But now, when she decided to start a new relationship, he appeared. What was this? Yue Zile pushed Zheng Nan away." What do you think you are doing? Who do you think I am? What are you doing here?"”Yue Zile shouted at the top of his lungs, letting his tears flow freely. In the past three years, she had only made herself cry three times. The first time was when Zheng Nan admitted to having an affair with Jasmine. The second time was when she was drinking beer alone in the park. The third time was when she was sitting on the train with her luggage and looking at the familiar yet unfamiliar city outside the train, thinking about the injuries that man had given her. After leaving the city, Yue Zile forced himself to be happy. However, the happiness that he had built up with great difficulty collapsed again because of Zheng Nan's appearance.
Looking at Yue Zile's tearful eyes, Zheng Nan could only say "sorry" over and over again.
Yue Zile had cried enough. He wiped his tears and said to Zheng Nan,"I'm fine now. You can go." The tears that had been suppressed for three years could finally be released. Yue Zile, who had cried, was obviously much more relaxed.
"I won't leave again after finding you.”" I broke up with Jasmine not long after you left," Zheng Nan said softly." I've been looking for you for three years, but I couldn't find you."”
"You came to find me after Molly left? Zheng Nan, what do you take me for?" Yue Zile looked at Zheng Nan expressionlessly.
"No, you've always been my woman.”Zheng Nan pointed at his heart and said. "From the beginning until now, you've always been like this. After you broke up with Molly, I went to your house and retreated at the door a few times. Other than not having the courage to face your family, with your personality, you wouldn't make your family anxious at home. Later, I asked those who knew you, but they all said they didn't know. I started to apply for business trips every day, hoping to meet you one day and go to your favorite city to look for you, just like the first time we met, but there was no sign of you anywhere. It wasn't until recently at a party that I heard your former colleagues accidentally mention you that I found you here.”Zheng Nan was very serious. He was afraid that Yue Zile would not even give him a chance to explain.
"Then Zheng Nan, why did you sleep with Molly at that time? Were you really drunk?”This was a problem that had been bothering Yue Zile for a long time. Based on his understanding, Zheng Nan was not the kind of person who would lose his mind after drinking a little, but he just did.
"No." Zheng Nan answered readily," Lele, it's not that. I was drunk at that time, but I was sober. Jasmine and I were attracted to my appearance, and I was attracted to his family background. I don't want you to be so tired anymore, do you understand? When I saw you blowing the electric fan on a hot day to save electricity and not turn on the air conditioner, my heart ached. I love you, but I can't give you the best life, so when Molly pestered me, I didn't reject her. I needed the position her father gave me so that I could give you a better life.”
Yue Zile smiled bitterly." What a high-sounding reason. Is the test report she took fake too?”
"No, it's true, but that child isn't mine.”Zheng Nan was afraid that Yue Zile would not believe her and continued,""Not long after what happened between us, because I always suspected that the child wasn't mine, we went for a test. In the end, the child wasn't mine. In order to make me keep it a secret and to make up for my loss of you, she gave me the position I wanted. When I went to find you after I was done, you were already gone…"
"Don't say anymore, Zheng Nan." When Zheng Nan wanted to continue, Yue Zile interrupted him. Since he already knew the answer he wanted, there was no point in saying anything now.
" No, I have to say it," Zheng Nan insisted stubbornly.
"What's the use of saying this now? Did you know? Zheng Nan, I don't care about your position at all. What I care about is the feeling of me eating instant noodles and you drinking soup when we were so poor that we only had instant noodles left. At that time, I thought instant noodles were simply delicious. When our environment was better, I cared more about the warmth when I cooked and you washed. Also, although I was hot in summer, you deliberately turned the fan to me. That was something that you couldn't buy no matter how much money you used.”Yue Zile looked at Zheng Nan in confusion.
"I understand. I understood when you left me. Lele, I'm sorry. Can you give me another chance?”Zheng Nan looked at Yue Zile pleadingly. She knew that Yue Zile couldn't stand her gaze the most. In the past, every time she made her unhappy, he would coax her and if he couldn't coax her, he would use this to beg for her forgiveness. It was a success.
The current Yue Zile was still the same Yue Zile from three years ago. Even though she had experienced a lot and matured, she was still the same Yue Zile who could not stand being begged by others.
Yue Zile looked at Zheng Nan's gaze and felt as if time had returned to the times when they were angry and quarreling together. The images of Zheng Nan doing such actions rushed into Yue Zile's mind like a tide.
Yue Zile was in a mess now. He had images of Li Jun and Zheng Nan in his mind. The two figures seemed to be fighting.
Yue Zile looked at Zheng Nan, who was standing opposite her. She just wanted to be alone. She did not want to see any men now." You can go back first. I want to be alone."”Yue Zile did not wait for Zheng Nan to say anything and went upstairs alone.
Zheng Nan watched Yue Zile go upstairs and was glad that she was still single. If she was willing to give him a chance, he would never let her get hurt again. He would also try his best to make her give him a chance.
