When he got home, he greeted his mother and Lvping and locked himself in his room, just like when he was young. He turned on his computer and walked to the Bridge of Growth section. There were my dreams, my ideals, and my disappointment.
The disappointment in his heart flowed out from his fingertips…
"In the blink of an eye, I've left my alma mater for so long…
Wandering at the entrance of my alma mater, I watched the enthusiastic young people talking and laughing as they came out. It was as if this youthful aura no longer belonged to me. Slowly stepping into the once familiar campus, it seemed to have become unfamiliar now. The colors had changed, the layout had changed, and most of the people had changed.'I don't know where the face has gone, but the peach blossoms are still smiling in the spring breeze.' Yes, this place no longer belongs to me.
However, there were still some things that happened in the past. There were also people who were familiar with him. There were familiar colors, familiar smells, and familiar sounds of reading books. Walking in the corridor, he saw some sleeping children standing outside the door, listening to the familiar sounds. He still remembered the feeling of sitting under the podium and listening to her lecture. When he heard her voice, it felt like he had returned to the past. Leaning against the wall with his head tilted, a gentle breeze blew away the sweat on his forehead and dried the tears on his face. A faint smile appeared on his face, which was unknown if it was joy, pain, or relief.
He wandered in the corridor. Different classes were teaching different subjects. Boring English, difficult math, and politics. Every class was different, but every class had students sleeping. Children, sigh, they are still children! They couldn't understand how much I wanted to go back to high school to enjoy the fun of listening to classes, the joy of socializing, the feeling of dreams, the passion of youth…However, they didn't understand. Yes, when I was their age, I didn't understand either. Only when he lost it did he know how to cherish it.
I don't understand, I don't understand. Why did I lose everything I had back then? I lost laughter, passion, emotion, happiness, passion, infatuation, the place that once belonged to me, the person who once liked me, the things that could make me excited, and the motivation that could make me happy. My former glory is gone, replaced by new faces, still full of youthful passion like I did in the past. The people I used to like are no longer here, and they are still shuttling back and forth between the schools. It's just that they can no longer arouse my passion. The smile that once belonged to me was no longer there. Now, it had become a helpless bitter smile, and that brilliant smile had already been seen by others. The people who used to love me are no longer around. Now, I'm fully committed to the next batch of work, replacing the old with the new.
I thought that this place was mine. It contained my laughter, my tears, my happiness, my loss, my love, my hate, those who loved me, and those who hated me. Now that he had returned, he realized that the stars were still the same stars, the moon was still the same moon, the sun was still the same sun, and the white clouds were still the same white clouds. The teaching block hadn't changed. It was still the same layout, but it had been painted in a new color. The field hadn't changed. It was still the same size, but the texture had changed. Some of the people didn't change. They were still the same people, but when they met, they just nodded and greeted politely. The others didn't change. They were still smiling, but that charming smile no longer belonged to me. When I returned to school, I couldn't find where I had scattered my original laughter, buried my original pain, entrusted my original infatuation, and stored my original loss.!……
I suddenly wondered if this was the place that I had been longing for. Is this the place that I miss even though the conditions are so good in that distant place? Are these the people I miss in a place where there's no trouble? No way! There are so many people in the world, why don't I miss them? Why did she miss them? Because they are good to me, or even bad to me, at least to me. Others did not. However, when they came back, they realized that things were the same but people were different. In this place where a door pivot was never worm-eaten and flowing water was never rotten, their love and feelings were like the graduating students of the current batch. There was a cycle, a beginning and an end. Now, they were responsible for another group of people. Another group of people had feelings for them, cared for them, and criticized them. Perhaps, in your eyes, they haven't changed, but in my heart, they have already changed. They have become the same as the other six billion people in the world.
I didn't expect that there would still be people who loved me. I even thought that if there were still people who hated me, I would be very touched. However, no one has ever had such deep feelings for you. Here, it is still cold even in the hot summer. If no one loved you, there should at least be people who hated you. If there was no one who hated you, it would be too sad.
The scenery was still the same, but it no longer belonged to me. Peach blossoms still smile in the spring breeze, and I don't know where my face has gone…"
I turned off the computer and looked out the window in disappointment…
" I want to go and say goodbye, when the seasons keep changing. But I'm still a little less determined in this lonely season…" Tao Zhe's 'Lonely Season' replayed in the room over and over again.
