After messing with Self-introduction, I wanted to walk around alone.
Gunmaro was worried and wanted to say something, but Bai stopped him. In the end, he let me relax alone. In the blink of an eye, that figure had already disappeared from their sight.
I slowly walked on the street. I was careless and fell down…I was extremely depressed. I didn't expect that I would still fall down. I thought that I had improved.
I sighed and prepared to get up…
A hand reached out in front of me." Are you alright?”
I looked up and saw her hand. I held her hand and stood up. "Thank you." I said.
"Excuse me, isn't Xiao 'ai with you?”I stopped Kanjiulang and Shouju who were about to leave.
Kanjiulang and Shouju were stunned. Xiao 'ai? Is it I Love Luo? Such an intimate way of addressing him. Was this child really very familiar with I Love Luo? Did he not know that he was a monster?
"He has always been a loner. Who knows where he went?”Kanjiulang replied unhappily.
So that's how it is…As expected…
I smiled and said,"Thank you." He was ready to leave…
"Wait a minute." Shouju suddenly stopped me.
"What is it?"
" That…" She hesitated." Let's…go somewhere else and talk…"
Change locations? It's not like we're talking about illegal transactions. Why would you say that? I looked at her strangely and nodded.
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A person ran out of the wooden leaf uncontrollably. His silver-purple hair danced in the air. His fast speed drew purple marks in the wind.
He kept reminding himself that he was just a tool and was not needed by anyone. Just for the mission, everything…was for the sake of the Wind Country…
However, he was still unwilling.
The tree trunk that he stepped on shook and many leaves fell.
Someone was there? He suddenly stopped on a tree…
He controlled the wind to blow away the traces he had left behind, using the sound of the wind to easily conceal his figure.
A six-year-old girl came over.
There were also two people who looked familiar. They were the sahinins from the Chuunin exam!!!
Was that girl a Kanye Ninja…
He carefully hid on the tree, not letting out any aura, wanting to hear what they were saying…
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I followed her to a forest. I looked around. Yes, there was no one around. There was only the sound of the wind. It was a good place for illegal transactions, murder, and arson.
The wind was blowing gently…
"Are you very familiar with my Love Luo?"
He replied with a bright smile," Yes, very familiar. I like him very much.”
"Li-like…?" Kanjiulang and Shouju stiffened at the same time.
"What, what kind of joke is this!" The first to recover was Shou Ju." You have no idea how terrifying that guy is. He's a monster!"
"Monster? Why did he say that…It was not scary at all.”She thought of the past I Love Luo. She was clearly gentler than anyone else, and her eyes were clearer and purer than anyone else's…
The wind was still so gentle…
She was so lonely." Why can't I love him a little…" She unknowingly said it.
"Love? If she stayed with that monster, she would die…she could be killed by him at any time.”Even with her back facing me, I could feel her trembling uncontrollably.
"He was once killed because a child scolded him. He was swallowed by sand and nothing was left!”
"Monster? Who would like such a title?”I bent down to pick up a leaf." Who would want to be a monster in the first place?!!”She could not help but raise her voice.
"Why did he become the 'monster' that you call him? Windshade wanted to send the Tailed Beast into his body for the sake of greater power and to protect your village. In the end, it was only because he was too powerful that you all began to fear him.”
" I'm a person who's not needed by anyone…" Bai's once powerless words echoed.
" What does God look like? Why didn't God come to save me…" Kunmaro powerlessly stabbed the God whose face was unknown on the wall…
" Why do I exist and survive?'I Love Luo hugged her confused look, but in the end, she could only coldly kill to feel her existence…
All they could do was endure silently.
This gave others more reasons to hate him. They couldn't even defend themselves.
I want to save you. I don't want to see your sadness anymore.
"No one understands Xiao 'ai's loneliness and despair. How does he feel when you hate him? If you become him, how would you feel? You're not needed by anyone, abandoned by the whole world, and even the most important person wants to kill you! How would you feel?! Also, Xiao 'ai never hurt you, did she?!!”His cold voice was so cold that it could freeze everyone…
"Perhaps you will feel fear, but you will never understand the loneliness, loneliness, and despair of I Love Luo. That feeling is definitely not something that your little fear can compare to. That emptiness is more painful than death…"
Why did the figure of the girl in front of him feel so far away? Shouju listened to her words and opened his mouth to say something, but in the end, he did not make a single sound. Was everything really as she said?
