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After struggling for a long time, the self-pity and self-pity turned into self-consolation and self-deception again. After trying to find a reason calmly, he thought that the situation might not be as serious as he thought. Why didn't he guess that it was due to other factors that caused the blood in his phlegm (he sometimes brushed his teeth in the morning with blood in his saliva)? That is to say, if you catch a cold and cough too much, will it also affect the rupture of the bronchi? Perhaps it was a little bit of blood from the inflammation of the nasal cavity!
Although the results of his self-consolation and self-deceiving thoughts would change him from pessimistic to open-minded, the effect was not great. He still felt as if a huge rock was pressing down on his chest and he could not breathe. He also knew that even if he was still far from death, it was enough to achieve his goal: Threatening his body and mind!
Xingzhong would know that after he lost his health, he could still use human strength to recover--just like his mother's past, wasn't it exposed in despair? -- It was on the eve of the Liberation, and his father had been arrested by the Central Daily News for being a "bandit" and had been incorporated into the Qin Zhun prison in Nanjing. At that time, he was about ten years old, and he never expected that he would be able to restore the Huang Clan to its former glory. Who knew that the People's Liberation Army would cross the river in a small wooden boat and defeat the puppet army of eight million troops at lightning speed? They also rescued so many "prisoners" in the prison, so that his father could be free!
At the same time, his mother was infected by his uncle and contracted early stage lung disease. Later, she missed his father and was ill sometimes. Because Bai Yu's father managed to get a box of western medicine from his father-in-law's house in the rice market, he was saved. Now, when Xingzhong was in trouble, he was far away from his mother in the provincial capital. Who else would come to save him?
First of all, he thought of Bai Yu and her family, especially Bai Yu's feelings for him and his feelings for Li Ying. He had made so many sacrifices for Liying, including the fact that he had always been secretly in love with her. As for Bai Yu, didn't she already take care of him in every possible way?
As long as Xingzhong could tell her in time that he was facing a big " enemy ", and that the series of things between him and Li Ying had come to an end, and now that he was really sick, she would naturally rush to Mother Huang to explain her purpose of coming. She would bring him from the provincial capital, a high-class city, back to the small school in the mountain city where she taught. She would fulfill her promise in the past and serve him like an emperor. In other words, it was like how she had relied on him when she was in elementary school and middle school. If he was willing to rely on Bai Yu now, his future would definitely be saved!
In order to increase his confidence, Xing Zhong reluctantly held on and went to look for Bai Yu's last letter. He read it carefully a few times. He remembered that he had cried a little because of this letter. He was more touched by her than sad, and it turned into a moan.
He didn't know what kind of ruthlessness he had towards Bai Yu. He only felt that he was immersed in the stormy waves of sorrow and illness. He only hoped to find someone who could save him from danger! If Bai Yu really asked him to get married immediately, he would be happy to agree! As for whether he loved her deeply, whether he could love her in the future, and so on, they were not in the scope of consideration. Now, he had to consider how to contact her.
As the saying goes,"A good horse doesn't eat grass again!"”
Initially! In order to maintain his dignity, he was still reserved. He believed that unless Bai Yu begged him again, he would not kneel down to her. However, after a moment of conflicting emotions, he automatically retreated. Now, Xingzhong decided to write a short letter to her to test her tone and see if she had married another old classmate of Xingzhong, Doctor Li from the County People's Hospital.
Although it was easy to write a short letter, completing it was more difficult than anything else for Xing Zhong. He spent a lot of time lying down, sitting down, closing his eyes, thinking, searching for the right words. He also tried to write a few letters, but he tore them all up. He found it even more difficult to write this letter than his father's petition, and he had to throw up his pen and sigh.
In order not to give up on this only feasible safe path, he thought about it again and again. Finally, he had an idea. Why not let someone else mediate this matter? Oh! It would be much better to hand it over to the one nicknamed Bamboo Rod (he had helped him too much in the past when he was an orphan)-because he was already Black Jade's husband and her brother-in-law-and he was eloquent, had been a substitute teacher, and was good at writing. He was both her classmate and a childhood friend in Xingzhong, so he would definitely be competent for this important task.
However, things did not go as he wished. Xingzhong lost Liying from then on. It had been more than 20 years since they last met! -- It was only because of their love for each other that he had to connect with them again…
Chapter 23: Old School Story (End) Chapter 24: Divergence Between Spouses (Page 1)
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