The knot in Lan Yue's heart was completely untied. This wasn't like what Qin Kexin had said about Lan Yue being able to love Lan Tian or even become Lan Tian's woman. Instead, it made Blue Moon understand that she had only been tainted for a moment, but the traces of her being tainted had long been washed away by her tears. The only thing that existed was the shadow in the depths of her heart. When the blue pearl with spirituality and spiritual energy entered her body, the shame that she once thought could not be erased disappeared.
However, Blue Moon still remembered her hatred and still wanted to avenge her, but now it was not just for herself.
Lan Tian was also thinking about something. This was a state that Lan Tian rarely had. Chen Lu had expressed her love for him a long time ago, and she even said to him on the night she accompanied Little Dan Yang to have fun, I won't marry anyone but you. Chen Lu was excellent in all aspects, and absolutely excellent. Her height and figure were comparable to any movie star or popular model. Her talent, knowledge, and appearance were even more outstanding, especially her execution.
Even Lan Tian himself wouldn't believe that he had no feelings for Chen Lu. However, Lan Tian could not accept Chen Lu as his lover. One reason was that Lan Tian had a secret hidden deep in his heart. This secret had always been buried in Lan Tian's heart and had never been told to anyone. Lan Tian also found it hard to tell anyone, even his best brother. Secondly, Lan Tian was also worried about the identity and outcome of his righteous cause. He was afraid that he would bring harm to the people he loved, even the threat of death. He was also afraid that he would die one day because of a mistake or other reasons.
Chen Lu was a good sister and could be a good lover. That was why Lan Tian didn't want to hurt her, let alone hurt her. If Blue Moon hadn't made things clear today, Blue Sky would have continued to muddle through. But from today onwards, he could not. Chen Lu's " I'll wait for your brother to marry me anytime " had clearly told Lan Tian that he, Chen Lu, loved him and wanted to marry him. Although society was very open nowadays, it was rare for a woman who was outstanding in all aspects to confess to a man like this.
What should he do? Lan Tian fell into deep thought. How many problems were not worth mentioning in front of him? Could it be that he could not find a way to solve this problem? Could it be that only by telling Chen Lu the knot in his heart could the problem be solved?
It seemed that he could only speak bluntly and confess the bitter past in his heart. After thinking of a way, he was no longer frustrated. At this moment, Qin Kexin brought Chen Lu and Blue Moon back to the room where Blue Sky was resting. Blue Moon's eyes were smiling, her eyes were clearer, and her face was more beautiful. Lan Tian didn't know what Qin Kexin had done for Blue Moon, so he didn't ask. Since Godmother said that it was a woman's matter, why should he, a man, ask?
Since Qin Kexin's waist had just recovered, he couldn't let her work too much. After helping Qin Kexin to the room where Lan Tian was resting, Chen Lu went to the kitchen to prepare dinner hand in hand with Lan Yue.
"Godmother, rest for a while. Your waist is just right.”Lan Tian helped Qin Kexin sit on a chair and placed a cotton cushion behind her waist. Then, he asked,""Godmother, where did my godfather go? Why hadn't he come back all day?”
"He said that a few of his old comrades have arrived in Beijing, so he went to join in the fun. At such an old age, he was still not stable all day. Long 'er, I heard from Lulu that you've established a group. It's called the Blue Sky Group, right? This wasn't like when he was working in the past. The burden on his shoulders was heavy, and he had to be calmer and more composed when he encountered problems. Lulu also said that you had a drinking contest with him that day, right? Hmph, who would not treat their own life as their own? This Jianguo is really something. He came up with such a stupid idea to provoke you to meet him. You're not allowed to do that again in the future. Otherwise, Godmother will be worried to death. If something really happened, Little Dan Yang would cry.”Qin Kexin said to Lan Tian lovingly, and Lan Tian could only nod repeatedly.
Dinner was quickly prepared. After dinner, Lan Tian gave some instructions to Moon and Little Dan Yang before going back with Chen Lu.
After leaving the courtyard, Lan Tian took the car key from Chen Lu's hand and pressed the central control lock to open the door of the passenger seat for Chen Lu. After Chen Lu got in the car, she closed the door and returned to the driver's seat. She opened the door, got in the car, closed the door, and started the fire. The red Passat 2.0 drove forward silently.
When the car arrived at the place where Lan Tian met Huang Zhenyue fishing, Lan Tian stopped the car and said to Chen Lu,""Sis, it's still early. Let's go down and sit by the river and talk.”Lan Tian got out of the car, opened the door for Chen Lu, and then closed it.
Ever since Lan Tian took the keys from Chen Lu's hands and got out of the car, Chen Lu did not say a word. This made Lan Tian feel strange.
When they arrived at the river, Lan Tian took out a cushion from the car and placed it on the ground for Chen Lu to sit down. He then sat down on the ground. Although he had thought of what to say to Chen Lu, he didn't know how to say it when he looked at her.
After thinking for a long time, Lan Tian finally found a topic to talk about. He said to Chen Lu,"Sis, why aren't you surprised that I know how to drive?”
