Early in the morning, Qinghan sent Yueyue off and went for a walk alone in the hospital park. The morning air was always fresh. Qinghan walked along the winding path and looked at the beautiful scenery on both sides. His heart was filled with infinite joy. Although the ancients said,"Don't be happy with things, don't be sad with yourself."”However, it was easier said than done for ordinary people. "As long as we're happy every day, as long as we're happy every day, isn't that enough? You have to have confidence in life and in yourself!”Qinghan said like an old man and then laughed.
Suddenly, Qinghan saw a familiar figure. He was so scared that he quickly hid behind a tree. "Eh, why is Auntie Chen here?”Qinghan wondered curiously. " Could it be?" Xiao Luo continued to think." Liu Chuanfeng told her that I was hospitalized."”Thinking of this, Qinghan started her tracking journey.
She had been following behind Auntie Chen. In order to prevent her from noticing, Xiao Luo deliberately kept a distance from her. This way, even if she was discovered, she could pretend to be a passerby. Qinghan secretly praised himself for his intelligence, so he kept smiling. However, there was a saying,"extreme joy begets sorrow."”
"Eh? Why did Auntie Chen go to the fake mountain behind the hospital?”Thinking of this, Qinghan's footsteps gradually quickened. Curiosity was really a strange thing. It would expand infinitely like desire.
Xiao Luo watched Auntie Chen's figure disappear behind the rockery and couldn't help but hesitate." If I go, what if Auntie Chen isn't here for me?" But if she didn't go, there were very few people who came here. What if Auntie Chen was in danger? What should I do? God, tell me what to do!”Qinghan put his hands together and bowed to the heavens.
At this moment, she asked," Xiujiao, is Xinxin alright?”A man's voice came from the other side of the rockery, but when Qinghan heard it, he couldn't help but find it familiar. "Who could it be?" Although Xiao Luo knew that Auntie Chen was not here to look for her, he still stood there curiously." Auntie Chen, forgive me. I didn't mean to eavesdrop.”Qinghan begged in his heart.
"Yes, she's quite good. She's really a good child. Her mother went abroad and lived alone. Although she had a roommate, that child hasn't been at home all the time recently.”Auntie Chen said.
"Is that roommate a boy or a girl?”The man's voice sounded again.
"It's a boy." Auntie Chen said.
"What is it? How could she live with a boy? It was too outrageous.”The man's voice seemed to be filled with anger. "What's wrong with that? Liu Chuanfeng and I are also staying together. We sleep in our own rooms, what's wrong with that?”Qinghan retorted indignantly.
"Hehe, look at how nervous you are. It's okay. They all have their own rooms. Moreover, that boy is really not bad. He's very down-to-earth and polite. In short, he's very good.”Auntie Chen couldn't hide the love in her voice. "She really sounds like Liu Chuanfeng." Qinghan couldn't help but think of Liu Chuanfeng. He hadn't come to see her since he left that day. "She and Meiqi should be very sweet together. How could she have time to talk to me?”Qinghan's nose couldn't help but turn sour at the thought.
" Sigh." The man sighed for some reason.
"Don't blame yourself anymore. Let bygones be bygones. The most important thing for you now is to recuperate. Only then can you go see Xinxin and ask for her forgiveness.”Auntie Chen's voice was filled with endless heartache and love.
"Xiujiao, I'm really sorry. I'm in this state now, but you still have to suffer with me. I really feel bad.”The man's voice was also filled with heartache, but there was also a hint of self-blame.
"Old Xia, don't say that. If it weren't for me, you wouldn't be like this today.”Auntie Chen said with a sobbing tone. "What's wrong with Aunt Julia? She sounds like she's about to cry.”Xiao Luo only paid attention to Auntie Chen's voice and forgot to listen to the way she addressed him.
"Xiujiao, you're always so kind. This will make me blame myself even more. I've already let them down, and now I'm going to let you down. I'm really going to be suffocated by all this self-blame.”The man's voice sounded a little old, as if he had recalled the pain from a long time ago and his will instantly collapsed.
"Sherlie, don't always be like this. What am I going to do if you're like this? If I hadn't broken up your family back then, you wouldn't be in such dire straits like you are now. You wouldn't have been missing your child all the time but couldn't see him.”Aunt Chen finally burst into tears. Xiao Luo could imagine how Aunt Chen looked like at this moment. She was so down and out, just like her mother back then. At the thought of this, many years of memories instantly appeared in front of him. That rainy afternoon, Qinghan's mother sat in the rain and cried. Although she was helpless, there was nothing she could do. Once a family was broken, it might not be able to be salvaged in this lifetime.
After so many years, it really proved the saying,'Good will be rewarded with good, evil will be rewarded with evil.'”In the past, I was so cruel to abandon them, but now I'm sick. Was it really retribution? Was everything fate?”The man's voice rang out again, and it made Xiao Luo's heart ache. Back then, her father had abandoned them so cruelly.
"So you have to get better. Then we'll go apologize to Qinghan and ask for her forgiveness, okay?”Auntie Chen's voice was like a bomb. " Xiao Luo, Xiao Luo." Xiao Luo stood there and said," No wonder there are mothers going abroad, boys as roommates, and abandoned. Are they all talking about you?" It's you, Qinghan." Qinghan's tears fell drop by drop. He had promised to be strong and not be weak in front of the enemy, but how could he be cruel to his biological father? After all, family ties could not be separated.
