Letting Go Is Not Forgetting
When Naruto and Tsunete woke up, it was already night time. The streets and shops were brightly lit.
Okami had decided to be the fifth generation Naruto,
We put the two tables together and talked while eating.
"What? The fifth generation Naruto!" When Naruto heard Yukiya's words, he cried out in surprise. He pointed at Tsunami's nose and trembled slightly.
I sat next to Tsuneo, chewing a meatball in my mouth and holding a red bean stuffed bun in my hand.
She looked at them and smacked her lips.
"Naruto, it seems that you are not convinced?”Zi Lai also watched his actions.
…Hmm…I stuffed the bun into my mouth. It was about to begin.
"Wuye will choke." Bai was flustered. Jun seemed to want me to spit it out.……" Uh…I can't swallow it…" I tried to swallow it, but Bai Hejun's face turned green…"”
Thump, thump. I swallowed it and exhaled. I smiled very cutely.”It had been a long time since she had sat down and eaten with everyone, as if they were family. It had been a long time since it had been so lively.
" Hmm…I always feel that she's better than Grandpa Naruto…" Naruto sat down and crossed his arms in front of his chest, frowning as he pondered…
"Bad temper."
Okami's face darkened.
"Stubborn personality."
Veins bulged.
"Spending money again."
Countless veins popped out on his ashen face.
Every time Okami became a little gloomy, I would unconsciously pull Jun Hebai's hand, with a bun in my mouth, and slowly move to a place where no one was around. Shiro-kun was a good boy, so he couldn't learn from Naruto...
Bai Hejun was also at a loss for words as he watched this scene.
Tsunete's body was already trembling slightly on the verge of exploding.
Silent tried her best to change the topic while breaking out in cold sweat. Although she was smiling, it seemed more like she was cramping." Um…Master Tsunei, do you want something to eat?”
Naruto was still talking to himself," She's obviously an old woman in her fifties or sixties. Did she use some kind of transformation spell to look like this?……Instead of saying that she was Naruto, shouldn't she lie first?”
Before he could finish his sentence, the pitiful table shook with a bang. A round white object rolled down. Ah, my bun…I looked at the innocent bun with tears in my eyes…
"Let's go out and have a chat, brat!" Okami finally exploded. He stepped on the table, leaned forward, and looked at Naruto provocatively.
"Alright, come on!" Naruto couldn't stand provocation.
"I'll finish you off with one finger."
" Sigh…It's like this again…" Zilai felt helpless…
I still looked at the fallen bun with tears in my eyes…
Two big buns appeared in front of my eyes. Ah, I took the buns with a smile. A red weight appeared on my face and I looked at them very cutely." Thank you.”Jun Hebai's face turned red.
We walked to the aisle outside the shop. I hung on Jun's body and continued to eat my bun.
Okami instantly disappeared and moved in front of Naruto. When Naruto thought that he would be sent flying by Okami again, Okami gently kissed his forehead." Be an outstanding man."”
The faces of the three people overlapped again.
Naruto blushed…
Okami paused as he walked past me.""Nightless…thank you. They are my best memories."
The bun that was about to reach her mouth stopped and the corners of her lips curled up. It seemed that she had thought it through and finally let go…She would no longer be addicted to it, nor would she forget it. It would always live in her heart…
I once again looked at the bun in my hand. When I turned around with Jun and Bai, I thought about it and shouted," Naruto, how long are you going to be intoxicated for? Let's go, I'm going to sleep."”
"Ah, Xiao Wu! I'm not intoxicated!" Naruto immediately reacted and shouted behind him," Hehe, sometimes it's fun to play with him." He should return to Koba tomorrow. He didn't know how Sasuke and Ningji were doing.
As usual, she slept soundly at night...。
************** Memory *************
My name is Night, and my strength is just like my name. I'm ghostly, unfathomable, and I'm good at hiding my existence.
I walked on the street with neon lights shining on it. The hand behind my back gently loaded the gun, ready to pull the cold trigger at any time. Life is so fragile…as long as it's gently…pulled…
"Bang!" In a dark alley, I didn't use a silencer to easily kill a person. After all, the darkness of the city at night would be revealed, and it would not care if anyone died. This was a game between the rich. The beauty of the day was but a facade.
What appeared in front of me was the real decadent and dark city behind the virtual image.
I'm an assassin, and my family is also an assassin. Although it was my first time killing someone, I was already used to it.
"Ye, you're back!"
When I returned home covered in blood and dirt, my brother was always the first to come out and welcome me.
"Yes, I'm back."
There was no emotion in the profession of an assassin. But my brother treats me very well. He's not my biological brother. He was brought back by my mother. They said that her brother was a born killer. After undergoing cruel training since he was young, his brother was already a first-class assassin and the pride of his family. In the family, he was the focus of everyone. Some were jealous, some were envious.
