The first few chapters were a little short, so I'll make it up today ~ I wish everyone a happy reading ~O(Empyrean_Empyrean)O~
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"Did you get in touch with someone from the past?”Doctor Yang guessed without waiting for Luoli's reply.
"I met him because I was unlucky." Luoli focused on the iron fern on the windowsill and answered tiredly," I met him at the company. His company has a partnership with ours and we met during a meeting.”
"And after that?"
Luoli raised her head and glanced at him, forcing a smile."Have you started charging?"
Doctor Yang was slightly stunned for a moment, but he quickly reacted. This girl was trying to make him feel at ease, and she did not forget to tease him."Yes, the bill is starting."
He looked at the clock on the wall and said,"The time is 16:37."”
"How boring. I thought you would give me a discount or something on account of the beautiful clothes I bought for your precious daughter.”
"That depends on your performance." Doctor Yang did not intend to treat Luoli as a patient he had first come into contact with, so he did not let her lie down on the chair. Instead, he changed his position and sat opposite her.
"Let's continue with the previous question. How many times did you interact with him after that? What did you do when you met him?”
Perhaps it was because she often dealt with criminals, but Luo Li felt helpless when she saw Doctor Yang, who was acting like he was interrogating a criminal. She thought about it for a moment and said honestly,"We met three times alone. The first time was for a cup of coffee and a meal. The second time was to watch a movie, and the third time was to go to the amusement park.”
"Ah, you have quite a lot of tricks." Doctor Yang nodded and said," He arranged it?”
"Yes, he's the one who's looking for me." Luo Li felt that if there really was a person who sold medicine for regret in this world, that person would definitely be the richest person in the world.
"But you didn't reject it." Doctor Yang hit the nail on the head." What are you thinking? What do you plan to do?"
"I didn't think too much about it in the beginning. I just felt that if I didn't have a good talk with him, he wouldn't give up. It was just that as we talked, things didn't seem to be what I had imagined. I wanted to take revenge on him, but I didn't know what to do.”
"Then what did you do?" Doctor Yang asked bit by bit. Perhaps the conflicting feelings were the root cause of her relapse.
"I told him a bit about the past.”Luoli laughed bitterly." We went to the beach and I accidentally pushed him into the sea. He stayed in the hospital for four days and I heard that he was discharged yesterday.”
"Did you really miss?" Doctor Yang furrowed his eyebrows, and his gaze behind the lenses was unusually sharp.
"You don't believe me?" Luo Li knew that it was difficult to explain what she had done, so she did not care about his doubts. She only said calmly," I wish I had done it on purpose."”
After Doctor Yang heard this, his gaze softened and he patted her shoulder to show his understanding.
"How have you been recently? Did she remember everything from the past?”
" More or less." Luo Li looked at him with a regretful expression." Your efforts have been wasted."”
"Insomniac again?"
"Yes, I've finished all the leftover medicine.”Luoli pursed her lips, appearing very helpless.
"Do you still love him?" Doctor Yang changed the topic and said something shocking.
Luoli stared at him with wide eyes, thinking that she had heard wrongly."Love?"
He thought about it carefully and shook his head."I don't know. When I went to the hospital to see him, I had a strange feeling in my heart, but I couldn't tell what it was.”
"Then do you hate him?" Doctor Yang asked the opposite question.
"Maybe. I feel like I should hate him, but I don't feel that strong emotion. When I first saw him, I was shocked. My heart was clenched tightly and it hurt. However, after that, I didn't feel anything special. My rationality told me to hate him and punish him.”
"I don't know what to do. There seem to be two people arguing in my mind. One wants to let him go, but the other wants to punish him.”As Luoli spoke, she hugged her head tightly and suppressed her voice. Her body was also trembling slightly.
" Don't worry." Doctor Yang saw this and comforted her in a gentle and slow tone." Come, do it with me. Take a deep breath. Slowly, inhale. Yes, exhale again. Repeat a few times."”
Luoli slowly adjusted her breathing according to his gestures, forcing herself to calm down.
" I'm sorry." Luoli lowered her head." I've made you worry."”