The setting sun seeped in through the French windows. I sat on the floor by the window, hugging a big plush teddy bear. I couldn't help but feel sad and disappointed when I thought about what I saw and heard at school today...
Rather than saying that I was left out and disappointed when I returned to school today, it would be better to say that what happened today shattered my dream, shattered the beauty in my memories, and let me understand the cruelty of reality. I had always thought that my memories were beautiful, and I had always been nostalgic. However, the situation I encountered today forced me to admit that the 'old' I had always been nostalgic for was so unbearable. Perhaps it was really because when we walked past that period of time, because there was a distance, distance produced beauty, and it would beautify the story that might not be very beautiful, so it would always be beautiful in the bottom of my heart. It was really better to miss than to meet. Sometimes, I missed the past. Perhaps I didn't dare to touch the things I missed. I just firmly believed that it was beautiful and often lived in beautiful memories. Today, with just a light touch, the colorful soap bubbles in my fantasy shattered. Perhaps, the people and things I really miss from the past aren't as beautiful as I imagined…
The bedroom door opened. I turned my head and saw that Yun Fan had returned. I didn't say anything. I just quietly turned my head to look at him, then slowly turned my head to look out the window.
Yun Fan walked in quickly, picked me up and placed me on the bed. "How can you sit on the floor? How cold!" Yunfan said with heartache," Mrs. Fei, what's wrong? Are you angry at me for not accompanying you for a day?”
"No." I shook my head gently."I went back to high school to visit my teachers today. I saw that the school was different from when I was in school. I was a little sad. The teachers from back then don't even recognize me anymore. In my memories, they were so beautiful, and I was just a little disappointed…"
Yun Fan breathed a sigh of relief and confirmed that I was fine. He hugged me in his arms and patted me gently. His body shook very slowly." Human, just like the song you are playing now, you have to learn to say goodbye to the past." Life was full of things. The past was beautiful, but if you kept looking back at the good things in the past, you would miss out on the better things in front of you. Only when you learn to let go can you get what you need more and what you think is better. Life was a process of continuous progress and improvement. When you look back and see the flowers in the distance, perhaps you will think that they are the most beautiful and perfect things in the world. However, if you really walked back, you might find that it wasn't as beautiful as you thought. Perhaps there would be the little bugs you were most afraid of. At the same time, you missed the beautiful thing in front of you. That's why you have to learn to say goodbye to the past so that you can see more!”
Yun Fan gently advised me. Every word was so powerful. I really seemed to have to learn to say goodbye to the past.
I slowly raised my head." Yunfan…"
"What's wrong, Zi Ling?" Yun Fan lowered his head and asked me with concern.
"I'm hungry…"
Yun Fan obviously didn't expect me to say this and thought that I would continue to dig into my own dead end. However, I seemed to have really gotten over it. Yun Fan was stunned for a moment. Looking at my expression, he knew that I had really thought it through. He smiled gently.
"Have you not eaten yet? Let's go downstairs and eat."
"Hello everyone, I'm Shen Zhirong from 'Celebrity Online'. Welcome to' Celebrity Online'. Today, we are very honored to have the spokesperson of the famous French brand, DreamsLink, Miss Wang Ziling. Welcome!”
That's right, the Happiness Twin Stars has already been listed in Shanghai, and I've also shouldered the responsibility of being my spokesperson. I just received a lot of jobs yesterday, and Yunfan helped me delete them again and again. I finally decided that I'll be the first to appear on Celebrity Online. I resigned on this show, and now I also want to start from this show. It seems to have some memorial significance. Wearing a light purple dress that Yunfan had carefully selected for me, I sat opposite the host with light makeup. Looking at Yun Fan below the stage, his heart was filled with confidence. I don't know why, but even though it's not my first time being a spokesperson, I still feel excited and fresh.
"Hello, Miss Wang!"
"Hello!"
"I'm very honored that you chose our program as your first interview after your comeback. Maybe everyone has the same question as me: What is the reason for you to take up the position of spokesperson again?”
