Qinghan sat on the rooftop for the whole morning. He went back to class at noon to pick up his school bag and then asked the homeroom teacher for an afternoon off. Although the class was more important to her now, it was better to find a place to calm down than to sit there and listen to nothing. That way, she would have more energy in the future.
"Xiao Luo, are you going back?" Yueyue looked at Qinghan pitifully. She felt lonely because her best friend was gone, as if she had lost half of her heart.
"Yeah, I want to go home and rest. I'm a little tired.”Qinghan gave Yueyue a reassuring look, hoping that she wouldn't worry.
"Are you too sad?”Meiqi, who was behind him, said sarcastically. There was no trace of emotion in her eyes. Of course, her eyes no longer had the color of the past.
Qinghan remembered what had just happened on the rooftop and smiled at Meiqi without saying anything. She didn't want her words to accidentally anger Meiqi. Sometimes, even if it was perfunctory, it was better than conflict.
"Hey, what are you talking about? Who has so many sad things in a day?”Yueyue retorted unhappily. In this world, as long as she was still alive, she would not allow anyone to bully Qinghan! Because good friends were always of the same heart, sharing weal and woe.
"Alright, Yueyue." Xiao Luo hurriedly pulled Yueyue back. She didn't want them to quarrel over her. "Send me out of the school gate. Otherwise, I'll be bored walking alone.”Qinghan looked at her with pleading eyes and pulled her hard.
"Xiao Luo, don't drag me. I'll walk by myself.”Yueyue protested unhappily," What's wrong with you today? It's so strange."”Yueyue asked again.
Looking at Qinghan and Yueyue's shrinking figures, Meiqi smiled disdainfully. When she thought of Qinghan's expression just now, she thought proudly," Are you afraid of me now? Useless person!"
Little Luo pulled Yueyue and ran all the way until she could no longer feel the burning gaze.
"Huhu, Little Luo, are you going to run a race? Why are you running so fast?”Yueyue panted. She was so tired that she was out of breath. This was the first time she realized that Qinghan could run very fast.
"I'm in a hurry to catch the carriage." Qinghan said reluctantly because she really didn't know how to explain these complicated things to her.
"You really can't be saved." Yueyue shook her head helplessly. It had been more than a year or two since this good friend of hers had started to be a little silly. "The bus runs every ten minutes. What's the hurry?”Yueyue didn't know whether to laugh or cry at this answer.
"Look, the bus is coming." Yueyue said excitedly and grabbed Qinghan's arm tightly.
"Ah, be gentle." Qinghan suddenly felt a sharp pain in his arm.
Yueyue stepped forward and lifted Qinghan's sleeves. What appeared in front of her was two bruises.
"Xiao Luo, did someone bully you?”Yueyue asked nervously.
"How could that be? I'm the invincible Charlotte in the universe.”Qinghan made a superhuman gesture. It turned out that Da Fei had pinched Xia Luo's arm, but Qinghan couldn't say anything.
" Xiao Luo, you're not honest!" Yueyue said with certainty.
"How could that be? I did it by accident. The car is here. I'm leaving.”Qinghan hurriedly squeezed into the car and found a seat. He looked at Yueyue outside the window and waved at her." Yueyue, I'm sorry! I really don't want you to worry about me."
Yueyue looked at Qinghan, who was waving at her, and only smiled in response. She knew that Qinghan must be hiding something from her. She could tell from her red eyes that even if she didn't say anything, as a friend, she would always have a hunch. "Xiao Luo, I hope you are well. I will wait until the day you are willing to speak.”
After getting off the bus, Qinghan didn't rush home. He just walked around the familiar places again and again. These roads were filled with memories, both sad and happy. When Xiao Luo came back to her senses, she had already walked to her supermarket. She saw the familiar signboard again and Auntie Chen's figure. The memories of the past reappeared in front of her eyes, leaving only sadness.
"Auntie, you're so beautiful." the little girl said innocently.
"Xiao Luo's mouth is so sweet.”The same bright smile.
"But why doesn't Dad like me? He abandoned me and Mom and didn't want us anymore.”The child said aggrievedly as his tears flowed down drop by drop.
"How can Daddy not like you? He really can't let go of you.”Daren's eyes were filled with helplessness as he thought,""If I could let it go, I wouldn't have to work so hard.”At the same time, he revealed a bitter smile.
"Auntie, is what you said true?" The child's eyes were filled with hope because every child hoped to be loved and doted on.
"Yes, your father loves you very much.”The adult turned around and walked away, leaving behind the happy child.
