When Zheng Nan heard that Yue Zile had agreed to meet him, he happily went to the flower shop and ordered a large bouquet of red roses. The hotel that Zheng Nan was staying at was the hotel beside the square where Yue Zile was now. However, for the bouquet of fresh roses, he would rather run half the city to buy them. All her previous worries were gone. She only had to think about what to say to Yue Zile later. When Zheng Nan was with Yue Zile, he rarely gave her flowers. Firstly, it was not financially feasible at the beginning. Secondly, Yue Zile often said that giving flowers was not practical at all. It was better to buy delicious food. Gradually, when the financial situation allowed it, he did not think about giving flowers anymore. Actually, Zheng Nan always knew that it was not that Yue Zile did not like flowers, but she was comforting her in times of economic tension. So now that his finances allowed it, Yue Zile also allowed it. He would not be as numb as before. He wanted to give her everything that he did not give her before.
Zheng Nan carried a bouquet of red roses and rushed to the place where she had arranged to meet Yue Zile. Yue Zile was already waiting in the square.
Yue Zile sat on a bench in the square and admired the old man and the old lady's dancing posture. His calm eyes did not show much anticipation. When she saw Zheng Nan walking towards her with a large bouquet of roses in his hands, she only waved at him, indicating for him to sit over here.
Zheng Nan, who was holding a large bouquet of roses, saw Yue Zile waving at her and running over quickly. She looked at Yue Zile and smiled faintly." You've been waiting for a long time, haven't you?”As she spoke, she handed the roses over with both hands." This is for you.”She looked at Yue Zile expectantly.
Yue Zile looked at the bouquet of red roses and hesitated for a moment. This bouquet of red roses was what she had been looking forward to for the past few years. However, the more she looked forward to it, the more she did not have it. Now, she no longer looked forward to anything, but this bouquet of roses had appeared in front of her. This bouquet of roses had a different meaning from before. If she accepted this bouquet of roses, it meant that she had to forgive him for everything in the past, but was he worthy of forgiveness?
Yue Zile now knew that it was no longer important whether he was worthy of her forgiveness. The important thing was that she really did not hate him anymore. If the last time she lost her composure downstairs was to vent her love for those three years. Then the calmness in his heart just now should be the release of his anger.
Yue Zile raised her hand hesitantly, but she did not take the bouquet of roses. Instead, she held Zheng Nan's hand and left the crowded place. She was afraid that Zheng Nan would do something that would embarrass her too.
Yue Zile pulled Zheng Nan to a place where there were fewer people. He looked at Zheng Nan and asked," What are you doing?”
"These are roses for you. Do you like them?”Zheng Nan automatically ignored Yue Zile's question.
"Thank you, Zheng Nan." Yue Zile suddenly said seriously," But you can take the flowers back.”
Yue Zile had made it clear that she did not need Zheng Nan's roses. If she did not give her roses when she needed them, it would be unnecessary to give her more when she did not need them.
"Why, Lele? Don't you like it?”Zheng Nan refused to give up and asked," I remember you said before that you prefer to buy something practical than roses. But I knew that you were just comforting me. I remember one Valentine's Day, when your colleague's boyfriend gave her a bouquet of flowers, you went home and said it to someone else on the phone several times, but you didn't say a word about it in front of me to take care of my self-esteem. At that time, I thought I must let you live a good life and buy you a lot of things you like.”
"But you didn't do anything after that, did you?”Yue Zile really didn't want to listen anymore. She did not want her heart to go back to the sweet and painful past.
"I'm back now. I want to make up for everything I owed you in the past. I want to be good to you in the future. Lele, can you give me a chance?”Zheng Nan's tone was almost pleading.
"Stop talking. Zheng Nan, do you know? I once thought that if you came to me before I got in the car and gave me a reason, no matter how far-fetched the reason was, I would be willing to believe you again, but you didn't. Three years have passed, and you suddenly want to start over. Don't you think this is the biggest joke in the world?”Yue Zile looked at the neon lights in the distance as if she was talking about something unrelated to her. Every word she said was like a flood of despair that drowned Zheng Nan's heart.