" You've learned to control your emotions." Dr. Yang shook his head and said," As long as you give yourself some psychological hints to increase your confidence, there won't be any major problems."”
After gesturing for her to drink some water to relax, Doctor Yang continued,"Actually, you don't care about him as much as you think. The confusion you have now comes from the conflict between your heart and reason. What I want to tell you is that emotions and reason can never be separated, but when it comes to feelings, you have to listen to your heart and what you want. Remember, life is your own, and only you can make it better or worse. If you made a decision that made you feel pain, it could only mean that it was definitely not a good choice. You might as well make a list in your heart and compare the choices you make with the possible situations that might happen after you make the choice. Perhaps you will know the answer.”
Luoli looked at him, a ray of light seeping into her gloomy heart. She nodded solemnly."I understand."
Doctor Yang smiled in relief and poured her another cup of tea."You still have something to say, right? What else is troubling you?"
"Can you not be so powerful?" Luo Li pouted." In front of you, it's like I'm naked. You can see everything.”
" Hehe," Dr. Yang laughed at this not too elegant but very appropriate metaphor." Hurry up. If you can finish it within an hour, I'll try to give you a discount."”
"What do you mean by fighting? You're the boss. You can charge me whatever you want.”Luoli was not convinced and muttered," I'm going to Japan tomorrow.”
"Business trip or vacation?"
"Business trip? I'm not that lucky to travel. Speaking of which, it's all Tang Muchen's fault. This damn guy didn't even discuss it with me and pushed me so far away.”Luoli stretched her waist.
"Is it because of him?" Doctor Yang could naturally see through Tang Muchen's thoughts, so it was understandable for him to do so.
"Part of it." Luoli shrugged." Actually, there's no need for him to be like this. He has to face what's coming. If I can't face it, I'll face you."”
"Haha, you still haven't told me what you want me to do.”Doctor Yang felt more and more that he was too great. He could save a patient with depression who was so serious that she kept seeking death into a sly girl who could make people laugh and cry with just a few words.
"I don't know if a change of environment will affect my mood. I'm a little worried.”Luoli hesitated for a moment but still revealed her purpose for coming today.
"You want to rely on medicine?" Doctor Yang was very sensitive and immediately guessed her thoughts.
"I just want to be safe. Even though you are very confident in me, you also know that ever since I received treatment at your place, I haven't gone far. My daily life is a fixed pattern. I don't know how I will react if I suddenly go to such a far place.”Luoli felt that the older she grew, the more useless she became. Why would she be afraid of such a change? It wasn't a long-term one. It was only three days. However, she was really used to being stable. Even the slightest change would make her feel terrified. Could this be considered a sequela of depression?
"Judging from the recent situation, I don't think it's necessary.”Doctor Yang looked at Luoli's disappointed expression and quickly finished his sentence." Of course, as you said, we don't know what will happen after we change our environment. It's necessary to make some preparations.”
Doctor Yang walked back to his desk and wrote as he spoke,"I'll prescribe a new medicine for you. The side effects of this medicine are relatively small, and there won't be any obvious discomfort even if you stop taking it. However, it was still the same sentence. Medicine was 30% poisonous. If you could adjust yourself, try your best. Don't touch it unless it was absolutely necessary.”
Doctor Yang handed her the prescription." You're already very familiar with this place. You don't need me to tell you where to get the medicine, right?"”
Luoli took the prescription and made a face at him. He turned around and thought of something. He turned around and said,"Help me say hi to sister-in-law. Also, I'll bring a gift for Bao 'er so that she'll remember me.”
Sister-in-law was Yang Hanze's wife, and Bao 'er was the couple's precious daughter. She was a very clever little ghost. Luoli fell in love with this little girl the moment she saw her. As long as there was nothing else, she would carry this precious little girl out to play. She would even pinch her toot little face from time to time, kissing and nibbling at her, simply unable to put her down.
Tang Muchen teased her, treating her like a high-class toy. Luoli was so angry that she chased him around the house, laughing so hard that everyone in the room collapsed.
In fact, happiness could be a very simple thing.
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