Now, whenever Xiao Luo thought of what Auntie Chen had said to her when her parents were fighting, she found it ridiculous." If you really loved us, why did you let go and choose her?”Qinghan closed her eyes sadly. She was afraid that tears would flow down her face, so she turned around and prepared to leave.
"Xiao Luo?" That familiar yet unfamiliar voice called out to her.
Xiao Luo didn't turn around. She only turned her back to Auntie Chen. She was afraid that she would say something overboard and that Auntie Chen would be sad because of her. Although she was also a victim, the gratitude she had for Auntie Chen over the years made Xiao Luo unable to be ruthless.
"It's really you. I really didn't expect you to come to see me.”Auntie Chen smiled happily. She had been blaming herself for the past few days. Sometimes, once she made a mistake, there was really no turning back.
Qinghan didn't turn around, but he didn't leave either. He just listened quietly.
Seeing that Xiao Luo didn't react, Auntie Chen only smiled sadly and continued,"Xiao Luo, if you have time, go to the hospital to see your father. He misses you very much. Ever since you left that day, he was very gratified and blamed himself. None of this helped him recover.”When Auntie Chen said this, she couldn't help but feel like crying. She watched as the person she loved walked towards death bit by bit. The feeling of helplessness was really terrible.
"None of this has anything to do with me." Her tightly shut mouth finally opened, but she could only say it so heartlessly.
"Xiao Luo, please don't be like this. I was the one who caused the mistake back then. It has nothing to do with your father. No matter what, he's still your father. Moreover, the doctor said that his condition is getting worse. If he can't receive treatment with a good attitude, he'll be very ill."
"Alright, stop talking." Xiao Luo interrupted Aunt Chen. She didn't want to hear the result that she didn't want to hear the most. "No matter what you say, I won't go. Give up.”Qinghan said coldly, but he was upset.
"Xiao Luo, Auntie Chen is begging you. Please go and see him. Even if you don't say anything, he will be very happy.”Aunt Chen begged Xiao Luo bitterly. Although she knew that such a request was unreasonable, she could not care less for the sake of the person she loved.
"I said I won't go!" Qinghan said angrily and turned around.
Just as Qinghan turned around, Auntie Chen slowly knelt down, shocking Qinghan and shattering her own dignity.
"What are you doing?”Xiao Luo went forward to help Auntie Chen, but she was pushed away.
"Unless you promise me, I won't get up.”Auntie Chen looked at Xiao Luo and said.
"There's no point in doing this. Don't force me. Why do you want me to greet you with a smile after hurting me? I can't do it!" Xiao Luo shouted at Auntie Chen and ran away without looking back." The more you love each other, the more I hate you. Don't you understand this?”Qinghan thought to himself.
Aunt Chen saw Xiao Luo running further and further away and cried helplessly. She could only drag her tired body back to the shop. She knew that doing so would make Xiao Luo suffer, but there was no other way. She hoped that she could touch Xiao Luo, just like how she touched his father.
She still remembered the first time she saw Xiao Luo. She cried and said to her,"Daddy doesn't like me.”At that time, she felt deeply guilty. Such a young child had to add a shadow to his beautiful childhood. All of this was caused by her. That was why she had been helping them, hoping to make up for the mistakes of the past. "May (Xiao Luo's mother), Xiao Luo, I'm sorry.”
Qinghan ran home in tears. She hated herself for not being able to be free and easy, hated herself for being so weak, hated herself for being hurt, but still had hope. She could only cry to her heart's content to heal the wound.
" Woof, woof." Little White and Andy saw Qinghan crying and walked over together.
"What are you doing?" Qinghan looked at the puppy in her arms and forgot that he was still crying.
" Woof, woof!" Little White started licking Qinghan's face. Andy didn't lag behind. He wagged his tail and tugged at Qinghan's pants, clearly saying,""Master, pay attention to me!"
Qinghan, who had been crying just a moment ago, was amused by the two dogs. She stroked their fur lovingly and let them lie comfortably on the floor. "Xiao Bai and Andy, your parents will probably miss you too. That's right, which parent in the world doesn't love their children? You were sold by merchants when you were young and left your parents. Why are you so happy now, but I can't let go?”Qinghan murmured, and the two dogs listened obediently.
Liu Chuanfeng's door was slightly ajar. He looked at Qinghan quietly. He had heard Qinghan's cries when he came back, but he didn't know if he should go out. Sometimes, when others were sad, you had to give them some space so that they could be strong. Liu Chuanfeng finally calmed down when he saw the two dogs making Qinghan happy. He slowly closed the door.
I'll only feel at ease when you're well.
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