"No, Lele. My love for you is still as deep as before. I even love you more than before. If you think this is a joke, then I can tell you with my actions.”Zheng Nan tried her best to prove how deep her love was." Also, I've reported to the company that I want to work here. I have to make up for the love I owe you.”
"No, Zheng Nan. It's been three years. You've changed, and so have I. We can't go back to the past.”Yue Zile tried to explain to Zheng Nan that three years could change a lot of things, but the more he explained, the more troublesome it became.
"As long as you're willing, we can do it. Lele, let go of that unbearable memory and let's start over, okay?”Zheng Nan tried hard to recall the memories of how he and Yue Zile had gone through thick and thin together." Do you still remember what you said to comfort me? " Let go of the unhappiness in front of you. Crossing the haze is the sunshine." This is what you told me, do you still remember?”
"Zheng Nan, don't you understand? It's not that I can't get over that haze, but that we can't go back.”Yue Zile explained," Do you think I won't accept your apology because I can't let go of your betrayal? Actually, that's not the case. I don't blame you for a long time. To be honest, if you hadn't suddenly appeared downstairs, I would have forgotten about you. So please put away your roses. I'm no longer suitable. I believe there will be a girl who is suitable for these roses. It's just that it's really not me.”
Finally, Zheng Nan's heart was drowned by the flood of disappointment and despair." You know what? Lele, I've thought about it a lot in the past few days when you left, but most of it was that you would forgive me. As for your rejection, I didn't dare to think about it because I came to look for you this time. I always thought that as long as I wanted to do it, there was nothing I couldn't do. But with you, I was really afraid that I couldn't do it.”
"No, Zheng Nan. To be honest, it's not easy for you to be able to do what you're doing now. Also, you're not afraid that I'll leave you, but that I'll reject you. Actually, the current you and I might not be suitable.”Yue Zile wanted to convince Zheng Nan not to find excuses for her pride." Besides, you don't lack girls around you now, do you?"”After saying this, Yue Zile looked up at the stars in the sky. She did not know how to tell Zheng Nan about her current situation. Perhaps it was best not to say anything. Without too much explanation, there would not be too much concern.
" No, it's not like that. Other people will always be other people. That's not Yue Zile," Zheng Nan said loudly." Besides, how do you know it's not suitable if you don't try it again?"”Zheng Nan said hysterically.
" Shh…" Yue Zile put his hand over his mouth to signal Zheng Nan to calm down. This was a gesture that they used to do often. They agreed that whoever was agitated would do this gesture to nip the bad emotions in the bud.
Zheng Nan instinctively stopped talking when she saw this action. She turned around and sat on the stone bench beside her. Yue Zile did not go up to comfort her. Instead, he stared at the stars in the distance quietly.
After a long time, Zheng Nan slowly turned her head and looked at Yue Zile, who was staring blankly at the sky. Her eyes were filled with pain that she could not bear to part with." Lele, do we really not have a future?”
Yue Zile retracted his gaze and looked at Zheng Nan's injured eyes. There was a pain in his eyes that he rarely saw. Suddenly, Yue Zile felt that Zheng Nan was quite good. When he went to night school, he would pick her up if he had time. He would even save more than half of an apple for her. On a rainy day, he would rather get wet than let himself get wet. However, these were all in the past. However, when she saw Zheng Nan's injured eyes, she couldn't help but feel sorry for him. "Zheng Nan, can you not be like this? Actually, this isn't a bad thing. Haven't you heard? When one door of happiness closes, another door will open. Don't stare at the closed door, or else you won't be able to see the open door of happiness.”
Listening to Yue Zile's comforting words, Zheng Nan felt as if a thread was being pulled out of his heart. How could he be so stupid? He had let such a good girl go and not sacrifice her love for her position. Who could he blame now that things had come to this? However, he still wanted to ask Yue Zile," So, has Lele found her own happiness in the past few years?”
Yue Zile looked at Zheng Nan and said seriously,""Happiness has always been there. It's just that we didn't look for it.”Yue Zile did not say that she had found it or not, because at that moment, she felt that her happiness was around her.
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