The only way to be safe is to forget the dust.
I'm Long Sky Forget Dust, not because I'm a person who has transcended the mortal world. After all, how can you tell what my future will be like when I'm born? The reason why I was called Wang Chen was because my brother or sister who was about to be born at that time would be called Changkong Wuyou, and my father thought that only Wang Chen could be worry-free!
Worriless, Worriless. This name was filled with the love of many fathers. As a father, he was biased. In his heart, only Worriless was his treasure. His other sons were just tools. His heartlessness and affection were so harmonious, only for different people.
My sister Changkong Wuyou was born three months after me, but my father said that we were twins. On the day she was born, her mother died, and so did my mother. Our father almost died as well, but I heard that he heard her cry and asked my father to stay. Because that cold and heartless man who looked down on the world could not leave his daughter alone in this world to suffer. He could not bear to leave her, so all the meaning of his remaining life was to protect this princess.
That day was also the day that would decide my fate.
Only Wang Chen could be free from worry!
I was the knight who existed for the princess. When I was very young, my father said to me, Wang Chen, do you know your mission? Have you seen your sister? You have to swear that you will use your life to love and protect her. You can't let her suffer a single grievance or harm. You have to fulfill all her wishes.
Actually, I didn't need my father's earnest guidance to love Worriless as he said, because she and I were like conjoined twins since we were young. We slept in the same crib, ate the same milk powder, and everything was the same. Except that she always enjoyed my father's warm smile, I could only listen to my father's strict teachings. So when I was four years old, I understood what bias was. I could explain the word 'bias' better than any other philologist in the world.
I've never been jealous of my sister. She's so beautiful, lovable, and innocent. The fifteen years I spent on that isolated island were the happiest years of my life. Even though my life had just begun, I knew that without her, there would be no more happiness.
That pure childhood, the four rows of footprints we left on the beach, the waves that rushed over and she deliberately screamed loudly, and the comforting whispers that I repeatedly whispered in the stormy night…
My Worriless, my sister…
When I was ten years old, I contacted my brother through the internet. I knew the whole story. So that's how it was…
But I still don't hate her. I can't hate him because I love her so much!
I knew that she had stolen many things from me. First of all, that name, that Worriless 'name. However, I never thought that the name was stolen by her, because that name should have belonged to her, and I should not have it.
Big brother had instilled a lot into me. Even though I didn't intend to listen to him and do anything harmful, I was still sure that my brothers actually loved me. Compared to that man called Changkong Ling, my big brother was more like my father.
I've always been in contact with her, so I matured earlier than Worriless. When she kept urging me to go to the beach to catch crabs at night, I already knew that I was trading stocks online. When she excitedly told me that she saw turtles coming ashore to lay eggs again, my big brother was teaching me the core secrets of the Changkong family…
This kind of secret couldn't be kept for long. When I was fourteen, my father found out, but he didn't stop me. He only told me not to forget my oath.
How could I forget? I've always engraved it in my heart. All I did was to accept more baptism. I wanted to be stronger and invincible. Only then could I better protect my princess, right?
But, Father, you forgot what you said before. You said-
Only Wang Chen could be free from worry!
Then why did you find such a marriage for her? She doesn't need Wang Chen anymore. The general of the Hojo Academy that you chose for your princess is a Japanese devil. How can he be your son-in-law? Are you old and confused? Am I not enough for Worriless? Wasn't Wang Chen the only one who could be carefree? I hate you, Father! Since you want to take her back, why did you give her to me? Do you know how cruel this is?
I've been wondering why Father suddenly brought us back to Changkong's old house when we were fifteen. Didn't he put us on that island to protect her? But he suddenly brought us home. Could it be that our home will be very different after 15 years? It was not that the family was different, but that his father had better plans.
That general of the Hojo Academy was indeed the person Father had chosen. I couldn't even hate him and was almost charmed by his charm. At the ball that was held for our return, I looked at them with trepidation, but I realized that Worriless's concern wasn't directed at anyone, but at our brothers. This child had always longed for family, but Big Brother's gaze was always so cold. I was worried…
My worry was actually unnecessary. I knew that Big Brother didn't like Worriless, but I didn't really intend to hurt her. After all, we shared the same blood, but I hated this blood source that was so close to me. I fantasized countless times that she wasn't my biological sister…
Since when did I stop looking at her like a brother? Since when did I see her innocent side as charming? Since when did I start fantasizing over and over again that we were not siblings? Since when did I start wishing to live with her on that island for the rest of my life…
However, my father shattered my fantasy. When I found out that the matter between Worriless and the general of Hojo Academy was already a foregone conclusion, I completely collapsed. Her father doted on his princess. In order not to cause her any pressure, he did not say that he was her fiancé. However, he had arranged for them to be alone more than once. When I saw that Worriless didn't hate that kid and was spending more time with him than I did, I knew I had to take action.
Although Big Brother doesn't get along with Father and he always thought that he hated Father, I know that Big Brother worships Father so much. He only has resentment towards Father and doesn't hate him. He would never harm his father.
Father's carriage was extremely important, and very few people could get close to it. Therefore, I did all of this myself. I was the one who killed my biological father.
That day, before he got into the car, he looked at me with so much emotion in his eyes. But in the end, he only sighed and got into the car and left…
Many nights after that, I would wake up from my dreams and look at my father's final gaze! Could it be that he has already seen through me? But in that case, how could he bear to leave his princess behind?
Father's death was a huge blow to her. I hugged her and comforted her. From now on, she would only have me. I planned to bring her back to the island where we first came from and continue our worry-free life. Everything would be like a new beginning, and it would be like it never happened. The year outside was like a dream. We would still return to the happy beginning. How good would that be?
However, Big Brother once again shattered my hopes.
Why are you fighting for those things for me, Big Brother? I don't need it. What I want is right in front of me, right in my arms. Why did you pull her away from me? She was willing to give up everything for me. In her eyes, I was so important. However, if I were to do it all over again, I would definitely not make that kind of certainty. Why should I be sure? Why should I care about my position in her heart? Just for my confirmation, I obediently completed the game that big brother set up. I regretted it thousands of times. Why should I care so much? I killed her just because of my little wish…
"When Second Brother's car hit her, my life should have ended. My world was already dark. I shot Second Brother. He killed my Worriless. I want to kill…
It was Third Brother who knocked me out. When I woke up, Eldest Brother was by my side. I saw that he was also a lot more haggard.
"That was just an accident. I never really wanted to kill her.”
So it was the will of the heavens? Did the heavens accept her?
" She's not dead, but she won't wake up again." The elder brother paused." Wang Chen, medicine is very advanced now. With the ability of Changkong's family, they will definitely be able to save her, so Wang Chen, don't commit suicide."”
Big Brother didn't lie to me. Worriless is really still alive. She's just asleep, but she slept a little too long. I've been waiting by her bedside every day, waiting for a miracle. It's fine even if I have to fall asleep. I'm the princess 'knight.
I've always regretted many things. I shouldn't have given in to her when we were reading poems. I shouldn't have rejected her suggestion to go on a trip. I shouldn't have always looked cold just to act cool. I shouldn't have. The thing I shouldn't have done the most was why I was Long Sky Forget Dust. Why was she my sister?
Only Wang Chen could be free from worry!
My Worriless, why aren't you waking up? Was your dream so beautiful? Am I in your dreams? If it weren't for me, how could you have no worries? So wake up quickly, I'm here, Wang Chen is here...
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I've long wanted to write Wang Chen's side story. I happen to have time today, and I'm in a good mood. Of course, it's a little rushed. I'll make a big change in the future. Do you like it?
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