Most of the highway was built on farmlands. In the wilderness, it was piled up high like a furious dragon, winding and circling, shuttling through the fields.
The place where I fell was a large slope filled with earth. Below it was a small ditch, and beside the ditch was a dense patch of weeds. I fell into the small ditch with a plop.
The truck driver followed me closely.
He saw that I had fallen quite badly and scratched his sticky hair that had not been washed for a few days. He asked me,"Are you alright?"
I grimaced from the fall and was about to get up when I heard his question. Immediately, I became extremely nervous again.
I ignored the pain in my body and immediately defended myself against him like a hedgehog. I also roared at him,"Don't come over…"
The truck driver was a little angry when he saw how much I resisted him.
"Aren't you always selling? It doesn't matter who you sell it to. When you close your eyes, it's always the same. Why are you so particular?”
Although he said that, the truck driver still walked away.
However, before he left, he kept muttering," Those who come out to sell nowadays are really getting younger and more tender. Sigh, what a pity..."
This intentional or unintentional teasing was heard by me clearly.
'Sold' was an extremely insulting word. I didn't expect that one day, I, Qi Yue, would use it. My heart was torn apart in an instant.
That's right... The protective barrier I built for myself was still the pure me before Liao Fan opened it. But now, isn't I the 'seller' that the driver mentioned just now?
I'm probably such an existence in Liao Fan's eyes, right?？
He wasn't accepted and tried his best to cover it up, but I was still willing to endure it. Then, if the lowly me wasn't 'selling', then what was it?？
Thinking of this, I suddenly gave up struggling and gave up the desire to climb up.
I lay on my back in this muddy ditch, looking at the dark sky with my eyes open. Finally, my hot tears flowed down my long and narrow eyes.
The rain was cold and merciless. It hit my small face that was lying on my back, causing my pain nerves to feel a trace of pain, as well as a trace of unspeakable pleasure.
I'm destroying myself. I'm destroying myself with all my might.
I feel dirty, I'm really dirty…
I want to use this rain to paint myself…to wash away the lead on my body…
But…was that possible?
I stubbornly opened my eyes and looked at the sky that was impossible to open. I let the raindrops hit my eyes again and again. Then, I let my tears roll down like rain in the pain…
I accepted this kind of torture almost masochistically. In the rain, the corners of my mouth curled up slightly. I was clearly crying, but I smiled silently and sadly.
I'm an orphan. In this world, I'm redundant. I don't have a father to love me, and I don't have a mother to love me. I…really shouldn't have come to this world.
" Haha…Haha…Hahahaha…"
He laughed out loud. I wanted to laugh at myself, to express my indifference and freedom.
However…
In an instant, my laughter turned into sobs. It turned into a wound that was difficult to erase in my heart. In my already scarred heart, there was another sharp knife. In the blood, it hurt my heart…
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