But he said to me,"We are assassins. So what if we are envied? This profession is destined to make us sad."”When her brother said this, he looked very sad. I want to soothe his sorrow. I'm also very happy because my brother always only tells me about these things. I still don't understand why killers are sad. He did not say anything.
Her brother always said," Ye, in the past, when I was tortured by training and almost collapsed, only you would warmly comfort me and care for me. I'm very happy. I like you very much, Night.”He spoke very gently, and his smile was always gentle, like the cherry blossoms falling slowly.
"I like you too."
"Ha…Silly girl." He gently rubbed my hair.
I didn't think about how cold he was when he killed people. Maybe I didn't want to think about it.
In my memory, he was very gentle. However, when I returned home this time, the house was not as brightly lit as before. There was no gentle greeting from my brother. I sensed that something was wrong and hurriedly barged in.
" Brother…" She didn't see her brother. I pushed open one door after another, but it was all dark. I didn't see him. He could vaguely hear wails and moans. My heart suddenly tightened. I knew that something had happened at home.
I carefully gripped the gun in my hand. At this moment, in the darkness, there would be a hand tightening around my throat at any time. The only silence was the sound of my heart beating. The gun in my hand is the only thing that connects me to life. Something that can protect my life. Sweat silently dripped down from my forehead. I steadied my breathing. He carefully pushed open the door to the living room, which was the only place where light was coming from. He saw his parents wailing and rolling on the ground.
There were many well-trained killers watching. Looking at the scenery there, I almost stopped breathing. Brother, he was also in that group of people. He looked coldly at my poisoned parents moaning.
I had never seen such a cold expression before, as if the people there had nothing to do with him. How could he do this? Those are my parents, the ones who raised him together with him.
To him…
Could it be that to him…
…A tear rolled down her face…
The moment my tears fell, everything seemed to be silent. I pushed open the door and dodged the gun at lightning speed. I held my gun tightly, looking for the right time to load, aim, and pull the trigger in an instant. The black and red figures fell one by one.
Only his parents were left in pain…
I couldn't even make a whimper... Every whimper left a bloody scar in my heart...
An indescribable sadness…
I pointed the gun at them without saying a word. I couldn't watch them suffer because they were my parents. Why did they show such painful faces?
…In that case, I'll help you free yourselves.
I closed my eyes tightly. Bang! Bang! The painful voice stopped, and the living room full of corpses returned to the silence of the night…I stood in the darkness for a long time, stained with blood.
He was not among the corpses.
I didn't seem to notice it. I didn't know how many people were chasing me. I chased that person out of control.
My brother.
Oh right, I once saw him put something in my food, but I trusted him and didn't care.
Now that he thought about it, it was also poison…
But before the poison takes effect, I must kill him. I used to trust him so much…but…
The bright moonlight shone coldly in front of them, making them look so blurry. The gunshots kept brushing past me, trying to shake off the people behind me. A bullet pierced through my abdomen. Blood splattered in front of my eyes. It was my blood, and my vision was a little blurry.
I used the last of my consciousness and strength to pull out a small knife and grab my black hair.
" Ye, your long hair is very beautiful. Can you let it grow for me?'The gentle young man in my memory was still smiling, but now he cruelly took everything away from me!!!
In the bleak night, the cold moonlight seemed to be mocking my incompetence.
A cold blade shadow flashed, and her silky hair fluttered in the air irregularly. Slowly, she fell to the ground as if she had lost her life...
"Our relationship has broken off like this…I! Assassin Night! From then on, I hated you and lived to kill you. I will definitely kill you!"
The cold moonlight reflected this resolute vow…
Oaths cannot be spoken so easily, but right now, they were like pythons that tightly wrapped around my heart…a bloody oath.
" I hate you!" I cried out in pain.
The figure of the person in front of him who was determined to leave did not stop. He disappeared into the dark night in front of him with the back of the moon.
In my blurred consciousness, I was stuffed into the carriage by some people and couldn't resist.
Ice-cold water splashed on my body, and a burning pain woke me up. I was caught? The interrogation room? My hands and feet were bound by chains. When I woke up, I didn't want to struggle. I was like a puppet that had lost its soul. All the pain of being tortured didn't seem to belong to me. Anyway, I had nothing left, right?
As an assassin, he was also prepared to die at any time. But now, it was better than death, wasn't it?
Time and time again, he was pulled out of his consciousness by the pain, and then pulled back by the intense pain. There was no end to it.
Time and time again, he wandered in the dark abyss…
"It's not over yet. How can I die? How can I?" The eerie voice was so cold that it could emit a chill. I forcefully pulled out the thing that was nailed to my shoulder. The other side seemed to be unable to be pulled out. I forcefully pulled, and blood continuously flowed out. It was as if I could not feel any pain.
That person's eyes seemed to see a monster, a monster like me.
'Am I a monster?' I thought to myself without feeling anything when I killed him. The wound in my heart didn't hurt anymore, so what about the wound on my shoulder? It didn't hurt anymore.