Why did the figure in front of her look so much like I Love Luo when she was young? She was so sad that she couldn't speak.
Under Shou Ju and Kan Jiu Lang's surprised gazes, I burned the fallen leaves into ashes…" Is this power a monster…" I turned around and stared at them with my dark eyes. A gust of wind blew, and her long black hair flew high up in the air without any warning…Even her loose sleeves fluttered violently…
He was really defenseless…
"Don't use that kind of gaze, it's really cold, your cold gaze is enough to kill…I love Luo lives in more pain than you do, even you don't understand his sorrow, Shou Ju.”You are clearly family, yet you abandoned him…
At this moment, the girl in front of him turned around and looked at him coldly. Her emotionless voice was bone-chilling. His black pupils were like an abyss…At that moment, everything seemed to be still, even the sound of the wind no longer existed. Shou Ju felt as if he was immersed in a black river, unable to breathe, unable to struggle, and severely suffocated…
I retracted my gaze." I'm not my lover. I hate the way you look at me. I hate it so much that I want to kill you.”Shou Ju and Kan Jiu Lang froze in an instant. Their bodies and minds were tormented. It was as if they were standing in the snow and the cold wind was howling. They knew that the child-like girl in front of them could do it. Not only could she do it, but she was also as strong as I Love Luo, so strong that they could not resist. He felt as weak as an ant in front of her…
She turned her back to them and prepared to leave."So, please don't look at him like that anymore. It's really uncomfortable…If you can, please try to 'love' him…"
"I'm sure Xiao 'ai will be very happy.”I smiled at them and left. The two of them were left in a daze…
I love you, I just want you to know that there are still people who love you…
I stopped in the depths of the forest.‘What's wrong, Nightless? Nekomata could see outside through my eyes. Seeing that I had stopped, it was a little strange.
No, it's nothing. I just have someone to welcome. "Hey, you've been following me for so long. Aren't you going to come out and say hello?”I said to my surroundings.
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From every word she said, he was deeply shocked. Was her age really as old as her appearance?
He felt that she was very strange. He was curious about her power and everything about her. He wanted to understand this girl and could not help but follow her. It was only for a short moment that he was a little concerned. This was the first time such a thing had happened, especially to him. The moment he mocked himself, that girl actually wanted him to appear.
When did he find out?
When did his concealment skills deteriorate?
He jumped down from the tree and asked," When did you find me?”
"I realized it when I was talking.”I smiled as I looked at the young man who had appeared before me. His silver-purple hair was as gentle as the wind, and his lake-green eyes were as gentle as the lake water. I had a kind of illusion that he was the same as Bai, but this young man gave off a gentle feeling like the wind. He wouldn't be mistaken.
"You discovered it long ago? " Aren't you worried about me…" The wind gently blew past us, and the air seemed to float…
"Are you worried about a sneak attack?" I interrupted him with a smile." If you were here to kill us, you could have done it when I was caught off guard. You didn't do it even when you had so many chances. How could they be enemies? Haha."
"Oh, is that so?" He gently raised his lips and smiled gently and shyly. "Then why do you want me to appear now? You didn't make a sound after following you for so long, right?”
……
"Why?" Nekomata also asked…
Uh…a little…
It was hard to say…
Awkward…
Stiffness…
The wind seemed to have stopped…
……
Under the other party's gaze, my scalp went numb." I'm lost.”
……
……
Nekomata was speechless. This was even more embarrassing…
" Pu…hehe…" The young man laughed, not hiding anything." You're really strange. My name is Qing Su, a ninja from the Wind Country. Is there anything I can help you with?" Miss Yi Chuiwu."
"Wind Country, no wonder. Your name has the gentleness of the wind. It must be the best blessing from the wind.”I smiled. Sure enough, he had checked the candidates for the Chuunin exam.
