" That's it…" Chu Lian's teardrop fell into the coffee cup in his hand.
Yahua took Chu Lian out for dinner, but Chu Lian couldn't eat anything when they reached the restaurant. Yahua saw that he had a stomach full of unspeakable secrets, so she brought him to the cafe.
In the dim atmosphere," Desperado " drifted out from a corner. Melodious music slowly drifted over from the front. It was as if the staff was floating out like soft silk. It floated in the air, along the window, and into the distance. The music that emitted the fragrance of cacao was so gentle that it could enter one's heart and touch one's wounds. It sang about the loneliness of the soul and the loneliness of the heart. It floated ethereal in the air and circled around the dark room. The sad music seemed to express the loneliness and emptiness of the human world...
When they were studying in Paris, Yahua was Chu Lian's close friend. Chu Lian would always tell Yahua all his little secrets. At that time, the person he talked about the most was Zi Ling. It was just that Chu Lian himself did not realize it at that time. At that time, Yahua always said," You like her, right?" Chu Lian always said,'Don't joke around. She's my sister.' Other than this matter, Chu Lian realized that every conclusion Yahua had made about him was correct. Now that he thought about it, even this conclusion was correct. In front of her, Chu Lian would always tell her everything about himself without reservation. The feelings that he had suppressed for two years and the pain that he had hidden for two years had been suppressed in the bottom of his heart. It was as if Chu Lian was about to collapse from the pressure. He could not tell anyone else. He had always thought that this pain would become greater and greater, oppressing him for the rest of his life. However, she felt much better after venting all the bitterness in her heart in front of her friends today. It was as if the door of a moldy room that had been stuffy had suddenly been opened for ventilation.
"Chu Lian, there's something I don't know if I should say.”
"Tell me."
"You two are not suitable."
"Me and Lvping? It's not suitable."
"No, you and Zi Ling…"
Chu Lian looked up in surprise.
"To be honest, when I was studying in Paris, I could tell that you liked her based on your description of your 'sister'. However, I felt that the two of you were not suitable based on the personality you described. Actually, I don't know why, but I just felt that the two of you were not suitable. I don't know why. I just feel that the two of you aren't suitable for each other.”Yahua said seriously.
Chu Lian raised his head and looked at Yahua, his eyes filled with confusion. However, it was impossible for such a deep relationship to be resolved just because Yahua said," You two are not suitable." Perhaps, the current Chu Lian would not listen to anything.
Chu Lian revealed a confused expression when Yahua said that the two of them were not suitable. It was as if he was saying," Maybe…" It was not that he admitted that they were not suitable, nor was it that he was relieved. It was just that he did not have the strength to argue with Yahua. Moreover, no matter what, the situation was already like this.
Chu Lian gently pursed his lips to express his polite reply to Yahua's words. He turned his head and looked out of the glass window. On the street where the lanterns were lit, people hurried in and out. In the United States, the fast-paced life seemed to occupy everything in their lives. They looked at documents and made phone calls. They seemed so fulfilled. Did they not feel pain and worry? Could it be that being busy could drive away the pain and worries? Chu Lian's mind was tangled up like countless threads. He was in pain, but he could not escape this pain…
Yahua looked at her old classmate. The painful experience had worn away all his optimism. What should she do with him? Can't this continue? Yahua couldn't think of a solution at the moment. She turned her head and looked out the window, aimlessly watching the people shuttling back and forth on the street.
And the melodious and miserable "Desperado" was still floating…
{France, Provence, Dream Garden}
The sunlight turned on the lights in the room and shone into the bedroom silently. Shouldn't the sunlight be bright? Why do I feel that even the sunlight today feels so dreary? The sunlight was blinding, and I shed tears. But, were those tears really because of the sunlight?
I leaned against the cold wall and sat on the cold floor for the whole night. Am I asleep? I didn't know. I only knew that I sat there in a daze. Yun Fan's angry and sad face kept appearing in my mind, and Yun Fan's words kept echoing in my ears.
"Just a while ago during the anniversary celebration, I naively thought that you were completely in love with me. I didn't expect that it was just my daydream! I, a man of two years, can't compare to the man of twenty years in your heart! I'm notorious! Good! No matter what, he couldn't compare to that innocent man!”
Was Yunfan comparing himself to Chu Lian? Did he think that he was inferior to him? Was he feeling inferior? Why was he like this? Does he think that he is inferior to Chu Lian in my heart? I seemed to see Yunfan smashing the steering wheel again. Although I was still very angry, I suddenly felt my heart ache. I felt sorry for him for torturing myself with such a non-existent fact.
Recalling everything that had happened, he suddenly realized how difficult it was for Yun Fan. It was hard to imagine a man hugging a woman who was shouting another man's name. He ignored the fact that he was heartbroken and hugged me to comfort me. I can't imagine how Yunfan endured these two years. He used his love to comfort my injuries, but at the same time, he hurt himself.
Two years, two whole years. Yunfan was already scared by the name " Chu Lian." Although he was Fei Yunfan, who was famous in the business world, he had never truly fallen in love in the past forty years. I was his first love, wasn't I? I would blame him for throwing a tantrum like a child, but in front of true love, isn't he just a "child"?
For the past two years, he seemed to have become a bird that was frightened by the twang of a bow. Whenever the name " Chu Lian " was mentioned, he would panic. He never quarreled with me and tolerated everything about me. However, as long as Chu Lian was involved, he would lose control of himself. He cared too much, didn't he?
Back when Lvping got married, he took me to the horse racing field in the middle of the night to ride horses. At that time, I deeply understood the happiness, affection, care, and love he brought to me. It seemed that from that moment on, I had already been deeply attached to him. It was just that I had focused all my energy on something else and didn't realize it. In the past two years, I've experienced Yunfan's love for me, and I've also dreamed that I've fallen in love with Yunfan, but why didn't I say anything? If I had told him earlier, he wouldn't have been so nervous for so long.
But I've already expressed my feelings, so why doesn't he believe me? Did he think that I was comforting him? Did he think that I was repaying him? Do you think I'm used to looking for him? No! Love was really something that was hard to explain. There was no comparison of time. Yunfan, I've fallen in love with you for a long time. What do I have to say to make you believe me?
Thinking about it, I was also very wrong. He was so busy, yet he still took the time to come back to see me. Instead, he saw me mailing something to Chu Lian. He would indeed be sad. But why didn't he listen to my explanation! Thinking about how he didn't listen to my explanation, I was a little angry. "Wang Ziling! How can you speak up for him! He misunderstood you so much and didn't listen to your explanation!”I suddenly said to myself. He suddenly felt that he was at a disadvantage. He was clearly shouting at him, but he couldn't help but think for him. How could I be like this? I said loudly to myself,"I'm angry!" She felt wronged! Moreover, you didn't come back the whole night. You don't know what you spent with that woman…"
Suddenly, an ominous thought flashed through my mind. At that time, Yunfan was so excited and was driving. Wang Ziling, what have you done? I suddenly became nervous and picked up my phone with a trembling hand. I didn't care about his dignity and dialed Yunfan's phone.
" Beep…beep…beep…" No one picked up! What should he do! I put down the phone and stood up anxiously. However, perhaps because I had been sitting on the cold floor for the whole night, as soon as I got up, my vision went black and I fell down.
Ding…The phone suddenly rang. "Yunfan, Yunfan!" I cried and crawled to the phone. The caller ID showed that it was Yunfan. I hurriedly picked it up.
"Yun Fan! How are you?" I asked worriedly.
An unfamiliar voice came from the other end.
"Excuse me, are you a friend or relative of this gentleman?……”
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