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The sea at night was not stable. When the tide rose, the sound of waves hitting the shore rose and fell in a regular pattern.
The winter sea breeze was very cold and wet. It slapped his face unscrupulously, causing him to feel an obvious burning pain.
There were not many people on the beach. Other than a few winter swimming enthusiasts who were still tossing and turning in the designated sea area, there was almost no one else.
The salty taste of the sea breeze made Shang Yuqin feel uncomfortable. He involuntarily sniffed and pulled his windbreaker tighter. He braced himself and followed Luoli up a stone bridge.
The bridge wasn't long, only about a hundred meters, but it was clearly well-built.
At the end of the long corridor was a double-story, four-sided pavilion. At this moment, the night enveloped the entire sea. The pavilion was lit with a dim yellow light, like a lighthouse on the vast sea. Although it was not bright, it was warm.
The trestle was built very high, but the rising waves still occasionally attacked the long stone road paved with polished granite. The road was wet and slippery.
Shang Yuqin followed closely behind Luoli, afraid that she would accidentally fall.
Before she reached the pavilion, Luoli stopped and turned to face the dark blue sea. The waves that were like bubbles splashed onto her shoes without any hesitation.
After a long silence, Luoli still did not say a word. She only stared blankly at the ink in front of her.
She actually brought him here. Luoli could not help but feel ashamed for her own hindsight.
In the past two years, Tang Muchen and Zhihan were most afraid of her coming to the beach. Every time they mentioned going to the beach to ride the waves, they would be rejected by all kinds of strange reasons. The most exaggerated time, when they saw that they had already reached the beach, they were still dragged back by Tang Muchen. The reason they gave her was that there would be a tsunami today.
To hell with the tsunami, lying to her in broad daylight without even making a draft. Even a fool wouldn't be so stupid.
However, hehe, when she thought about how she had been beaten up by Zhihan when she had gone berserk, Luo Li could not help but laugh out loud. She knew that they were worried about her. Since that was the case, she obediently cooperated.
But now, she actually brought him here!
Was her head dizzy or was her hand itchy?
In fact, when he was driving just now, he didn't know what was wrong with him. He didn't have any other thoughts in his mind. He just wanted to take a walk by the beach.
Luoli exhaled and explained her inconceivable behavior. Just take it that she missed this cold feeling and also let her confirm that she was still alive and well!
The people behind her were not as relaxed as she was. The sea breeze made Shang Yuqin feel a little dizzy. With the spirit of dying early and reincarnating early, he could not help but ask first,"What do you want to tell me? It's windy here. Why don't we go somewhere else?”
Upon hearing his question, the relaxed look in Luoli's black eyes quickly disappeared. After pondering for a moment, she calmly said," Do you know what it feels like to be soaked in the icy cold seawater?”
She turned around and leaned against the railing that was half the height of a person. Seeing Shang Yuqin's slightly surprised expression, Luo Li kindly explained,"" It's not just cold. It's also painful. That coldness is like a mouth that cuts open your skin, devours your blood, and gnaws on your bones until your internal organs feel pain. When the pain reaches an extreme point and you become numb, you'll be free.”
Turning her face slightly, she used the dim light and the glistening water to look at Shang Yuqin's pale face. The corners of her mouth curled into a strange smile,""One day two years ago, I finally got the chance to run out of the sanatorium when no one was around and come here. I walked all the way to the end of the bridge, climbed over the railing, and jumped down.”
Shang Yuqin's body trembled even more, it was hard to tell if it was the cold wind or the chill in his heart.
His Luoli was so cruel…
How could she say such a cruel thing so casually?
No, he didn't want to hear it, and he didn't want to hear it. He would rather keep the original her in his heart forever. Even if he was deceiving himself, it was better than listening to her narrate the past like a storybook. It was too scary.
He regretted coming with her. Even if she mocked him for being a coward, it was better than suffering here. He knew very well that this was not a story. It had really happened before, and it had happened to the woman he loved deeply. What was even crueler was that all of this was because of him!
Luo Li did not seem to notice his reaction and continued to speak in a lukewarm manner,"I don't know how long I soaked in the water. When I regained consciousness, I was already lying on the shore. There were a few shirtless people around me.”Luoli pointed at the people in the swimming area in front of them." It's the people from the winter swimming area. At that time, I thought that I was too stupid and should be more careful next time. I had to avoid them. Besides, the way I jumped wasn't quite right either. I should have jumped headfirst. Perhaps I wouldn't have been able to wait for others to notice me.”
"Stop talking! Don't say anymore!" Shang Yuqin covered his ears, bent over and hugged his head, shouting at the top of his lungs.
Unfortunately, the sea was too tolerant. The roar was quickly swallowed by the tide, leaving not even a trace of sound.
"Didn't you want to know? Why don't you let me say it?" Luoli shook her head and let out two hollow laughs.
It turned out that she was much more apathetic than he had imagined. Even if it was such a terrible past, she could still be as calm as usual. If Doctor Yang knew, he would be overjoyed, right? The past was in the past. So what if she didn't dare to face it? She had lost her only family forever.
The corners of her lips were still curled up, but tears fell. Since when did she learn to use a smile to hide everything? No matter how happy or sad she was, a smile was the only thing left.
Are you alright? The person I love the most.
The sea and sky in the distance became a deep blue. The cold air seemed to have solidified, and the wind became solid. It was like a sharp blade that cut through the skin and the heart.
Pain was contagious.
"Why? Tell me why? Why are you so cruel to yourself? Is it harder to live than to die?" Shang Yuqin couldn't stand her mocking expression and continued to roar, his pale face turning ashen.
"I thought you would know why.”His calm voice seemed to be comforting the furious Shang Yuqin." You should know how important you were to me in the past.”
As expected, Shang Yuqin quieted down. An untimely sense of pride welled up in his heart. From what he knew, Luoli was not someone who would easily express her love. They had been together for five years and this was the first time he had heard such touching words. It was a pity that it was in such an occasion.
Under the dim light and the shadows, a subtle chill flashed across Luoli's face as she continued,""You kept avoiding me and used all sorts of reasons. It was only at the last moment that I realized how ridiculous I was. " I've always chosen to believe in you. I've always believed in you, but you used my trust in you to stab me ruthlessly.”
" I'm sorry..." Any apology would be useless at this moment. Shang Yuqin knew that he had let down Luoli's trust in him. Especially since Luoli was a person who had a strong obsession with cleanliness. He had sullied her feelings and it would be futile to redeem them.
" Haha…" Luoli smiled at him, her icy hand caressing his equally icy face. Her expression was surprisingly calm, but her black pupils were misty, her stubborn tears unwilling to fall.
She pretended to be strong and pitiful, successfully arousing Shang Yuqin's heartache by hundreds of times. He could no longer control himself and pulled her into his arms, hugging her with all his strength.
A man's tears fell silently.
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