Even if I become a monster, I will kill him. I will become stronger and then kill him!
I walked alone on the dark and damp street…constantly recalling the warm past would only make my murderous heart expand.
The occasional pain from the poison was just a reminder that I had nothing left.
It was as if I had forgotten everything. All I did was continue to accept missions, targets, and kill.
But this…
The lonely shadow of the house continued to extend, and the cold moonlight shone in…
I was numbly singing my own song. Why was it that even when I was singing, it was so…
The painful suppression…
I have nothing left…I only have hatred in my heart…I think so too.
Those who thought they should hate him…
I don't know how long I've been through, but under the cold moonlight, I found him, my brother.
His calm mood was overturned once again.
He shouted in his heart,
His back looked so cold and blurry.
I never knew him. Everything about him was disguised by his identity as a killer.
That gentle big brother image, that gentle smile in front of his parents…always…
To him…
As for him…" Was everything fake?!! I will definitely kill you today!”I roared,
Bang! The sound of the gunshot pierced through the sky.
Not far away, blood splattered everywhere. He fell down just like that. In my eyes…
Slowly…
My body started to tremble…Why did I think that this shot would never hit him? It was absolutely impossible…
Why didn't he dodge…
Everything seemed so unreal under the moonlight…
Under the moonlight, I saw his gentle smile when he fell, just like before, gentle and sad.
" Night, don't…be deceived by the false…surface…protect yourself, live well…fight for yourself…"--Night, you are the most beautiful butterfly in my eyes, fly freely…
I was stunned by the dull sound of the ground landing. Why? His body was covered in blood. Why was his smile the same as before, without any hatred?
Fake surface?
Why did he say that?
" Night, protect yourself and live well…as long as you fight for yourself.'
Why…I hate him, don't I? Dad and Mom died because of him, didn't they?
The cold raindrops continued to fall, playing a broken music score. Blood spread by my feet…My heart was so empty…I stood numbly beside his corpse day after day…
I've taken my revenge. Why am I so sad? The rain is dripping down my face, mixed with my tears.
His only family member had also disappeared…
The sound of the car engine was getting closer and closer, and I just stood there without moving, guarding him...
I learned from my employer that my brother wanted to save me and that he was not my enemy. He wasn't the one who poisoned my family. It was the other 'relatives' of my family who wanted to kill my family. It was just that the power of their brother's reputation made them not dare to make a move.
Big brother put a soothing potion in my food to slow down the effects of poison. Because he threatened me with my life, he didn't say anything. He just silently endured my hatred.
And I was used to kill my brother.
My employer laughed wildly beside me. The sound of gunfire rang out, and in an instant, he closed his ugly face forever.
Her heart ached so much that it felt like it was about to be torn apart.
The huge waves in the rain slowly calmed down…It turned out that after losing everything, after the pain, he couldn't feel anything.
Even the sadness was gone…
Eternity did not exist, no matter what.
I smiled from the bottom of my heart. I looked at my brother's corpse. My heart was so calm, as if I had forgotten something…
...
This is not hate, but love. I love him, I love my brother, so I can't stand being deceived.
But it seemed to be too late…
He smiled silently, his smile melting in the rain…
legend
Everyone is an angel who has fallen into the mortal world
but
even so
No one can go back to heaven
The feathers gradually wither
Until I can never fly…
We are destined to go against heaven…
Even if there were gods, they would only look on coldly at our fate.
I didn't understand when my brother said this sadly, but now I think I do. It's too late, isn't it, my brother…
It didn't hurt anymore, and it wasn't as painful as he had imagined.
His smile was so pure that he couldn't feel the sadness behind it. He was so close, but he was so far away. Brother, I broke your wings with my own hands. Do you hate me?
Brother, I'm sorry…
Brother…
I smiled as I pressed the gun against my temple. The cold sensation caused a splash of blood.
The bullet fell powerlessly to the ground…with a crisp sound…
And…
I fell with a dull sound.
I was relieved. Finally, this cruel world let me go.
But…why does my heart feel empty…
Ye, I like you.
Night, give up being an assassin. The profession of an assassin is destined to be sad. I hope, Xiao Ye, you can be happy…
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When she woke up from her dreams, she was most used to seeing Bai Hejun's face.
She didn't expect to have such a dream. She thought that she wouldn't remember the past anymore.
I originally thought that doing that would end everything. However, time didn't stop and continued to exist in this world. Moreover…
He even met them.
Brother, I have found the reason for my existence.
This is a past that can't be erased, but I don't think I'll be afraid of it anymore. Brother, there will always be a place for you in my heart. I won't forget…
I'm also extremely glad that I can still have them.
If one wanted to escape from the past, it would chase after them. However, if he really faced it, it would just be a memory. There was nothing to be afraid of. He placed them in a corner of his heart and let them bloom like warm flowers.
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