There were only two or three students in the corridor during lunch break. Strangely, although the two of them were walking side by side, I was the only one who was being watched. Along the way, I discussed the mystery of my identity with Yulong. Although he said he would help, I felt a little apologetic.
" Ishida Kun, you don't have to worry so much about my problem…"
" No, please don't say that. I'm very interested in this matter, and it's very important to me." Yu Long turned his face to the side and looked at me seriously." Ayahara-san, have you ever thought that you might be like me, a Annihilator?”
Then, he spoke frankly and confidently, as if he had been thinking for a long time."You control the wind through the particles in the air that make up the wind. It's very similar to the way Annihilators absorb the spiritual droplets in the atmosphere and use them for their own use. " Moreover, you agree with our ideology…" It seemed that the more he spoke, the more convinced he was. He was a little excited.
" But, but..." He had to pour cold water on it because although his argument was sufficient, he could give more counterexamples.
"What…subconsciously remember everything you see?”On both sides of Yu Long's temples, there were balls of wool that looked like they had been scratched by a cat.
Facing Yulong's stunned face, I nodded and quickly reported a row of license plate numbers. He expressed his strong doubts, so we had to go back to the parking lot we had passed through when we had climbed into the school. After confirming that the number that I subconsciously remembered with just a glance was correct, he began his journey back to the classroom with sleepwalking steps.
Knowing that the chances were slim, I still asked with hope,"Ishida-kun, is this a special skill of the Miegeshi?”
" No, definitely not," said the man firmly." Even humans can't do this, unless it's a robot or a monster."”
Even though I knew that Yulong was very proud of his intelligence, and that my overly powerful brain processing ability had stimulated him, I was still deeply hurt.
" Hey, I wasn't talking about you." He shook his hands guiltily." Actually, I saw a movie where the protagonist looked exactly like you. Hey, maybe you're a spy like Mr. Bowen!"”She looked at me from the corner of her eyes and shook her head." I can't imagine you in a western dress at all. Betting on Mie Queshi's taste, you are definitely only suitable for He Feng!”
Yulong, who was good at sewing, seemed to be interested in fashion design as well, so he walked down the corridor while discussing fashion.
"Is that the new transfer student? You look like a doll!"
"How is she a doll? Such a beautiful and elegant lady with a classical temperament is clearly Yamato Fuko!”
" Pfft, Yamato Fuko…" Yu Long laughed. It was already tragic enough that I was the only one being noticed when we were walking together. It was fine if he cheated, but he actually dared to hit me when I was down? I was furious.
"Because my presence is very weak." Yu Long pretended to push up his glasses.
"Do you think I don't know?”The method he used could not be simpler-he tried his best to harmonize with the spiritual particles in the surrounding air, allowing himself to " retreat " into the surrounding environment and become one with it, just like a skilled hunter.
" Well..." Yulong raised his eyebrows and looked at me proudly. It was probably the first time someone had admired his meticulous design. Yu Long's overly fair and thin face looked very lively because of excitement. Of course, it could also be because the sunlight shone through the glass in the corridor and onto his face.
"A super-class investigative ability that has been strictly trained. If he's not a spy…Ah, I got it!”Yu Long's eyes lit up, and he imitated Ikkyu's actions. His index finger twirled around his temple." If it's more Japanese, isn't it a ninja?”The more he spoke, the more he looked enlightened." Hey, don't you control the wind? Isn't this Wind Demon Kojiro?”
" Ishida Kun, compared to me, your way of thinking is more different from ordinary people…"
" How is that possible? From any perspective, I'm an ordinary person, and you're a weirdo…No, you're a Yamato Doll.”Yu Long's expression was very happy. He built his happiness on his complaints about me…
"Seriously, the more I look at you, the more I think you look like him. You definitely haven't watched that TV series…Oh right, you should watch the movie 'The Identity of Born'. It's the same situation as yours. The main character also finds his identity after losing his memory…"
At the end of the corridor was Year 1 Class 3's classroom. Perhaps it was because he was recalling the fiery scenes in the movie, but Yu Long looked like his blood was boiling. Unknowingly, he walked in front of me and turned around to talk while gesturing at me. From time to time, he pushed his glasses that were sliding down frequently.
He was a person with a rich body language…It was as if the gloomy and angry teenager in the infirmary had never existed. Looking at his lively appearance, I smiled and said,"In that case, it seems that we have to watch it.”
"Right, right? If you want to watch it, I can lend you the Disc!”