There was a momentary change in his expression and shock before it softened. It was a gentleness that was different from before. He smiled sincerely and said," Blessing, do you really think so? It was the first time someone had said that…" It was so soft that no one could hear it, and it dissipated into the air like the wind…
"Can you carry me back to Muye? I'm really lost."
When he carried me on his back, Nekomata said,'Nightless, it's not good to be defenseless.'
I know, but I'm a little tired…
Really,
So tired…
Qing Suqian felt the warmth of the girl's body on his back and smiled." You really don't have any guard up…That's not good."”He didn't plan to tell anyone, and he just talked to himself. However, this was the first time he had been trusted so much. This feeling was very comfortable…This was the first time he had such a feeling…
This girl's smile was too clean, too pure, without any emotions, making people…unable to bear to taint it. But there was also a strange sense of powerlessness…
When I woke up, the sun had already set when I reached Muye." Oh, I've lost my way so far."”
"Lord Qingsu, thank you.”I thanked him with a smile. I had the same feeling as the chakra stone that Bai Hejun had come over.
I'll wait for Bai Hejun here…With a light leap, I reached the top of the tallest building. Under the bright moonlight, my figure was as nimble as a cat.
Facing such a bright moonlight, she had a myriad of thoughts…
" Nightless, what are you thinking about?"
Nothing much. She was just thinking about what Kanjiulang and Shouju had said during the day…
‘……'
Monster, monster, it sounded so smooth. None of them had thought about how the listener would feel when they heard those words…
" No matter what, didn't you threaten them?'
I lowered my head and looked at the small leaves under my feet.
……
Did monsters not have the right to live and love?
A Shura who only loved himself? Who forced him to choose such a hopeless abyss? To live without any hope and kill everyone to gain a sense of existence? Those people really didn't feel guilty at all…
I love Ro, Naruto...
I can imagine how hopeless their past was.
It's not like I don't know the despair and loneliness of being abandoned by the world…
" But even if it's nothingness or the abyss, I still have to live…" He couldn't help but say it.
" Although you said you wanted to live, you clearly didn't think so.'
"Heh, what are you talking about?"
'In fact, you want to die more than anyone else.'
"Heh, what are you talking about…I have to live. I promised that person.”
"Really, just [promise],"
"Hey!" His smile trembled.
" For you, living is just an [obligation].'Nekomata, don't be so shrewd…
"You know what? My past. I live in a world of killers. It's very painful there. But I still have a brother who treats me very well. He's the only one who cares about me the most and loves me…But one day, I found out that my brother poisoned my food. Why? Doesn't he love me? Why did you let me die…I watched as the people around me fell one by one in front of me due to the effects of the poison. I watched as my parents were in pain. Finally, I couldn't take it anymore and killed them with my own hands to free my loved ones from the pain of the poison. When I went to ask him why he did this, he didn't say anything…He was willing to be hated by me and didn't explain, just like that, he disappeared from my life…"
"At that time, I searched for him everywhere like a madman and swore that I would kill him.”
" However, when my hand was dyed red with his blood, he was smiling…He still didn't give any explanation, but in the end, he said that he hoped that I would live well…"
I will never forget what he looked like. Why was he so stupid?
" I only found out later that he didn't poison me. Instead, he gave me an antidote. Someone else poisoned my family, but why didn't he explain…Why didn't he tell me…He was so powerful, so why did he die in my hands…"
…I killed him…I…
My beloved, using your own life to extend my already crippled life…
That night, there was no light at all. Only the white moon hung in the sky, emitting a cold light…
Just like now…
I raised my head…and looked at the moon. Hey, brother, are you looking at me? Am I right?
If I had a chance to start over, I definitely wouldn't take revenge…So what if I'm the one who dies?……
Nightless sat on the roof. The silver moon made her look like she was sitting on the moon…The black figure was so sad. Her hair fluttered without wind, and it was faintly discernible…
... a smile of pain...
To me, life and death…
……
…It was the same…
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He had not left the dark place. Qing Su lowered his head and listened to these words. He sighed weakly," I see…"
If there was no tie, no hope, and no one who needed him, then life and death were no different. Because what was alive was just a walking shell.
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