Yang Haojing quietly looked at the street outside the office. He saw people coming and going. It was so busy, but it had nothing to do with him. He didn't want to be like those people downstairs, who were busy in their lives. Yang Hao was very satisfied with his current life and didn't want to change it, at least not now.
He looked at the cigarette in his hand. It had gone out at some point. He took out another cigarette and lit it up. Then, he slowly closed his eyes. A drop of tear flowed out of the corner of his eye. It was a drop of a man's tiger tear.
It had been more than a year since he returned to Tianhe City, but he still hadn't recovered. He was still living in the past. He had wanted to find a job to ease his pain, but surprisingly, this job was strangely easy. Sometimes, he wondered if this was a job. Why was there a job that was so easy?
Yang Hao let out a long sigh. He opened his eyes and looked at the sky outside the window."Brothers, are you alright? I'm sorry."
Yang Hao, who was trembling all over, took a deep puff of the cigarette in his hand. Half of the cigarette burned in an instant. He only wanted to use the cigarette to numb himself and his life as a walking corpse.
If he could choose again, he definitely wouldn't let his brothers leave. At least, he wouldn't let them leave before him. If he could, Yang Hao would give up everything, even his life. However, it was too late now. There was no medicine for regret in this world.
Whenever he thought of his brothers 'families waiting for them to return, Yang Hao felt as if his heart had been cut by a knife. The pain was indescribable.
Yang Hao was an orphan who had grown up in an orphanage, so he only had to take responsibility for his own life. However, his brothers all had families. Some of them were already married and even had children.
The cigarette in his hand went out again. Yang Hao picked up another cigarette and lit it up. He did not consider the harmful effects of smoking or the need to take care of his body. He was now indulging himself. Every day after work, he would go to the bar to get drunk. He would only fall asleep when he returned home after getting drunk. Only then could he sleep soundly. Otherwise, he was destined to suffer from insomnia at night. Even the insomnia pills had no effect on him. The amount of sleeping pills he took could be counted in kilograms.
Yang Hao didn't know if this was considered atonement, but he felt that it would make him feel better. He let himself live in this decadent and painful life. Only in this way could he feel better. Although doing so would cause physical damage, he didn't care. To him, mental pain was much better than physical pain.
If he had listened to his brothers 'advice, perhaps today would have been a different situation. However, he did not, which was why he had made a major mistake, an irreparable mistake.
It had been half a year since he started working in this company. In this half a year, he didn't even have a single friend. He didn't have a good relationship with his colleagues either. The reason was that Yang Hao had sealed his passionate heart and didn't remember to contact the outside world because he felt that he was a sinner and didn't have the right to be friends with others. He didn't know when his life would end. It might be tomorrow or the day after. Therefore, he didn't want to implicate others.
What Yang Hao didn't realize was that he was sitting there in a daze, but someone was watching him.
Chen Lin did not know how many times she had seen Yang Hao sitting there in a daze. He smoked one cigarette after another, looking very dispirited and lonely. It made her heart ache.
Yang Hao was very handsome. His distinct facial features made him look handsome and resolute. Coupled with his dispirited expression, many girls in the company's eyes lit up. They had thought that a handsome man would finally enter the company, but they did not expect it to be an 'ice block' who entered. Many girls were disappointed. They even suspected that this 'ice block' did not like women. In the past half a year, they had never seen this 'ice block' with a woman. They hadn't even heard of him before, so they all suspected that he was gay. Thinking of this, those girls didn't dare to take the initiative to attack him anymore. They could only watch from afar. But this was good too. Even if they couldn't eat it, there was still a good-looking handsome guy to look at. That was not bad either. It was better than watching him go out with other women.
During the afternoon break, Chen Lin would see Yang Hao sitting in the smoking room and smoking. When she saw that he had a lot on his mind, Chen Lin wanted to go forward and console him. However, what made Chen Lin feel depressed was that since Yang Hao entered this department, she had not spoken to him more than ten times. This made Chen Lin so depressed that she almost went crazy. She was a woman, and a beautiful woman. She was quite satisfied with her conditions, but when she walked in front of Yang Hao, She would lose all her confidence because Yang Hao did not even look at her. Chen Lin remembered that when she first met Yang Hao, he only looked at her. From then on, that d * mn Yang Hao had never looked at her in the eye again.
Chen Lin, who had been dealt a blow, actually doubted her confidence. Every time she thought about how the other party dared not look at her, she would curse in anger. In her heart, she had used all the words she could think of to curse, as if this was the only way to vent her anger.
She was a beautiful woman. When she was ignored by others, especially men, she would not be able to tolerate it. That man was destined to suffer.
Men would never understand a woman's mind.
Chen Lin looked at Yang Hao's dispirited appearance. For some reason, she felt a little heartache and sadness. When she saw Yang Hao's troubled look, she could not help but want to go up and help him share the burden.
"What happened to you? What made you torture yourself like this?”Chen Lin was a little obsessed. She liked to see this man's decadent look. He was so attractive, at least to her.
Looking at the dispirited Yang Hao, Chen Lin decided to understand more about him. She knew that there must be a story behind this man. She did not want to continue failing like this. As the manager of this department and his boss, she knew very little about this subordinate. Other than those few simple pieces of information on his resume, there was nothing else. At that time, Chen Lin did not know why she wanted him. She had yet to figure this out.
After the fifth cigarette was finished, Yang Hao turned around and was surprised to find that his beautiful boss was looking at him. He felt a little unnatural, but he returned to normal after a while. He was as cold as ice, a real ice cube.
Chen Lin did not expect Yang Hao to turn around at this moment. She was caught off guard and was shocked by the other party. Her pink face blushed slightly, and her heart was in a mess. She hurriedly lowered her head and left.
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