The Untouchable True Love
There are always too many regrets in life. Even I, Murong Zhan, can't help but sigh at how unfair fate is.
I don't remember how many years ago it was. It's been three years since my father ascended the throne, and my third, fourth, and fifth brothers have been born one after another. The Celestial Empire was filled with joy and peace, except for my mother who left me forever. The vast Imperial Palace was so cold to me. My little aunt Consort Zheng Xian didn't show much warmth to me. Although I was raised by her on the surface, I knew that she only treated me as a tool to be pampered. How old was I at that time, five years old, but I could see it so clearly. This was actually my sorrow. You lost the joy of childhood because you were too smart, didn't you?
It was a winter afternoon, and I still remember it so clearly today. I saw her in Yuexiu Palace, my big brother's bedroom. She looked at her brother, who was dancing with his sword, so tenderly and dotingly. Her brother, who was in his teens, had already grown into an elegant young man. I couldn't tell the age of that woman because in my eyes, fairies couldn't have any age. She was the fairy in my heart. She was so gentle, but so…distant…
She gently wiped Big Brother's sweat. Every action was so gentle. My eyes were red. I just wanted to rush over and lean against her feet so that she could treat me so gently.
Big Brother found me and pulled me out from the dark with a frown.
"Second brother, why are you hiding here?”
I didn't say anything. I was very angry and didn't want to talk to him.
"Su 'er, is this your second brother?”
What a pleasant voice. She was even gently stroking my head. I looked up at her and felt a little drunk in my heart. It was a long-lost warmth.
" That's right, Aunt Rong, my second brother Murong Zhan." Eldest Brother leaned closer to her ear and smiled mischievously,""The most difficult brother to get along with!”
I gritted my teeth and looked at her nervously.
She smiled. Her smile was like a spring breeze. It instantly lit up the cold winter and made me feel extremely warm.
She sighed softly.”
That day, she brought the two of us to play. She watched me and my elder brother practice martial arts and played games with us. That day was the happiest day of my childhood. I smiled sincerely and without any scruples.
It was not until the evening that someone came to pick her up. I saw her looking at Big Brother's reluctant expression and even shed tears before parting. Big Brother's eyes were also red and he kept asking Aunt Rong to come next time. She even pulled my hand and told me to spend more time with my brothers. I held her hand and refused to let go. In the end, I was pulled away...
"Big Brother, why can't Aunt Rong stay?”
"She is General Yun's wife and is going to Xirong with you.”
"That was the first time I saw her. Madam Yun was Sang Rongrong, and it was also the only time. She was Big Brother's mother, so she loved Big Brother so much and looked at him with such gentleness. Although they couldn't be together forever, Big Brother was still much happier than I was because she cared about him so much. Moreover, because he was her son, he could still receive the most attention from Imperial Father. I know that I've always been jealous of Big Brother, jealous that he's the Crown Prince." She was jealous that he had such a mother.
When I discovered this fact, I was already an adult. When I was fifteen, I discovered the secret of my brother's identity. That was also the first time I saw her-Yunxi!
The fairy in my heart has passed away for five years. It is my greatest regret to not be able to see her again in this life, but I saw little Yunxi. She looked so much like her mother. Her eyes and smile, I knew that she would grow up to be a fairy.
However, she was so different from her. She was not gentle at all. She was not as demure as Aunt Rong. This little girl was simply a ball of fire.
"I don't want white clothes. I want red, that kind of red.”She pointed at a patch of maple trees in the palace. The red maples of late autumn were burning like a fire, just like her.
General Yun looked at his daughter with a headache. He had no time to stop her and looked at his father with a bitter smile.
His father laughed and hugged her. The five-year-old child was a little mischievous and kept complaining about the incomprehension between men and women, which amused everyone. The brothers also looked at her enviously because among so many brothers and sisters, other than Big Brother, none of us had been hugged by Imperial Father once, not even once.
The first time I saw Yun Xi, I remembered her-a little girl in red, passionate, passionate like fire!
It had been ten years since he saw Yun Xi again. Ten years had changed everything. General Yun was killed and Yun Xi became an orphan overnight. However, she was still favored. When she returned to Tiandu, her father bestowed her the title of Princess Wuyou. She had the protection of her third brother, and her eldest brother was secretly watching her. She was always lucky to be with her fourth brother.
At Big Brother's birthday banquet, we met for the second time. She completely forgot about the past. I also heard that she had lost her memory, but she was still as passionate as fire, cunning and cute, and sharp-tongued. I was relieved to find that she hadn't changed.
But why? She looked at me with fear in her eyes. She…is afraid of me?
Am I really scary?
Maybe I'm really scary!
Ah Xun once said that he was frostbitten by me, huh? H also said that he was most afraid of me frowning. The officials under him never dared to breathe loudly in front of me. This is the Murong Zhan in the eyes of the world-a cold, cruel, heartless person.
Indeed!
I don't deny that I have ambition. I have to have it. Big brother's lack of interest in the throne. I, Murong Zhan, am the best candidate for the throne no matter if it's my ability or aura. Even my father once said that I know the way of the emperor, so I have to fight for it. If I don't fight for it, I'll be letting myself down. 3rd brother had shown his complete opposition to me from the start. Although I didn't see him as a match, I still admitted that he was a good opponent. After so many years, he had completely restrained me. In addition, 4th brother had 150,000 troops in the southern border, so he was really on par with me in China.
On the day of Big Brother's birthday banquet, I faintly felt that Imperial Father had finally made his move on the ownership of the 30,000 Royal Guards!
As expected, Fifth Brother returned to court, Liu Siyan rejected the marriage, and Yunxi and Fourth Brother's marriage came one after another.
Yunxi's marriage? H was very emotional. I knew that he liked Yun Xi and had even fallen in love with her completely, but what was the use? She was already someone else's and couldn't be touched!
What about me? What was I thinking? What do I, Murong Zhan, want the most in this life? Was it the throne? I don't deny it. I want it. Isn't the throne what I've fought for so many years? But what about after he got the throne?
I couldn't help but think of that winter afternoon many years ago, the smiling fairy in Yuexiu Palace, the motherly love I yearned for in my dreams, perhaps it was still the red little person jumping under the red maple tree, and the fiery passionate Yun Xi. When I thought of these, I felt that my heart was still warm, and I was still alive! And these are things that I will never be able to touch in this lifetime. That maternal love belongs to Eldest Brother, that flame belongs to Fourth Brother, that throne belongs to Little Seven. Then, what is mine, Murong Zhan's? Is it the Northern Barbarians 'Ten Thousand Miles of Ice? Is it time for me to go back?
I stood under the night sky and looked at the sky. It was not that I did not feel angry, but so what?
I rushed over to take a look at the noisy noise and casually grabbed a guard, saying that an assassin had attacked De Xiu Palace at night.
Dexiu Palace?
Yunxi-
When I arrived, my heart was ruthlessly cut out. That damn assassin was holding her hostage and had even seriously injured her. My heart was hurt as I looked at Ah? H, what is he doing?
I don't want to let the assassin escape with Yun Xi, so her life and death are even more uncertain. It's not in my hands. H was so indecisive and hesitant. I only knew that even if she was going to die, it would be better if she died in my hands…
I drew my bow, and the arrow left the bowstring, eh? H looked at me in shock. She looked at me in shock. Everyone looked at me in shock. I met her sad eyes. At that moment, I heard my heart break…
In the end, I still cremated the ice. I longed for warmth but was afraid of being scalded. Xi-er, the flame that I could not touch in my life, the true love that could not be touched!
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