Actually, I also yearn for a complete family and a peaceful and stable life. However, I didn't. I didn't have it when I was born. All I had was a broken home.
Later, I learned from my father to use money to buy happiness and everything I needed…until I met Wu Zisong. Because he gave me a dream, a dream that told me not to fall and to start a peaceful life again.
I looked forward to it, and even began to change myself for this dream. I learned life skills and became more like a traditional woman in the legends…washing clothes, cooking, and doing housework. I was even slowly dissolving the drug trafficking network that my father had left behind…
However, I realized that I was wrong. What I yearn for is just a dream, and it will always be a dream. The one he loves is not me, or rather, it will never be me.
That night, I drank a lot. In the bar, I met Xu Weiqiang. He took care of me when I was drunk, and I crazily gave myself to him without reservation. After that, I got pregnant with his child and married him…
Fate would always have its own arrangements. If Wu Zisong hadn't gone to meet Ye Xiaozhou, I wouldn't have gone to drink. If I hadn't gone to drink, I wouldn't have met Xu Weiqiang…I lived with him for two years. It wasn't until the day I inspected the goods and was caught that I found out that he was actually a secret agent. It was very likely that I didn't meet him by chance at the bar that night…But I knew that he didn't know that I was inspecting the goods in the small warehouse at the internet cafe at this time. There must be a mole among the people close to me…
There were only two people who knew about this, Abing and Nighthawk. These two people didn't seem like spies, but who could it be?……But what did it matter who it was? Those few hundred grams of heroine and methodically would be enough to kill me.
In front of the iron bars, Xu Weiqiang came to see me.
"You're a special agent, right?" I asked.
He nodded and thought for a while before saying," National Security Bureau."
"Have you ever loved me?" I really want to know the answer to this question.
"I did." Xu Weiqiang smiled helplessly.
I knew he was lying, but I was still happy. He said he loved me.
" I'm not a good mother." I looked at Xu Weiqiang." Help me raise our daughter. Don't let her be like me. Find her a good mother…"
"I will." Xu Weiqiang's voice was a little hoarse.
" Tell Ye Xiaozhou," I knew that after meeting him this time, I didn't know if there would be a next time. Even if there was, would I still be able to say these words," Tell Ye Xiaozhou that I, Li Xing 'er, have always treated her as a good friend, my best friend. That has never changed... because I don't have any friends.”I choked, tears like broken beads. It wasn't that he was afraid of death. There were some things that he wouldn't regret once he had done them. It was just that too many regrets were left behind, and he felt unwilling…
" I've reminded you before. When I first discovered the Magic Mushroom in your handbag!”Xu Weiqiang shook his head. Actually, he was trying to save me at one point. How could I not know?
" I know." I shook my head as well, as though it was already too late to say anything. He felt as if his life had been a dream. When he woke up, he realized that his life had come to an end…
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