"Xiujiao, someone seems to be crying." The man's voice seemed to be closer to Qinghan.
"Xiao Luo!" Aunt Chen said in surprise. However, what greeted Xiao Luo's eyes was Uncle Xia, who had been playing chess in her original ward. It was no wonder that his former ward mate would say that they looked like father and daughter. At that time, Qinghan only thought that they were joking, but now he found it ridiculous.
"Sherlie, this is your daughter, Xinxin.”Xiao Luo listened to her name in Happiness Village. That name brought back beautiful memories, but now it sounded like the worst name.
"Is Qinghan my Xinxin?”Old Xia stood rooted to the ground. The daughter he had once yearned for day and night was now standing in front of him. He suddenly did not know how to face her.
"I'm not your daughter. I'm Xiao Luo, not Xin Xin, Uncle Xia.”Although Qinghan said that, his heart still ached. Tears kept flowing. His clenched hands were already in pain. His nails were deeply buried in his flesh to ease the pain. "Is there anything more ridiculous in this world than calling your biological father uncle?”Qinghan felt miserable.
"Xinxin, I'm sorry." Sherlie lowered his head in sadness, but he still said the words that he had been suppressing for a long time. He wanted to say these words countless times, but the person listening to him was not there.
"Don't apologize to me. I don't want to hear it.”Qinghan covered his ears and shouted at them. His heart was already hurting. Why should he add to his burden? "Using an apology to erase the injuries that we have suffered, you should keep it for yourself.”Qinghan looked at his father with hatred. His anger seemed to be about to burst out.
"Xiao Luo, how can you talk to your father in such a tone?”Auntie Chen, who was at the side, scolded Xiao Luo angrily. Xiao Luo's father had already suffered a lot. What was in the past should be in the past. Why did he have to keep making so many people's hearts ache?
"If I hadn't broken up your family back then.”Aunt Chen's words rang in Xiao Luo's mind. " So the person who took Daddy away was Auntie Chen, Mommy's good friend. Hehe," Xiao Luo smiled bitterly in his heart, but he still said,""What right do you have to criticize me? Now that I see you, I feel nauseous. How can there be such a hypocrite like you?”Xiao Luo also looked at Auntie Chen with hatred. Auntie Chen, who used to be a mother in her heart, collapsed in an instant.
"Xinxin, calm down. Don't talk to Auntie Chen like that. After your mother left, she has been taking care of you. How can you forget your kindness?" Sherlie was a little angry at Qinghan's words. In his heart, his daughter should be very polite and not so unreasonable.
"Calm down, I don't want to calm down. Why should I calm down? Back then, you abandoned us for her. Do you know how my mother and I spent all these years? How do you want me to calm down now? Do you want me to talk to her properly? I can't do it!”Qinghan shouted at them. She felt her blood rush to her head, and the anger in her heart grew stronger.
"Sherlie, stop talking about Qinghan. She's right. She has reason to hate us.”Auntie Chen said kindly.
"I don't need you to be a good person. I don't want to see you anymore. Liar, you're all liars!”After Xiao Luo finished speaking, she ran away crying. If she didn't leave now, she was afraid that she would forgive them easily. Although they were right, how could the grievances accumulated over the years disappear just like that?
Qinghan sat alone in the woods and cried. She wanted to let out all her sadness so that her heart would not ache anymore. When Qinghan felt that there were no more tears to shed, he got up and returned to the ward. Xiao Luo sat on the bed and looked at the sky outside the window. The blue sky was a little sad at the moment." If the sky is the parents, then the clouds must be the children, because only parents will let the children wander in their arms.”Qinghan burst into tears again.
Qinghan sat there until Yueyue said," Baby, I'm back!”When she came back to her senses, she was actually not thinking about anything, but her mind had automatically become a vacuum.
"Yes." Qinghan's indifferent reply instantly extinguished Yueyue's enthusiasm.
"Xiao Luo, what's wrong? Don't tell me you miss me?" Yueyue pretended to be narcissistic.
" Yueyue, I…" Tears began to flow out of her eyes. She couldn't stop her tears and she couldn't hide her sadness.
" Xiao Luo, don't cry. Be good." Yueyue hugged Qinghan and patted her back gently. Qinghan rarely cried after being with him for so many years. Most of the time, he just sat there calmly like a pool of stagnant water.
" I, I, today, see, see, my, dad, sob," At this moment, Xiao Luo was already sobbing. It had been a long time since he had been so sad. It had been a long time since he had such a strong and complicated feeling.
Yueyue fell silent after hearing Qinghan's words. She knew that Qinghan's father had abandoned them when Qinghan was young, so Qinghan hated her father very much, but at the same time, he longed for fatherly love. Under this contradictory mentality, Qinghan became as cold as ice. Yueyue could only hug Qinghan tightly. Only then would she feel warm.
The door of the ward closed gently. The person outside the room also shed tears. After seeing each other for so many years, all that was left was an apology. His heart was just as heavy.
Even if I can't keep looking at you from behind, I won't give up once we meet again.
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