"What's so strange about that? There's only one thing I can be sure of now, and that is that you will never have children. I'm not surprised at what you know and what you don't.”Chen Lu said calmly on the surface, but her heart was beating like a drum.
"Hehe, is Sister that confident in me?”It was easy to sing after the show started. Blue Sky followed the topic and began to talk.
"Sister, do you know why I don't dare to accept you and confess my love to you? In fact, I am not worthy of love, nor am I qualified to love others. There is a place deep in my heart that is very dirty and even shameless. If I didn't understand your feelings and love for me, then I would be a fool. I didn't accept my sister's affection and love because I'm not worthy in this aspect. There is another reason that I cannot accept.”
"Love is pure and cannot have the slightest bit of filth, but I just had to be stained with filth. Love must be from the beginning to the end, but there is no guarantee that I will be with you until we grow old. It's not that there's any unforeseen event, but that I'm afraid that I'll leave this world for some special reason. Therefore, I have no face to accept your affection and love. Actually, my heart is also very bitter, but I don't want you to suffer with me.”
Lan Tian's words made Chen Lu's heart relax. Since you understand my feelings and my love, then everything else doesn't matter. Although I don't know what your so-called filth in love is, it doesn't matter to me.
Lan Tian took out a cigarette box and Chen Lu took a lighter from his hand and lit it for him. With the light of the lighter, Chen Lu saw the tears on Lan Tian's face.
Lan Tian took a puff of his cigarette and said," My parents passed away when I was four years old. Fortunately, the coal mine is owned by the town, so my brother and I can still get 20 yuan of living expenses every month. Although the money is less, it can still support our lives. From then on, my brother didn't go to school. Instead, he learned how to farm from the adults. When it was time for me to go to school, my brother was recruited by the town. He received and received miner's lamps for the miners in the mine. He had a salary of more than 30 yuan a month. Coupled with the subsidies given to us by the town, our life was much better than before.”
"When I was 10 years old and my brother was 15 years old, another mine accident happened. Uncle Liu, who was usually very good to us brothers, died in that mine accident. After Uncle Liu's death, there were only Aunt Liu and his two daughters at home. Uncle Liu's eldest daughter is called Liu Jie, and she's one year older than my brother. I don't know what the younger daughter's name is. From then on, my brother did the work of two families by himself. Auntie Liu also treated us like her own children. Auntie Liu cooked for us every day. Although life was hard, it was not bad.”
"As I grew up day by day, I also liked to look at beautiful girls. Moreover, the most beautiful girl in our town is Liu Jie from Uncle Liu's family. Sis, you've seen the movie star Tao Huimin, right? Liu Jie looks like her, but the only difference is that she's younger and prettier than Tao Huimin. At that time, although I was very sensible, I was also very naughty at times and could not finish my homework. Whenever I was naughty or didn't finish my homework, my brother would get angry and shout at me. Liu Jie would always come over to persuade my brother and then coax me to do my homework. When my brother gets angry with me, he only shouts at me and never hits me.”
After Lan Tian finished smoking, Chen Lu took out another cigarette from the box and handed it to him. Then, she lit it up for him with a lighter. Lan Tian glanced at Chen Lu and continued,""When Liu Jie coaxed me to do my homework, it was my happiest moment. She always sat beside me with a small stool, touching my head with one hand and fanning me with the other. It was like my mother was beside me. Sometimes I would secretly look up at her while I was writing. When she found out, she would gently hit me on the head and urge me to write faster. When I finished my homework and went to bed, Liu Jie went to talk to my brother and washed his clothes.”
" Hehe," Lan Tian smiled and said,""In order to let Liu Jie accompany me more and let me see her a few more times, I became more and more mischievous and always stopped doing my homework. Later, she found out. Liu Jie said to me, Little guy, if you play any more tricks in the future, I won't care about you anymore. After saying this, she smiled. That smile was so beautiful, so beautiful, so beautiful. I was really stunned. At that time, I secretly fell in love with her. Although I didn't know what love was at that time, I only thought in my heart that when I grew up, I would marry Liu Jie like my father married my mother.”
"When I was 16 and my brother was 21, I had just entered high school. One day, when I came home from school, I saw the word "happy" pasted on the door of my house. There were many tables in the courtyard and people were everywhere. After entering the door, I found out that it was my brother and Liu Jie's engagement today. In my place, engagement is more important than marriage. When I heard this news, my mind immediately buzzed and I almost fainted. How could this be? How could this be? I kept asking myself, I wanted to shout, I wanted to make a scene, I wanted to smash things. At that time, I even wanted to pull Liu Jie over and ask her why she wanted to get engaged to my brother.”
Lan Tian paused and took a deep breath to calm himself down. Then he continued,"But I saw my brother's smiling face. He was smiling so happily." This was the first time my brother smiled happily since my parents passed away. Although Liu Jie was very shy, she also smiled happily. She and my brother poured wine for the guests and thanked them. Aunt Liu smiled even more.”
