When she woke up, Luoli looked at the time. It was past seven o'clock. Her right hand had been resting on her head the entire night. It was sore and numb. She turned around and saw that Tang Muchen was still hugging her and sleeping soundly.
She had never seen this guy sleeping. Now, it seemed that Tang Muchen was more likable when he was sleeping. Her long eyelashes made her look childish. His slightly retracted lips seemed to be hiding something he had not said.
However, when she thought of this guy's bad behavior last night, Luoli was furious. She reached out and tugged at Tang Muchen's face." You're making fun of me."
Tang Muchen didn't mind. He didn't even open his eyes. He reached out to wrap Luoli's hand, rubbed his face, and continued to sleep.
Ah, ah, ah! Luoli was furious. She broke free from the blanket and pulled Tang Muchen's leg hair.
Ah! Tang Muchen successfully jumped up and hugged his right leg, rubbing it hard.
"Aren't you a little too ruthless? Don't you know it hurts?" Tang Muchen looked at Luoli, who was smiling smugly. He really wanted to pounce on this girl.
"I only moved because I knew it was painful." Luoli raised her head and said righteously," How dare you bully me. It's fine if your drinking is so bad, but you still came here to behave atrociously. Let me tell you, don't let me see you drinking in the future. Otherwise, you'll suffer."”
"Got it. It won't happen again." Tang Muchen pretended to be humble and lowered his head, occasionally stealing glances at Luoli.
"Next time? There will be a next time!" Do you want to die? Luoli rushed over and strangled Tang Muchen's neck, intending to get rid of any future troubles.
"Murdering your husband!" Tang Muchen grabbed Luoli's hand and shouted at the top of his lungs.
"F * ck your husband. The person who dares to marry me hasn't even been born yet!”Luoli exerted some strength and sat on Tang Muchen's body. She looked down at him, her small mouth slightly panting and her small face red.
Tang Muchen swallowed his saliva, and something on his body that was already very unconscious raised its head and puffed out its chest.
"Baby, it's early in the morning. Let's do something meaningful. Don't waste such a good time.”Tang Muchen raised his eyebrows and said something full of hints. He really had the spirit of not being afraid of death, knowing that there was a tiger in the mountain.
"Something meaningful? Nothing good will come out of being with you." Luo Li didn't hear the hidden meaning behind his words, she only knew that this fellow definitely had ill intentions.
Tang Muchen sighed. Was this girl really stupid or was she playing dumb? Tang Muchen hugged Luoli's waist and turned over, pressing her under him and taking the initiative.
After the position swap, the two of them pressed their lower bodies together and Luoli finally understood what he meant. Ah, this guy wouldn't be in heat so early in the morning, right?
Luo Li was so frightened that her heart was thumping wildly. She did not dare to move and did not dare to breathe loudly, afraid that if she was not careful, she would get into trouble.
"You annoying little vixen." Tang Muchen used the tip of his nose to scratch Luo Li's nose and sighed softly against her. His tone was no longer frivolous, but instead, there was a faint sadness.
Luoli could hear the helplessness in his words. Her originally anxious heart sank and her resisting hand slowly dropped.
"I'm sorry." Tang Muchen continued," I didn't do it on purpose. I was just worried about you." If you really don't like it, I won't force you.”
As he spoke, Tang Muchen got up and sat on the edge of the bed. There was a faint pain on his face.
Luoli bit her lip and sat up cross-legged as well. She looked at Tang Muchen's slightly bent back and was filled with emotions. This man had accompanied her through the darkest times of her life, and she was filled with gratitude towards him. However, she really did not want to mention the word love again. Love was too heavy for her. What happened three years ago made her lose her closest kin. Now, she really did not have the courage to start over. Could she not love?
" Tang Muchen." Luoli hesitated for a moment before deciding to say it out loud." I should be the one apologizing." I know you're good to me, and I'm very grateful to you. If it weren't for you, I might not have lived until today. You are very important in my life, the most important person so far, but I…love and gratitude are two different things. You should understand that I am grateful to you, and love is too heavy for me. I can't afford it. I know you're disappointed, but I still want to make it clear to you. If you're ambiguous now, I'm afraid you'll be even more disappointed in the future.”
After a long silence, Tang Muchen's heart ached as he listened. He would rather his girl play dumb with him than to open up like this. That's right, he was deceiving himself and himself. He would deceive himself for as long as he could. Isn't it good to live a silly life? Why do you have to be clear about everything? His heart was made of flesh, so he could still feel pain!
"Little vixen, I really want to strangle you.”Tang Muchen gritted his teeth." You really don't know what's good for you. Can't you just say something nice to coax me? You're already mine. Is it so difficult to give me your heart? Where am I not good enough? Tell me, can't I change it?"
"You're too good, that's why I'm afraid.”Luoli did not know that she could still cry." I'm not worthy of you." The perfect lover can only exist in my dreams forever, but you are the perfect man in front of me. I'm not a 100-point woman. You know that I'm very detestable. I have a lot of shortcomings that always make you feel a headache and sad. Why must you have me?”
Too good is also wrong? Tang Muchen really wanted to crack open her head and see if she was filled with paste.
"I became so good because of you!”Tang Muchen was so angry that he was trembling. He grabbed her with his strong arms and said," If you can't afford a man who's too good, do you want a man who's bad?" Do you have no confidence in me? I can swear that in this life, I will only love you!”
"I have no confidence in myself." Luoli lowered her head and sobbed." Don't talk to me about a lifetime. Do you know how long a lifetime is? In this world, other than time, there was nothing that lasted forever. You think you can love me forever, but that's because tomorrow isn't here yet. Do you know what will happen tomorrow? Do you know that you will still love me tomorrow?”
Snorting, Luoli wiped the tears that were still falling from her face. Her voice was already choked with sobs."I did give her to you, but I can't control my heart. Sometimes, I even suspect that I might not have a heart anymore.”
Tang Muchen couldn't stand it anymore and pulled her into his arms.""Alright, stop crying. I won't force you. I won't force you again. You can do whatever you want. I won't restrict you anymore. But I beg you, can you rely on me like before? You have to know that being needed by you is a very happy thing for me. Can you not deprive me of my happiness?”
"You don't have to work so hard.”Luoli lay on his shoulder, her tone disappointed.
"I'm not tired. I feel very happy. As long as you can be happy, I'm willing to be a clown.”Afraid that she would go back on her word, Tang Muchen hurriedly changed the topic." You should be at work, right? I've rested for too long and my brain is fried."
"Yes, I am. I've already canceled my leave. I'll start work today. He would be in the studio during the day and would be filming outside in the evening.”It had been a long time since she cried like this. Her nose was tightly stuffed and she felt very uncomfortable. Luoli blew her nose and got up to wash her face.
The cold water was poured on her face. Luoli looked at her red eyes that were like rabbits. She thought about what Tang Muchen had said just now. Her chest was still tight and she could not breathe for a long time.
"Hurry up, girl. If you dawdle any longer, you'll be late.”Tang Muchen was outside the door, and his teasing tone could not hide his worry.
Taking a deep breath and slowly calming herself down, Luoli replied,"Don't be noisy. I'm coming."
Tang Muchen was relieved when he heard this. The girl was willing to make a fuss with him, which meant that she was fine. The two of them dawdled for a while, then went out to look for food and went to work.
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