Qinghan and Dafei had been dating for almost a month, but Qinghan still felt that it was unreal. Only Liu Chuanfeng knew about their relationship, and because Qinghan was shy, he didn't let Dafei tell anyone. During this period, Liu Chuanfeng returned to his residence less and less. Sometimes, he would just pick up a piece of clothing and leave. He didn't talk to Xiao Luo in class either. He just kept having a cold war.
"Yueyue, what do you think happened to Liu Chuanfeng recently?”Xiao Luo asked Yueyue in a low voice. Yueyue was usually good at gossiping, and her dream was to be an entertainment reporter." As long as there's a corner, there's no need to worry about not being able to dig out secrets.”This was Yueyue's declaration.
"How would I know? It would be more direct for you to ask him.”Yueyue answered rudely, as if she was very annoyed by this.
"Yueyue." Qinghan looked at her sadly. They had been friends for a long time, but this was the first time Yueyue had lost her temper for no reason.
"Don't say anymore. I want to be quiet.”Yueyue walked away, leaving Qinghan sitting on the stool in a daze.
"Senior, I'll have lunch by myself today. You don't have to wait for me.”Qinghan was in a bad mood. Even his words had lost their vitality.
"Okay, I'm busy. I'll hang up now.”Dafei hung up the phone in a hurry and cut off the noise on the other side. Qinghan gripped the phone tightly, as if her nerves would collapse instantly if she let go.
"Xiao Luo, what's wrong?" Meiqi, who was sitting in the back seat, asked with concern.
"I'm fine. Thank you for your concern.”Qinghan replied gratefully. No one knew when they would have the concern of someone who had never been important.
"Then let's go have lunch together. If we don't eat soon, we'll be hungry.”Meiqi pretended to be hungry, trying to make Qinghan happy.
"I'm not hungry yet. Go eat. Let's go together next time.”Qinghan was very grateful to Meiqi, but her current mood made her unable to eat. She looked at the empty stool beside her and silently cried.
Qinghan walked alone under the shade of the trees in the school. The trees on both sides of the road swayed gently with the wind. The wind brushed Qinghan's face as if comforting her." What happened?"”Qinghan asked the passing wind, hoping it could give her an answer.
Qinghan found a sturdy tree and slowly leaned against it. The scene seemed familiar. " Right, the first time I saw Liu Chuanfeng, it was like this. There were trees, people, and chairs." Qinghan recalled every detail over and over again, and he missed it more and more.
"I haven't seen him come home for a long time. I wonder what he's busy with.”Qinghan spoke to the air. Every time Qinghan wanted to ask him, he had to give up when he saw a group of girls surrounding him. It was a simple thing, but he missed it again and again.
Qinghan suddenly missed his mother. Perhaps he was too lonely, or perhaps he felt that he had no one to rely on. The loneliness from before came back to him. Just like recently, every night, Qinghan would wake up in his dreams because he saw everyone leave again. Wen Wen, Dad, Mom, Yueyue, and Liu Chuanfeng walked further and further away. No matter how they shouted, they all left. Dreams, in the end, were connected to the shackles that could not be removed.
Qinghan looked into the distance and saw a familiar figure. Qinghan slowly walked toward the figure and realized that it was Yueyue.
"Yueyue, is that you?" Qinghan asked softly, afraid to break the silence.
"It's me." His emotionless tone was unfamiliar to Qinghan.
"What's wrong with you? Why do I feel that there's something wrong with you recently?”Qinghan looked at Yueyue carefully, afraid that he would make Yueyue angry again.
"Did I? It's normal. I've seen through a lot now.”Yueyue looked at Qinghan coldly, as if there was no emotion in her eyes.
"Yueyue, what's wrong?" Qinghan looked at Yueyue in fear because his expression was very similar to his father's when he left. It was so cold and determined.
"You're dating Dafei, right?" Yueyue seemed to be narrating, but she seemed to be reprimanding.
"Yes, you know. I was going to tell you later.”Qinghan looked at her in surprise. There was one more thing that only three people knew.
"Heh, Xiao Luo, we're considered friends. How could you not tell me?”Yueyue looked at Qinghan resentfully.
"So you're angry because of this? Don't be angry anymore. It's the same even if you know now. I'm just embarrassed to tell you.”Qinghan shook Yueyue's arm, hoping that she would calm down.
"Stay away from me!" Yueyue pushed Qinghan away fiercely, and Qinghan was caught off guard and fell to the ground. There was a faint pain in his arm, but it couldn't overcome his heartache.
"Yueyue, listen to me. I'm just too embarrassed to tell you.”Qinghan felt wronged. He was supposed to be the one who understood her the most, but now he was the one who didn't. This sadness wrapped around Qinghan's heart tightly.