In fact, Yue Zile couldn't be alone when she got home. The more she wanted to calm down, the more she couldn't. The two people who were fighting in her mind continued to fight. On one side was her first love, the person she had loved for three years. If it wasn't for his betrayal three years ago, she might have been the child's mother by now. In fact, Yue Zile had not recovered from her failed relationship in the past three years. She had lost her trust in men and love. On the other hand, she was about to accept the love she was about to accept. Li Jun, this man who silently cared about her, this man who was like a child, this man who was willing to cook for her, this man who treated her like a treasure, but would this man betray her like other men?
Yue Zile's thoughts were getting more and more chaotic. She could not calm down at all. At this moment, she needed to find someone to confide in. She thought of Wang Jia and Huang Li. At this moment, she could not call Huang Li. She was afraid that if Huang Li found out about this, Zhang Wei would also find out. If Zhang Wei found out, it would mean that Li Jun found out. Instinctively, she did not want Li Jun to know.
Yue Zile picked up the phone and pressed the button.
Wang Jia had just arrived home when she received a call from Yue Zile. Yue Zile's voice sounded very weak on the phone.
Hearing Yue Zile's weak voice, she quickly asked her," What's wrong?”
Yue Zile only said that he wanted Wang Jia to come over and accompany him. He also said that he should not tell Huang Li. Since Huang Li was involved, Wang Jia guessed that it might have something to do with Li Jun.
After hanging up the phone, Wang Jia decisively asked her husband to send her to Yue Zile's house. Yue Zile should be in a good mood today. Why did he sound like that on the phone just now? He couldn't help but worry for her.
Wang Jia's husband, Zhao Yi, saw Wang Jia's nervous expression and could not help but comfort her." Jia 'er, don't worry. Lele is the type of cockroach. She's as strong as a pig."”
Wang Jia was amused when she heard Zhao Yi's words." Go to hell. Is that how you comfort people? However, from her voice just now, it seemed that something was wrong.”Wang Jia said worriedly.
"I'm serious. Lele and I fought from elementary school to junior high school. If she wasn't a cockroach, she would have been able to become stronger and stronger. At first, I beat her alone, but later, a large group of them beat me alone?”Zhao Yi said jokingly that he didn't mind Wang Jia going to Yue Zile's place in the middle of the night. It was good for a woman to have a few best friends. Besides, he could be at ease with the companions who grew up together.
Wang Jia opened the door and saw that the room was dark. Only under the reflection of the light outside could she vaguely see Yue Zile sitting on the cold ground with a can of beer in his hand and looking out the window without saying a word. There were things like beer cans around him. Turning on the lights also confirmed Wang Jia's guess. It was really a beer can. Beside Yue Zile, there were opened and unopened beer cans.
"What happened to you?" Worried, Wang Jia stepped forward and took the beer can from Yue Zile's hand.
Yue Zile suddenly cried like a child as he hugged Wang Jia.
Seeing Yue Zile like this, Wang Jia could only let Yue Zile vent as much as he wanted.
" He's here," Yue Zile said as she cried." Why is he like this? Why does he appear every time I want to start my life?”
Wang Jia didn't know if the " he " she was talking about was the same person she had guessed, but didn't he already have a child with another woman? Why did he come back? But looking at Yue Zile, there was probably no one else besides him.
Yue Zile wiped his red and swollen eyes and said to Wang Jia,""It's okay. You shouldn't feel so bad after crying.”
Wang Jia looked at Yue Zile and asked," Why did he come back?”
Yue Zile, who had cried enough, stood up from the ground and sat on the sofa. He slowly told Huang Li what had happened downstairs.
After listening to Yue Zile's story, Wang Jia asked Yue Zile," What do you plan to do?”
Yue Zile shook his head in confusion." I don't know. There were two images fighting in my head just now. They should have stopped fighting now. It would be great if they could make peace.”Yue Zile said eagerly.
"Does this child have a fever?" Wang Jia touched Yue Zile's forehead as she spoke." It's alright, alright. You said you didn't have a fever. What nonsense are you talking about? What do you mean by making peace? Do you want a woman to serve two husbands or two husbands to serve a woman?"”
"I think it's better for two husbands to serve one woman.”Yue Zile spoke in a serious manner, as if he had already forgotten who was crying over this.
"Hey!" Yue Zile sighed heavily after saying this." This is really hard to get. I used to think that I was a priceless piece of unpolished jade. In the past, they didn't even know what it was, so no one cared about it. Now that someone finally recognized the treasure, they're fighting to collect it. What do you think I should do?”In fact, it wasn't that Yue Zile wasn't worried anymore, but that she wanted to relax herself by mocking herself.
Wang Jia was amused by her way of doing things." That's right. Then who do you want to marry, Baoyu?”How could Wang Jia not know about Yue Zile's troubles? There were two men. One was her first love for three years, and because it was her first love, it had a deeper impact on her. Wang Jia knew this herself. The other was the man she had just put in her heart. What should she do? Wang Jia couldn't give a good suggestion either, so it was up to Yue Zile to decide.
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