"At that time, I was afraid that my momentary impulsiveness would forever disrupt their happiness today. She secretly ran to the mountain behind my house. On the mountain, I was shouting and shouting, cutting trees with stones and pulling leaves. After venting, I was tired and fell asleep under the tree.”
"When I woke up, I saw people holding torches all over the mountain and heard everyone shouting my name. I wanted to stand up, but as soon as I got up, I fell down with a thud. The people who were looking for me rushed over when they heard the sound. My brother was the first to rush over. He picked me up and said,"Little brother, what's wrong with you? Why did you come to the mountains alone?" Then, he touched my head and said, She's still on the mountain so late at night. Look, she's already having a fever. I said,"Brother, I'm fine. I just miss my parents. Come and sit on the mountain for a while."”
"Brother carried me home. Liu Jie, who has already become my sister-in-law, quickly made me some ginger syrup and drank it. I fell asleep.”
"Ever since then, Liu Jie's shadow has always been in my mind. After I finished hoeing, Liu Jie gently wiped my sweat. Then, I thought about how Liu Jie used to pat my head and accompany me to do my homework when I was young. There were many times when Liu Jie was working alone in my house, and I wanted to rush up and hold her in my arms. At that time, I felt like I had gone crazy, but I could only endure it.”
"In my hometown, if a brother-in-law flirts with his sister-in-law, he will be beaten to death. This family will be looked down upon by the entire town and will never be able to raise their heads. I'm not afraid of being beaten to death. It's worth it even if I'm beaten to death. I was afraid that my brother, who depended on me for survival, would be looked down upon by others. I was even more afraid that my beloved Liu Jie would never be able to raise her head. I was almost crazy, so there was a limit to my patience. I was afraid of incest, afraid that my brother and Liu Jie would lose their happiness. Three months after my brother got engaged, I left a letter for them and left home.”
"I said in the letter that I had been chosen by a state agency for special training and secret training, so I had to leave home. I even told my brother,"Tell others that a distant relative found us and brought me to study at their place so that I can get into university."”
At this point, Lan Tian stopped narrating the past. He turned to look at Chen Lu, who was also full of tears, and said," My sister-in-law, Liu Jie, has always occupied my heart. Although I knew that this was impossible and that this was an absolute mistake, I just couldn't untie this knot. Sis, I was so shameless back then. Sister, why do you love such a person? Sister, why do you have to love someone who shouldn't be in your heart and always has delusions?”
"If you had held your sister-in-law in your arms back then, even if you hadn't done anything else, you would still be a bastard. However, things weren't like that, and the result wasn't like that either. Then, you were an infatuated seed. Loving someone so crazily, but in the end, you left home for the sake of the person you love, it shows that you are a real man. Lan Tian, who wouldn't love a real man who is infatuated with you? So, what you said only made my love for you even stronger.”
"Alright, Sis, I'm done talking. I'm happy now and won't blame myself for my stupidity and recklessness. Can you give me some more time to completely untie this knot?”
"I told you, I'm ready. I'm waiting for you to marry me anytime. I will wait, I will wait forever." Chen Lu said without giving Lan Tian any chance.
"Also, the lies I made up in the letter I left for my brother have become true. I've joined a secret organization. According to the organization's rules, I can't tell my wife the name of the organization. Moreover, my life could be in danger at any time. This is also an important reason why I don't dare to accept you.”
" Lan Tian," Chen Lu pulled Lan Tian into her arms and pressed her face against Lan Tian's."Lan Tian, although I don't know what organization you've joined, and I don't want to ask for any information, I'm not sure. A good woman would never do that. "But ever since I met you, everything you said, did, saw, and heard was right. You were fighting for the rights of the weak and seeking justice for others. This included Little Danyang, Blue Moon, and the female armed police soldiers. It might be far-fetched to say that you were selfless. There was no such thing as a selfless person in this world, even if his selfishness was for the sake of others. However, you can be called a grand duke. You can obviously get the benefits for yourself, but for the sake of the public, you can take them out and share them with everyone. We can completely pay a sum of money to acquire a bankrupt company and ignore everything else. However, you just have to think about those laid-off workers and give yourself a lot of problems.”
Looking up at the sky, Chen Lu continued,""I don't want to leave any regrets in my life. I love you, so I can't miss you. I don't want you to have any regrets, so I must give you a little blue sky. If one day you really leave us, I will be sad, but I have no regrets. I will live with my little blue sky and let it grow up happily. When he's sensible, I'll tell him what kind of person his father is. If he's willing, I'll let him continue on the path you've walked so that you won't have any regrets.”
"Sister, Chen Lu, Lulu." Blue Sky turned around and pulled Chen Lu into his arms.
Chen Lu was extremely excited to be embraced by Lan Tian, and her heart started to pound. She closed her eyes and slightly opened her sexy lips, waiting for the blue sky to snatch her first kiss. However, after waiting for a long time, he still did not see her.
Chen Lu had just said that Lan Tian would never give birth to a child, so she wouldn't be surprised if he did. This was only 95% correct, because the blue sky would not kiss.
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