"But I don't have a USB player at home…"
"Then why don't you come to my house…Ah, no…"
When he pushed open the classroom door, Yu Long realized that he had said something very abrupt. Blushing, he said in a slightly louder voice than usual,"I'll lend you the LCD player!”
" Thank you so much…" I smiled as I followed him into the classroom.
"Hey, hey? Ishida and Ayahara-san came in together? Don't tell me they've been together forever!"
"Did I just hear Ishida-san inviting Ayahara-san home? Aaaah, is it an auditory hallucination?"
Then, there was the echo of " I heard it too ". Rain Dragon, who couldn't return to its invisible state, was petrified by everyone's attention and discussion. I should have retaliated against him for mocking me, but now, I stood frozen at the door of the classroom, unable to move.
The dazzling orange color filled his eyes. My gaze stiffly shifted downwards. The face beneath it, 1000%, 10,000%…
When I saw Shinozaki's face, I understood. This feeling of sudden realization made people feel horrified. Yes, horror, it was almost the same feeling.
It was as if he had been struck by lightning from the top of his head to the bottom of his heart and his entire body, or rather, he had been hit hard on the back of his head.
Was he agitated? Was he shocked? Or rather, the fog that shrouded his eyes was swept away in an instant. He suddenly saw the truth so clearly, so his eyes suddenly felt a burning pain.
The bad news was that he had made a mistake before, but the good news was that he had found it.
"Ayahara-san, are you alright?" Yu Long's panicked voice seemed to come from far away.
It shouldn't be like this. It wasn't just because Yu Long was less than half a meter away from me. In this classroom, distance meant nothing to me. No matter how far or how loud the sound was, it didn't matter to me.
But now, Yulong's voice is very vague and far away from me.
It was probably because time and space had blurred in my senses. In the boundless universe of chaos, there was only me and "him". This was the feeling now.
That young man, Shinozaki, was sitting in the same seat that I had been sitting in for half the class. He was supporting his chin with his hand, and his face was filled with the words " This world is so boring " as he looked out the window nonchalantly.
"Ling Yuanjun, why are you crying?" This voice, ah, I thought my brain had stopped working, but it immediately told me the answer-Arisawa-and she continued," Are you feeling unwell? Are you alright? Do you want to go…"
The concerned Youze, the anxious Yulong, the crowd that was approaching, and the Inoue that was extending his hand to me.
I'm really grateful to the brain that automatically pays attention to these things. It made me unable to indulge in strong emotions, showed me my fragile appearance, and made me recover my calmness after being stung by my own loss of composure.
" I'm sorry, I probably have low blood sugar…" She wiped away the tears at the corner of her eyes." I'm really sorry for making everyone worry.”
" Why are you bowing at a time like this? Seriously," Yu Long scolded." I'll go get the lunchbox. You just wait here."”
"Eh? Ishida and Ayahara-san are very close!”Inoue said in surprise.
" Idiot, what are you talking about at this time?" Youze gently flicked her forehead, then said to me," Is there any problem with the afternoon class?" Do you need to go home and rest?"
More girls came over to greet and warm up the boys. They also looked down on the boys who said," Ayahara-san, please don't leave early. Even if you're resting in the health room, please stay in school."
Noticing the commotion at the door, Shinozaki slowly looked over. The moment she met his gaze, her heart skipped a beat and seemed to stop.
A sense of security, a sense of reality, and the feeling of being saved. These were the things that gathered together to form the feeling of being saved. Actually, it was not sweet at all. It was just that she had woken up.
Perhaps the truth was usually frozen, so it would never make people's blood boil. Instead, it would extinguish my blood so that I could calm down and see what I should do.
Forget the past me, because the road I walked was blank, so the direction of the road under my feet was also blank. A person without a past also had no future. That was how I stood in the eternal 'present'. I dared not move in such a small place.
There was only such a short period of time and such a small space that belonged to the people of the Ayahara era. Whether it was moving forward or backward, they would fall into eternal nothingness. It was a bottomless abyss. Once one fell, the eternal process of falling would be the result.
He pulled me out of this eternal despair and allowed me to stand on the ground. I cleared my confusion and saw the path under my feet. Although I still couldn't see the past or the end, at this moment, I, who was called Ayahara Tokujin, could finally start my own life. This is the person who gave me a beginning.
The person who was looking at me was a boy named Shinozaki. He rubbed his head with his right hand and revealed a troubled expression as he walked towards me.
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