
It was probably because of Nekomata's seal. The power of the curse was too strong, causing my body to stop changing at the age of six.
I easily jumped off the tree, not because of the shouts of others, but because I saw Shiro and Kunmaro return." Wuye, we're going in!”Looking at their happy faces, I knew that they had successfully entered the Dark Group.
"I know. Let's go. I'm hungry.”My stomach is really rumbling…
I'm eating porridge with Jun Maro, but Bai doesn't eat it no matter what. It's strange. I think the porridge is delicious. There's nothing wrong with looking at Jun Maro? Bai clearly didn't mind anything, so why did she mind the porridge so much…
Bai smiled but did not say anything. He just wanted to keep the wonderful taste of 'that porridge' in his memory forever. Looking at the confused look on Nightless 'face, he just smiled and said," It's okay. I'm not hungry."”
"Since we have nothing to do, let's stay here for a few days.”I suggested. Anyway, there were places to cultivate everywhere, so there was no hurry. I don't want to live in the suburbs all day. It's not bad to take a break occasionally.
Bai and Kunmaro looked at each other and nodded without any objection (but they almost never refuted anything I said.)）
We stayed in a room in the hotel. It was the same outside anyway. I slept on the left side for nothing, and Kunmaro slept on my right side. Besides, my body won't grow up, so there's nothing to worry about, right?
The sleeping Nightless turned over and left White's arms. He crawled into Kunmaro's arms and even rubbed against it. He habitually made space for her to sleep so that she could sleep more soundly in his arms. Only then did Bai and Kunmaro fall asleep peacefully. No one noticed the red magatama mark on Wunie's forehead emitting a charming light for a moment, but the blood-red light disappeared in a flash, and soon the room returned to silence and darkness.
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The thick fog seemed to have swallowed everything…and I was walking in this fog where I couldn't even see my own fingers…
I looked around blankly. Where was this place? Something seemed to have appeared in the originally empty space around him. It was black…huge, furry…
... Err...
"Nightless!" A loud roar shook my eardrums. This time, the confused person suddenly woke up…Damn, it's Nekomata, right…I raised my head and looked at the large creature in the fog…" Why is Nekomata here?……No, it should be where am I?”" I looked around again…It's still white. Even the Fog Concealment Technique wouldn't be like this. It's like there's only fog here…There's nothing else…"
"Was it a dream?" I pinched myself hard. It hurt.
"You can say it is, but it isn't. This is your inner world." Nekomata said.
! The fog around me, this is my heart?! Liar…
"What guided you here…"
"I don't know…how do I get out?”I asked in panic. I didn't want to stay any longer.
"I'm not sure. I didn't expect you to come in here. You must leave immediately." I also want to get out of here as soon as possible…
There seemed to be a huge figure in the fog opposite me. I felt Nekomata's body tremble. That black shadow was as big as Nekomata…and it had five big tails wagging. Even though it was a hazy shadow, I already understood why Nekomata was trembling. The opponent was Peng Hou!
It turned out that at that time, Peng Hou and Nekomata were sucked in together. My body was like a giant container…It contained the two giant, tailed beasts…
" Damn it…" Nekomata let out a low growl and shielded me behind him…At this moment, a figure walked out from Peng Hou's shadow. Nekomata and I were both stunned. This was my heart, wasn't it? Then, who was that figure?
Night…the other party's figure made a sound that made me tremble…this sound…
Night…a low voice called out. The fog seemed to have dispersed a little, and the black figure became clearer. The other party's figure was so similar to mine…Her figure was simply another me…What, what was going on?
I stood next to Nekomata. Through the white fog, Nekomata's figure stood next to the huge Peng Hou. While we were in a stalemate, the scenery in front of me blurred…
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" Nightless!"
When I opened my eyes, I saw Bai and Jun Maro's enlarged faces…I sat up in shock." What are you doing!?"”I looked out the window again. The moon was shining high in the sky." It's still night. Isn't it still early?”
I saw that both of them had strange expressions on their faces. I hesitated and wanted to ask why, but Bai's expression was very bad." Wuye, you've already slept for a day and a night.”
Ah! No way! It wasn't that long in the place where the fog gathered…That fog was my heart?
"I'm probably too tired." I explained this to Bai and Kunmaro. At the same time, I wanted to deceive myself. Kunmaro believed me. Bai just looked at me worriedly and said," Wuye, you have to take care of yourself."”
I also thought that this matter would end like this, but sometimes, as long as I fell into a deep sleep, I would fall into my inner world, and I wouldn't know what was happening outside…Time passed longer and longer, often scaring White and Kunmaro…
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I couldn't control the time I slept, but sometimes Nekomata wasn't there. Sometimes, when the fog dispersed, I could see the past…Those fragments of memories that kept repeating. I finally understood why Nekomata was so nervous that he wanted me to leave. He was afraid that I would see the memories of my childhood. Hehe, he was even more nervous than I was…
…The sadness of the past…
I understood very well, but to be able to see 'him' again, the dark Night Shade, the cruel battle that was still repeating itself, and the pain of the past…as expected, this was my heart, the memory fragments of my heart…
"Do you want to continue watching?" Nekomata walked to my side." It's obvious that every time I see it, I feel the same pain…Even if you forget your feelings, can you really forget the feelings in your heart?”
