Just like a song by Xianzi, it was probably called Reluctant. Listening to it, I would be intoxicated, letting my tears comfort those sad stories and those people I lost, dispelling an unconcealable sadness. He Xiqi had so many people he couldn't bear to part with before his last lunch, but he had to leave. Perhaps he would turn around and leave the moment his chopsticks landed, and he would give the world an ethereal cry.
I can't bear
I'm holding you tight for the last time
we miss
If I'm wrong, then I'm wrong. Don't worry about me.
I don't love you anymore
don't worry. I
I'm leaving
He Xiqi had booked a flight to Taiwan at 3 p. m., and he couldn't give himself a clear explanation for his chaotic feelings at this time. He couldn't face some girls with a defined identity. All his ambiguous feelings were only exchanged for his own self-blame and cruelty to the girl. He couldn't let himself continue like this. He wanted to leave. He wanted to return to Taiwan, to Ximen Liu's side. After all, she was his legitimate girlfriend. Even if she really chose to leave him and marry Gao Huien, he had to ask for the end of this relationship and give her his best wishes.
Yuxuan returned home and sneaked into the kitchen. He saw his brother cooking. Of course, Yuxuan knew his brother's cooking skills. Whenever his mother was busy, He Xiqi would take on this responsibility. However, He Xiqi was usually thousands of miles away from the kitchen. Today's cooking made Yuxuan realize what was going to happen. However, because of what happened in the morning, she did not want to ask anything.
"Yuxuan is back. I'm sorry. I should have told you yesterday. Don't be angry with me.”He Xiqi said.
"Forget it, you're always lying to me. I actually know who you were with last night.”After saying this, footsteps came from the door. It was Cui Mi 'er and Wang Youhui.
What He Yuxuan saw was such a beautiful painting. It was slowly, slowly floating towards him. She understood everything now. It turned out that her brother had cooked this dish for Wang Youhui. If she had any doubts before, she was now sure that they were not only together last night, but perhaps they had some kind of relationship. Her depression was like a grave covered in grass. She saw the sweat on her brother's forehead because of Youhui, and her mother's rosy cheeks were rotten because of Youhui. She suddenly felt so lonely, as if she had lost her brother and mother's love. She secretly glared at Wang Youhui, but it was as if the wind had swept past her without leaving a trace.
"Xiqi, come out and chat with Youhui for a while. I think there must be some misunderstanding between the two of you. Xiaoxuan, get your Sister Youhui a drink.”Cui Mier smiled.
You asked me to serve this woman who broke my heart. Mom, did you throw my dignity to the dogs? As He Yuxuan thought about this, he said,""Sister Youhui, what do you want to drink?"
"Thank you, Yuxuan. Anything will do.”Wang Youhui said with a smile.
Sitting on the sofa, He Xiqi looked at Wang Youhui. There was an extremely vague feeling of love. To be exact, it was an extremely seductive and ambiguous feeling. He was gentle and refined, while she was dignified and beautiful. This mutual gaze lasted for ten seconds before it ended with a bottle of drink from Yuxuan.
"Sister Youhui, here's your drink. I'll go back to my room first.”As she spoke, Yuxuan ran into her room. The people here made her unhappy.
"It was my fault this morning. I shouldn't have said those words to you. We'll still be friends in the future.”Wang Youhui took a sip of her drink.
"It's also my fault. I shouldn't have gone to look for her. Otherwise, I would have seen the room that you had tidied up in time.”He Xiqi said.
"Do you still think I'm angry with you because of the room? No, I'm angry that you spent the whole night with that girl.”Wang Youhui's words instantly tore through the roof.
"How did you know I wasn't home?”He Xiqi really thought he was smart. He thought that no one else knew, but when he was pointed out, it felt like he was slapped in public.
"I heard from your sister on the phone that you didn't come home. I don't understand how you can stay out with a girl you just met. I don't know what kind of man you are, but I was very disappointed. That's why I couldn't control my emotions when I saw you.”
He Xiqi wished that there was a crack in the ground so that he could escape from this condemnation, or rather, contempt.
It seemed that he couldn't mention this matter, nor could he explain it clearly, because he didn't know what he had done at all. He didn't know what happened that night. Moreover, he promised Lin Xiaoxi to forget this matter as if it had never happened.
"Youhui, I didn't go home that night because I drank too much and slept in the hotel. I didn't do anything with her. I'm telling you this because I want you to know that no matter what I did, I'm not the kind of man you think I am.”He Xiqi's disgust was directed at himself, as well as those men who used women as their expenses and feelings as rubber.
"Alright, it's time to eat." Cui Mier did not know what they were talking about. Seeing the two gloomy faces, she could not help but ask,
" What's wrong with you guys? You don't look as happy as before. Youhui, do you think Xiqi made you unhappy again?" Cui Mi 'er glared at He Xiqi, her eyes full of reproach.
"Nothing?" Wang Youhui said.
" Mom, I booked a flight to Taiwan at 3 p.m. today, but I don't think I'll be able to eat this meal. Youhui, it's nice to meet you, but I have to go back now. After all, that's my home. Thank you so much for your care and concern during this period of time. I really didn't want to leave like this. I actually made you hate me. All the mistakes are mine. Goodbye."”He Xiqi walked into his room. He knew that he could only leave a memory here. He couldn't take away the people who belonged here. He didn't have the right to take away the heart that belonged here.
At this moment, Yuxuan ran out of the house and chased after her brother's bedroom.
"You want to go back to Taiwan, but Dad said that he won't inform you. He wants you, me, and Mom to wait here.”He Yuxuan didn't want her brother to leave. She couldn't stand the days without him.
"Yuxuan, I have to go back. Otherwise, I don't know what my feelings will become. I don't want to treat myself and the girl who loves me in such a vague way. This is a kind of harm to everyone. I don't want this kind of harm to continue spreading to my body and mind. At the very least, I want to know who I love.”He Xiqi pulled up her suitcase.
"But have you ever thought that the person you love the most might be by your side, right in this city?”He Yuxuan found it hard to control his emotions. "You know what?"
"I don't know either, that's why I have to go back. I have to find Ximen Liu. She's my girlfriend now, and I love her too.”He Xiqi couldn't tolerate too much ambiguity around him. He couldn't stand the heavy condensation.
Cui Mier rushed into Sicci's bedroom. She clearly heard the words coming out of the room.
" I won't allow you to go back and look for her, Xiqi. Mom has never asked you to do anything, but when it comes to marriage, you have to listen to Mom and Dad. You and Youhui were engaged when we were young. Now that it's you, even if the two of you don't agree, you still have to get married.”Cui Mi 'er's voice was like iron, and her majesty could not be shaken.
He Xiqi smiled. Those marriages from his previous life had disappeared with the wind. "I must leave."
He walked past He Yuxuan.
He walked past Wang Youhui.
He walked past Trimmer.
It was as if he had traveled through time and space, through all the feelings and grudges. Although every step was difficult, when he saw his lover Ximen Liu standing in front of him, even if he was reluctant to part, his heart felt like it was being cut by a knife, he still stepped out.
Her mother's cries were still ringing in her ears. Her sister's sadness was written all over her face. How could Wang Youhui accept such a parting? Everything was so sudden.
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