Li Jun came in and sat down. The first thing he said to Wang Jia was," Please tell me where she is. I know you know where she is. I want to know what happened. Why did she suddenly leave? Did my love make her run away?”
Wang Jia was at a loss for words. Should she tell him the truth? As a friend, she hoped that Yue Zile could find someone who truly loved her, and she believed that Yue Zile had found someone. Yue Zile's departure was probably because she didn't know how to tell Li Jun. Perhaps it would be better if she told him about it." Zheng Nan is back. He is Lele's first love and Lele's only boyfriend all these years..."
As Li Jun listened to Wang Jia's story, he couldn't help but worry. Why was Yue Zile so stupid? What could they face together? Even if he really couldn't pass the probation period, as long as she was happy, it was good to be with anyone.
After Wang Jia finished talking about Yue Zile, she looked at Li Jun. She didn't know what Li Jun would do next. After all, this was a very sensitive matter for Li Jun, who was still in his probation period. Besides, men were usually very petty when it came to such things.
When Li Jun heard that Yue Zile was in the seaside town, he couldn't help but worry about her legs. He was afraid that something would happen to her legs in a wet place. However, he was still grateful for Wang Jia's straightforward words. Regardless of whether she was late or not, as long as he knew that she was fine, it was a great comfort to him." As long as she's fine."”Li Jun heaved a sigh of relief and leaned back weakly on the sofa like a deflated ball.
The recent rain in the seaside town did not affect Yue Zile at all. He only moved his outdoor activities to his room. Yue Zile was lying on the sofa and watching TV. She had been like an idle person for the past few days. She really did not pay attention to what was going on outside. She only read the books of sages. Every day, she listened to the sound of the sea, watched the waves, read the newspaper, and played basketball. Her days were very uncomfortable.
Yue Zile was not worried about her work. Today was the last day of the tour group. She did not go back with them but chose to stay here. She did not know what she was looking forward to, nor did she know what the meaning of staying was. However, she did not want to leave. Perhaps she stayed to give herself some explanation or expectation. Perhaps it was because the weather was not good and she did not enjoy the beauty of the sea. She was a little unwilling to leave like this.
The weather was finally good today, so Yue Zile planned to go out for a walk. She stood in front of the mirror and looked at herself in the mirror. She felt so unfamiliar. Yue Zile could not remember how long it had been since she had looked at herself so seriously. Perhaps she had forgotten what she looked like after not looking at herself for a long time.
Yue Zile looked at himself in the mirror and shook his head. He turned around and took out a piece of clothing in each hand. The dress on the left and the blue dress on the right. She had asked herself more than once why she was depressed. Why was there something that she just couldn't bring herself to say? What had she been afraid of all these years? Why had she given up so much for one thing? Now that he had calmed down, everything had a new answer. Yue Zile put down the clothes on the left and smiled at the long dress on the right. Now that she was alone, she wanted to be herself. She didn't want to be someone who was uncomfortable because of other people's looks.
Yue Zile walked alone by the beach in a long dress and slippers. The waves came in waves and left waves after waves. It was unknown what they brought in and what they took away.
Looking at the people on the beach, Yue Zile really wanted to go swimming, but her legs really did not allow her to go into the water at the moment. She could only watch others play in the water. Thinking of the first time he went to the seaside with Zheng Nan, Yue Zile couldn't help but smile bitterly. That was the first time they came to the seaside, and also the last time. The sea he was in now was not the same sea as before. In the sea, a man said to him," Baby, it's okay. Don't worry and swim boldly. I'm right beside you."”There would also be a person who, regardless of whether he had swum far away or was carried away by the waves, would suddenly appear from the sea when he was screaming in panic. Then, he would smile and hug him in his arms, saying dotingly," Look, you can't do without me, right?" Then, he looked at himself, who was so scared that he laughed. However, that was a long time ago. In the past three years, he had gone to the beach more than once, but every time, it was in a hurry. Either he was really busy, or he deliberately avoided that unspeakable experience. When the good things of the past turned into memories, they could only be recalled with a bitter taste.
She had thought that she would have his company every time she went out, but that seaside vacation had become an eternal memory. At that time, they had thought that they would be each other's lifelong partners, but now that they looked back, they realized that the " thought " was really unrealistic. The word " thought " only expressed subjective thoughts. To put it bluntly, it was just wishful thinking. Things were still the same now, but people had changed. Three years had passed, just like the waves that came and went. Were they still the waves from three years ago? How could there not be other rivers like them? Just like how he was a landlubber three years ago, although his swimming skills were not very good three years later, he was now considered a water-duck compared to the landlubber three years ago. He did not go to the swimming pool after work every day for nothing.
If they were to go back to three years ago, would they still be in love as usual? If he had come to apologize to her three years ago, would she have forgiven him?
However, everything was just an 'if'. There were so many' ifs 'in this world. Everything had happened, so he would do as he wished. Yue Zile thought about how she had unknowingly left the beach and arrived at the beach where no one was. She let the sea breeze mess up her hair and looked at the vast sea. Yue Zile took out a coin and looked at it, then threw it up and grabbed it. She did not open it because she already knew the answer. Perhaps she already had the answer when she came to the seaside town. She was doing this now to confirm whether she had really made a decision.
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