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At this moment, Xingzhong's mother was returning home from the food store in Chengguan Town, the department where she and her eldest daughter Xinghua worked together. When the two old men focused on their eldest son's worries, they were the " enthusiasm " of their daughter-in-law to let bygones be bygones. They didn't want to encourage their son to take revenge on her false hopes, nor did they want to pour cold water on their son's mental burden and emotions, so they used a tone of uncertainty to persuade him to get up.
"Oh!" Destiny was a very strange thing. So, don't invite guests to eat and drink in the future and make her angry! Don't be too strict with Jian Mei's actions!”Mother Huang earnestly learned from her mother-in-law that she had forced her to commit suicide twice, and earnestly taught her a lesson.
"Jianmei is an active member of the Neighborhood Committee, and she's also the favorite of the leader of the Siqing Task Force. It's a small matter if you offend her, but it's not good for the future growth of our Huang family!”Father Huang's sincere words immediately shocked everyone in the attic!
"Um…yes! I know that your concern is for me.”Xingzhong wanted to find Jianmei. When she left, she looked at her parents who were standing at the door of the small attic with a table and eyebrows raised. The feelings immediately surged into her heart. He responded hesitantly, and a small wrinkle appeared on his forehead. In fact, he already had a premonition that something bad was going to happen, so he didn't take his parents 'nagging to heart. However, he was also suspicious of this phenomenon.
This scene, Xing Zhong saw it in his eyes and remembered it in his heart! He was holding a "poster" in his hand (a piece of white paper the size of a newspaper was used to write his comments on the Four Pure Ones), but he was thinking about his past with Jianmei.
The original noble thinking and style of " worrying about the world first, then enjoying the world later " had long disappeared without a trace. There was no exception to the words written by the leader of the Chinese government in 1963,"Learn from Comrade Lei Feng!"”His spirit and words no longer existed in his body and mind.
In all the past events, the first thing Xingzhong thought of was the "secrets" that Jianmei had told him when they were in love.
Because at that time, she had already felt the masculine vitality and endless energy of Xing Zhong. She laughed out loud in excitement. She was bright and happy. She could write, draw, and sing. This infected her. For the first time, she felt that she could be happy to her heart's content without being depressed. This was also the first time that she had not thought of her junior high school form teacher, whom she had been groomed for three years, during the entire time she had been painting with the circus and traveling in Xingzhong! After leaving her form teacher for so long, it was the first time she felt a sense of relief. It was also because of her relationship with Xingzhong that she told Xingzhong the truth. She also told Xingzhong about her two years of laziness, her form teacher's lung disease, his character, and so on.
In fact, Jianmei's class teacher was also a talented student who graduated from a good teacher's college. He had a unique charm when dealing with people. Among the people he had interacted with, there were men with eyebrows and heroes. There was an old man with white hair on his temples, and there was also a young man in his prime. There was no doubt that he was clever and skilled in teaching. Therefore, after Jian Mei entered middle school, she quickly developed a good impression of him. In addition, he was once a primary school graduate taught by her father, so he paid for her tuition and daily expenses for three years of junior high school. It was because of this that they were able to communicate more emotionally with each other!
Jian Mei's father was a capable and tall old man in his sixties who had a son in his later years. He did not have much hair on his bald head, but there were a few sparse long whiskers on his chin. He was the younger brother of the study chamber, but he was born in his hometown and had participated in the Northern Feudal Lords War in the modern and modern history of China. He was also an old teacher in his hometown. It was only because Jian Mei's mother, son, and daughter were all farmers that his poor elementary school teacher's income could not support his family's life. She felt guilty for not being able to satisfy Jianmei's thirst for knowledge, so she took the initiative to support her daughter's form teacher. When he learned that the former student had malaria, he insisted on his own objection, causing this marriage that was almost "childhood sweethearts" to be broken.
A relationship between a man and a woman without physical union was empty and without content. At the same time, a mere physical relationship was also empty. However, to Jian Mei, the emptiness of a physical relationship was something she could endure. However, if the physical relationship was removed, what was left was an empty relationship between a man and a woman. Could she endure this emptiness? She no longer had the confidence. This was proof that she was mature and open-minded as a woman!
Everyone had their own difficulties."Every family has their own difficulties.”
- --- He had hurt his heart because of his "feelings"!
He was getting more and more annoyed. He felt more and more that it was wrong for Jianmei not to go home for lunch. It was as if a bottle of vinegar had been knocked over in his heart. After facing the facts in front of him and the results of his investigation, how cold was his hand and heart? At that time, he bit his lips tightly again, his teeth sinking into his flesh. The pain made him tremble and fall. He began to ask himself in a daze,
"Am I really a coward? No wonder that one catty and two taels of fine wool sweater from Shanghui's Bee brand, which Xinghua hand-knitted for my father many days ago, and the wedding gift that my father left for me and I gave to Jianmei, had already flown away (she gave it to her homeroom teacher). What was even more infuriating was that they had two 'marriage certificates' printed in peach red and gold powder. She actually dared to bring them all back to her parents 'house. In order to express her' determination to divorce', she took the initiative to let her form teacher tear them off in front of her!……”Page 20
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