"No, I don't want to listen to anything. We don't want to be friends anymore.”Yueyue looked at Qinghan mercilessly. At this moment, Qinghan and her seemed to have become strangers, leaving only coldness.
"Yueyue, is it really worth it to ruin our years of friendship over such a small matter?”Qinghan held back his tears and asked Yueyue. Qinghan couldn't accept the fact that this friendship, which he had carefully built, had to end in such a way.
"How is it not worth it? Don't you know that I've always liked Dafei?”Yueyue looked at Qinghan with a sharp gaze, as if she was warning other animals to stay away when they found food.
"I know you like him, but he confessed to me first. I thought you would give us your blessings.”Qinghan smiled scornfully. She was laughing at her own stupidity. "Yueyue, did I misjudge you?”The voice in his heart kept repeating, but the answer was unknown.
"Why should I bless you? My best friend stole my favorite person. Should I bless you? This is too ridiculous.”Yueyue also looked at Xiao Luo mockingly." Xiao Luo, are you too stupid, or am I too stupid?"”It was another question from the bottom of his heart, and the answer was still unknown.
"Yueyue." Qinghan looked at her. It had only been a morning, but the distance between them was getting further and further. "Yueyue, don't leave me, okay?”Qinghan called out in his heart.
"Stop calling me. I hate you, Qinghan. I've had enough. Your studies are better than mine, and you're prettier than me. You have so many people's concern and Dafei's love. Why can everyone see you? What about me? I'm covered by your light behind you. Who can understand my sadness? Have you considered me?" Yueyue's tears flowed down her cheeks. She had given as much as Qinghan for this relationship. She had never cared about these things. It was just that she had been too embarrassed today and had lost her mind.
"Yueyue, you're not the kind of person who cares about these things. Neither am I. You know this. What's wrong?”Qinghan's intuition told her that Yueyue was hiding something from her. When they were together, Qinghan was the top student and Yueyue was the bottom student. Their relationship was still very good. Nothing like this had ever happened.
"Nothing happened, Qinghan. I'm tired.”Yueyue turned around and walked away. She couldn't stand this place that hurt her heart anymore. She knew that she was very stubborn now, and she knew that she shouldn't blame Xiao Luo. However, once a stubborn person made up her mind, it was difficult to change it. " Xiao Luo, I'm sorry." This sentence could only be said in his heart. Perhaps it was only because of his pitiful face. Sometimes, people were really ridiculous. For the sake of so-called face, they would not hesitate to hurt the people they cherished.
"Yueyue, Yueyue." Qinghan couldn't stand it anymore and fell onto the lawn. The grass under his body was warm under the sun, but Qinghan's heart was cold. She wanted the sun to shine on her heart so that it wouldn't be so cold and she wouldn't be weak. No matter what, Qinghan didn't want to be separated from Yueyue because a person might only meet one true friend in their life. It was hard to find a good friend.
Ding, ding, ding. The bell for the start of class rang, as if urging the children who were going to be late to return to the classroom.
Meanwhile, Qinghan sat there lifelessly, like a puppet without a string.
Xiao Luo leaned against the tree and thought about her and Yueyue's past. When she first came here and entered the first class, the teacher arranged for her to be by Yueyue's side, so they were deskmates for many years. In the beginning, everyone surrounded Xiao Luo because children were always curious about strangers. However, Xiao Luo was afraid of so many people, so Yue Yue hid Xiao Luo behind her and scared the other children away. Then she turned to Xiao Luo and said with a smile," Don't be afraid. They're all gone."”At that time, Yueyue was like an angel in Qinghan's heart. After so many years, the gratitude and trust he had for Yueyue could never be erased by time. "Yueyue, thank you for accompanying me on such a long journey. I won't give up no matter what.”Qinghan took out his phone and dialed a string of numbers, waiting for the other party's response.
On the other side, Yueyue was sitting alone on the rooftop of the school. She looked at the familiar figure in the woods and kept crying. They had all skipped class this afternoon, but Yueyue didn't expect to use this method to make Qinghan skip class. Yueyue was still so sad that she couldn't speak when she thought of the scene in the morning. "Xiao Luo, can you feel me behind you? I watched you grow day by day. As a friend, I am happy for you because you have lost too much. I haven't seen your father since I came here. Even if you don't say it, I won't ask because it might be your heart's pain. It's a knot in your heart that you can't resolve. It's really strange that I have a desire to protect you the moment I saw you. You're really a harmful person. Now that you're together with Dafei, all I can do is wish you happiness. Xiao Luo, I'm sorry, you have to be happy.”Yueyue's heart was like rolling waves, but what flowed was only sadness and love. It was easy to get hurt.
Although I have to carry a heavy burden behind you, I'm willing to bear it as long as it's yours.
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