"Heh…Nekomata, you've been watching me the whole time.”I lowered my head. At this moment, I was still in this six-year-old body. I was no longer the same person as before…wasn't it? " Nekomata, I think it's my subconscious desire that has been attracting me to come here, because I can see the person I love deeply…" Even if it's just a shadow…
"But that's enough. Nekomata, I don't think I'll come again. I'll let you guard these memories for me.”The fog thickened again as I made up my mind. I could vaguely see Peng Hou's shadow, but I couldn't see the girl's figure. However, I believe I already understood. Why did 'she' keep calling me, why was she in my body? I understood all of this now…
The fog around me seemed to be dispersing…Nekomata stayed by my side…
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" It's been half a month," Gunmaro said, carrying the sleeping Wuye on his back." We don't know when Master Wuye will wake up this time. We must protect her until she wakes up."”Bai said.
"Yes." Kunmaro pushed the body behind him with all his might. "Let's go. This village is not safe.”As long as they were by her side, it was fine.
Bai and Kunmaro carefully guarded the person on his back. They were children, and many people made mistakes. Bai and Kunmaro would kill the assassins who threatened the first rule of the Snow Organization without mercy. News of the Snow Organization's goal of fighting for survival had also spread, not to mention the three children. It was impossible not to attract attention. However, compared to assassins, there were more ronins who wanted to rob children.
However, no matter how careful he was, there were times when he was careless. Furthermore, the white Kunmaro was careful every day. Even his sleep was light…
"It's been more than a month." Bai calculated how long Nightless had been asleep. This time was longer than usual. He was very worried, but Nightless still breathed steadily. "Bai, take a rest." Kunmaro said that he and White would take turns keeping watch every night.
"Kunmaro, I believe that Lord Nightless will wake up.”Bai knew what Kunmaro was worried about, even though he didn't say it. He knew that Kunmaro was listening." Master Wuye, do you still remember the question you asked us?”
"Yeah." Jun Maro replied…He remembered. It was snowing heavily that day, and Lord Nightless was happily playing in the snow. He turned around and asked them with a smile," Kunmaro, White, do you know what happens when snow melts?”
At that time, he and Bai didn't know why she asked that. "Is it…water?"
"Hehe, no, it's spring ~" She smiled brightly ~
Spring? He and Bai looked at the falling snowflakes.
" When the snow melts, it means that spring has arrived. No matter how cold it is, it will eventually pass…And the snow is so white because it has forgotten the past…" A piece of snow fell on her frozen red cheek and immediately turned into water droplets. "That's why we're called the Snow Organization. We don't need to go there. We will live until spring arrives!”Happy spring?
He and White also felt that the falling snowflakes were so beautiful at that moment. They looked at Lord Nightless, but as long as Lord Nightless was around…
As long as she was there…
…Then…where was their happiness? The snow fell quietly.
" When the snow melts, it will be spring, hehe…" Bai whispered and laughed softly." It was you who saved us from that hell."”" Yes, this is the same…So don't worry, Lord Nightless won't abandon us. She will definitely wake up. We just have to wait and protect her quietly.”
At this moment, the sleeping Kunmaro also revealed a faint smile and replied softly,"Yes."”
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I continued to walk in the deepest part of the fog…When the snow melts, it will be spring. This is the reason why our Snow Organization exists…I believe that Shiro and Kunmaro will be waiting for me to return. I just need to settle everything in front of me as soon as possible. It was a fundamental solution.
"Nightless!"
Following Nekomata's voice, the figure that I had been missing appeared in the thick fog not far away.'He' was smiling at me. I let out a breath and revealed a gentle smile…I walked forward step by step, approaching the figure that I had been missing for so long. Nekomata followed me step by step." Brother…" I whispered softly.
"Nightless." Nekomata's nervous voice sounded. Was it worried that I would get lost?
"Don't worry, Nekomata, I…understand…"
The lost person will never come back…forever
…No…
I understand it better than anyone else…but I also miss it more than anyone else…
At this moment, I quietly brushed past 'him'.' He 'stood there and looked at me with a quiet smile. Then, I heard a very familiar call," Night…"
All of this is what I want…I've always dreamed of it.
But…
"Nekomata, lend me your chakra.”Then, I felt the familiar chakra flow increase and release it together with my chakra…
Because my desire was too strong, I knew that all of this was just an illusion. It was an illusion created by Peng Hou to let me see what I was thinking. As long as there was a powerful chakra, it could be broken…
It was undoubtedly painful to part with the person I loved deeply, but the other party's love was long gone. All of this was just an illusory shadow, so how could I force myself to stay…The longing for a beautiful future had long vanished into thin air for the current me. It no longer belonged to me.
But I don't want to go back and prove that it's all an illusion,
... lest the sadness burst.
I didn't turn back to look at the dream that was blown away…
I continued to walk forward, towards the deepest part of my heart!
If the darkness and decay still left a trace of my past thoughts, I would rather you forget and smile than remember and grieve…
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