"The answer to this question is very simple: DreamsLink needed a spokesperson. I remember when I went to Yunfan's company in France, I overheard the employees 'speech during their meeting. DreamsLink was not only a cosmetic brand, but also a cultural brand. Many people like our products, not only because our products are very useful, but also because they like our love stories. This shows everyone's yearning for a better life and a better love. Good things should be shared with everyone."
"I remember Miss Wang saying that being a spokesperson makes you feel tired and that you want to live a life that you like. Why did he do this job now?“
"Indeed, at that time, I felt that the spokesperson's job made me feel tired. At that time, it was not only because of the media's pursuit of me, but also because my family and I were hurt, which made me feel tired. It's also because I didn't correct my attitude. At that time, I thought that being a spokesperson was a job and not something I loved, so I would feel tired. At that time, I still thought that my life should be in my own world, daydreaming, reminiscing, reminiscing, and writing novels. However, as time passed, I experienced a lot with my husband and understood a lot. I felt that I should grow up and learn to improve and bid farewell to the past. Perhaps the past wasn't as wonderful as I had imagined. Perhaps it was a wonderful memory, but I couldn't immerse myself in it and neglect what I had to do now. Now, I'm not a spokesperson for my husband's career, but I'm working hard for the dream that my husband and I share. This is our common dream. Every time I work, I feel very happy.”
"To be honest, Miss Wang, everyone felt that it was a pity that you resigned from your position as the spokesperson last time. Everyone hopes to hear more beautiful love stories about you and Mr. Fei. Then, can you introduce me to the new product you brought this time?”
"Alright, I'll do it. This time, the " Double Star of Happiness " perfume series was for couples. Everyone might have guessed that there was a story behind the two stars of happiness. This is to commemorate the two important stories that belong to Yunfan and me. One was the Purple Cloud Star Constellation and the other was the Sail Water Star Constellation. One is the day I give my heart to him, and the other is the day I truly give myself to him. Those two days were unforgettable. Therefore, we named the new perfume this way. I hope all lovers in the world will finally get married!”
I said with a smile. The alarm clock still flashed past the scene of us going horseback riding and our wedding. I still felt happy when I recalled it.
……
"Mrs. Fei!" Just as I finished recording the show, Yun Fan hugged me from behind.
"Hey, what are you doing? There are so many people watching!”I said anxiously. I felt my face heat up instantly.
"Mrs. Fei, Mr. Fei is so touched…You said,'One is the day I give my heart to him, and the other is the day I truly give myself to him.'Was it true? " When we went horseback riding that day, you already…" Yun Fan asked me to turn around and face him. He asked me affectionately,"
"Me? I'm not telling you!" My heart beat faster when Yun Fan asked. My face was red and I lowered my head, not daring to look into his eyes.
"Then…let's talk about it when we get home!”Yun Fan whispered into my ear. Yunfan held my hand and wanted to walk out of the studio.
"Hey, where are we going? Are you going to record a show?" I asked doubtfully.
"No, let's go home." Yun Fan said mischievously.
"No! Mr. Fei, you're crazy! There were still a lot of things to do in the company! Besides…besides…I still have something to do in the afternoon.”Thinking about how Yunfan would 'fix' me when I got home, I had to find an excuse to get out of here.
"I don't care about the company's matters. I'm a CEO. Can't I give myself a holiday? What's the matter? What's the matter? I was afraid that you would be tired today, so I only arranged one job for you!”Yun Fan asked.
"I…I just have something to do. Can't I?”I raised my head and said righteously.
"Yes, Mrs. Fei can say anything. However? Not now!" Yun Fan smiled evilly and took out his car keys to start the car.
" Ding!" Yun Fan's hand suddenly remembered. For me, it's timely, but for Yunfan, it's not.
"Hey!" Yun Fan helplessly picked up the phone." What... Okay then."”Yun Fan put down the phone helplessly. "Mrs. Fei, the company has an important contract that they want me to sign. I can't accompany you anymore. I'll send you home first." Yun Fan said regretfully.
"No need, Mr. Fei. I'll go back by myself. Go back and sign the contract. Look, if you want to do bad things, even the heavens won't help you!”I made a face at Yunfan, gloating.
"I still have time to send you home.”Yunfan started the car.
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