Enter the sky that I have experienced, and you will find that you have fallen into an ocean of infinite cruelty and sorrow.
In whose memory, I once recounted my past experiences in an orderly manner, like raindrops carrying a cold wind.
The story was full of ups and downs, sometimes rippling, sometimes heartbreaking.
Suddenly, another huge wave washed away. In the past that I lived in, that girl had no happy memories.
Who is like a boat, floating in my thousands of emotions; It became the most painful thing in her life.
In the torrent of time, I deeply felt the collision of the torrent and the surging of the waves. They were swimming among them.
I thought that I had passed through layers of time and space, but from time to time, I returned to the past.
No matter how much I want to forget the past, no matter how hard I try, I still can't do it.
In the train journey of my life, I seemed to see that thin figure again, how tenaciously it fought against 'fate'…
(Author's thoughts)
" This train will arrive at Caiyuanba Station soon. Please pack your luggage and get ready to get off..."
Unknowingly, Ru Xian had already arrived at her hometown. He brought his daughter back to his mother's side. Other than her mother's careful comfort and endless care, her tears alone could not wash away her grievances and bitterness.
Her gentle and considerate husband, her affectionate eyes, and her handsome face kept appearing in her eyes. How could such an affectionate husband have the heart to abandon her? Beside her, her daughter was also helpless. She was hungry and could only cry to her mother.
Ru Xian had just returned to her parents 'home and was pitied by her brothers and sisters-in-law, but as time passed, she felt that she had been wronged. The sisters-in-law began to point fingers at the mulberry tree and scold the locust tree."A married daughter is like water poured out of the door…Why are you still relying on your family to survive!”
These words were like thousands of steel needles piercing Ru Xian's heart. Ru Xian borrowed 300 yuan from her mother and started her own business. Selling small department stores on the beach was very tiring and bitter. However, she felt much more relaxed now. However, when faced with her child's future, she would always let out a long sigh in the middle of the night…
Just like what her mother-in-law said, her mother couldn't bear to see her daughter become a widow at twenty-two or twenty-three. She went around trying to find a matchmaker. With her daughter's looks, it was not difficult for her to find a husband with a child. As expected, there were many people who agreed to marry him. But Ru Xian rejected them all.
Her mother was very anxious. She was worried that her daughter would become more and more haggard, and eventually…various assumptions floated in her mind. But if she wanted to change her daughter's mind about not meeting those suitors, she just had to meet them first. We can talk about the future slowly. She would know that there was more than one man in the world worthy of her protection.
"A dead person is more important than your mother!”
His tone pierced Ru Xian's heart. "Mom!" She cried out in pain. "Please don't say that!"
Her mother's gaze made her feel cold.
"So, do you agree or not?”her mother asked quickly, her anger returning to her face.
" I…Ah, I want to…" Ru Xian was tongue-tied, but how could she refuse?
Finally, he blurted out,""Yes, I-I promised. But it's just a meeting."
As soon as she said this, she vaguely felt that she had fallen into her mother's trap.
However, she was still glad that she had said that. She did not want her mother to worry about her anymore. She could still remember how hard her mother had worked to raise the seven siblings. Moreover, her father was not her biological father. However, he doted on the seven siblings. Although they lacked food and clothing, they grew up in laughter. His mother was already sick and disabled in her old age because she was too tired. He was already a family member. How could he become a burden to his parents again?
Lonely thoughts, lonely longing. Samsara in the bottom of my heart is a gentle call to miss you during the day, a lonely melody; Dreaming of you in the deep night, lingering with sadness. Where is my return? I can see the end of the world, but you are infinite in the sky…
Ru Xian burned the paper after she finished writing. Whenever she was free, she would use this method to convey her thoughts and feelings for Xiang. She clearly knew that every letter would not receive a reply, but she still stubbornly persisted.
Ru Xian felt very relaxed. After all, she was no longer a child. In fact, her sister-in-law and the others had not said anything wrong. She was already married, so she should not stay in her family. Such a decision seemed to have removed some of the shackles in her heart.
Her mother found a local matchmaker who was slightly famous and brought over the names and eight characters of more than ten suitors. Among these people, Ru Xian chose auspicious signs, which had the same name as Xiang.
"I have a child."
"I know, I don't mind…"
"Why? You really won't mind?"
"I'm not good with words and don't know how to say the vows of eternal love, but I know it's not easy for you.
I hope I can show my sincerity with my actions.
Actually, I saw you at a market a few years ago.
At that moment, I liked you very much, but your nobility made me flinch.”
He suddenly felt that he had said something wrong again…
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean now…I'm really sorry…"
He should have said very tactfully that you have suffered a lot of deep injuries, and perhaps you have not healed yet.
But I believe that in the days to come, I will use my sincerity to soothe your scarred heart. Let me take care of you…
Heh, maybe it was because of his shyness that she agreed to be friends with him first after her mother retired.
Two months later.
He was still very good to his daughter. He even named his daughter Red Child.
Finally…they got married.
The blissful days made Ru Xian's pain from Xiang's departure fade away, and her mother smiled happily.
From then on, Xiang was Ruxian's future and everything she could rely on.
She had no other choice.
"Immortal, Tong Tong's birthday is coming soon. What should we give her as a gift?" Xiang leaned against the bed and asked softly.
"She just needs a stable family and a father who loves her. And You have given her all of this. She doesn't need more love. The child will be spoiled by You.”
" Immortal…" Xiang hesitated.
"What's wrong, just say it…you're being so mysterious.”
"I want to have a child of my own.”He hugged Ru Xian and asked gently. "Are you willing to give me a child?”
Looking at Xiang's face, he was almost thirty years old. How could I…She hummed softly…
"Mom, why is your stomach so big?”Qiu Shi blinked her big eyes and asked Ru Xian curiously.
Ru Xian stroked Qiu Shi's pigtails." There's a mussel hidden in Mommy's stomach. I'll be able to play with Qiu Shi in a few days."”She said blissfully, a faint blush on her face.
In the middle of winter, Qiu Shi's younger brother went out.
Xiang was very happy. She was so excited that she jumped around the room. Full of hope, Ru Xian named her son An An, hoping that the children and the family would be safe. Peace.
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