Piggy, my name is Piggy. I'm 17 years old this year.
My original name was Zhu Zhu. Ever since I had my memories, I've been wandering around. You didn't hear wrongly. I can't search for my memories before I was three years old because I'm not a famous person. I can only say sorry about my memories before I was three years old.
I heard from my godmother that before she picked me up, I was lying in her pigsty and teasing her mother's sow. This is definitely a huge attack on my life! After all, I'm a delicate doll. How could I do such a shameful thing? However, she refused to listen to my explanation and insisted on calling me a pig. I'm afraid I can't get a household register, so I'll just take her surname.
What a stingy auntie, what a vulgar name she gave, Zhu Zhu! I even had the thought of hacking her to death, but I endured it. She was my bread and butter, and I couldn't be impulsive. It was no big deal if she died, but it was different for me. I didn't want to live like a wandering dog anymore. I was really afraid.
I didn't want to fight with stray dogs for food for half a bun on the ground, and my feet were full of bite marks. I also didn't want to be sent to the so-called stray children's management center, where the children were only there for the so-called city appearance. It was just an organization where the government asked for money from good celebrities. What they saw inside was only the glitter on the surface.。。
The pain hidden on the other side was only exposed in the dark night. The days I spent in that place became a nightmare when I was wandering. There, dozens of us kids gathered together to fight for the porridge and rice that could be counted as many as rice grains. Some of us would beat other kids badly for the rice grains. At night, dozens of us would squeeze in a narrow room and couldn't even extend our legs. The little me had a harder time inside than outside. At least I didn't have to be on tenterhooks outside. At least I was glad that I didn't have to go hungry every day. If I was lucky, I could even get money.
During the biggest children's riot, I climbed over the wall in the dark and left this place that made me tremble all the time. I started my life of wandering again. During the days when I was wandering, I was a thief. I picked people's wallets and was beaten up by others.
Those people would not show mercy just because you were a child. Those years had been carved into the bruises on my body. During that inhuman period of wandering, I had seen a lot of the ways of the world. Dignity was not needed during the days of wandering. What I wanted was how to snatch food.
I met the most influential person in my life while I was wandering. I used my greed to peek into her life, and later she became my eternal nightmare. She's only a year older than me, but she's a complete fool. No one in this world is more foolish than her. Have you ever seen a beggar give his food to someone he's not familiar with every time?
He would rather stay there and fight hunger every time.。Perhaps she was really born a fool. However, she acted so normal in front of others. Perhaps I was her nemesis, so she was destined to lose to me.
I was born a lustful person. I didn't leave her because she had a piece of jade that I liked very much. I asked her for it many times, but she refused my unreasonable requests more and more firmly. The more I was defeated, the braver I became. I really couldn't accept it. I swore that I would get that piece of jade at all costs.。。Taking advantage of her kindness to me, every time I was caught stealing in the future, I would say that it was her who did it. If others don't believe me, I'll call her sister.
Because of this, the ugly scars that should have been on my body were mercilessly imprinted on her thin body. The most tragic time was when she was beaten until she vomited blood to cover up my crimes. Those bloodstains later became memories that I didn't dare to touch. In the future, I didn't dare to pick up those tightly connected images.。
That day was another bright afternoon. The warm sunlight sprinkled on her tender face, and her big eyes reflected my smile. But my eyes reflected the beautiful light of the jade. We walked side by side through the alley, and a fashionable young woman walked out from the other side of the alley. What kind of young woman was that? The silver bracelet on her hand burned my eyes and fell into the depths of my soul under the sunlight.
It also pierced my heart. My eyes were fixed on that hand. I couldn't move them away. I wanted it. My desire was so strong that I couldn't suppress it.
We missed the young woman together, one second, two seconds.。In the scene where they were about to brush shoulders, I pushed her away fiercely. The young woman who couldn't dodge in time covered her stomach with her hand, while she lay on the woman's stomach. That heavy sound alarmed my desire. I also lay on the ground and slashed at the bracelet fiercely. A second later, the bracelet hit my palm and it hurt.
Before I could fulfill the joy in my heart, I heard her miserable cry for help.。Her cry for help attracted her bodyguards. I knew I was in trouble. I didn't dare to take the bracelet anymore. I threw it into the trash can not far away. The strength of his hand was just right. The angle of the side was a perfect parabola, and it landed at the bottom of the trash can in a precise arc. "This is the first disaster in my life. If I had known earlier that the young woman was secretly protected, I think I wouldn't have been so impulsive."
However, if those things didn't happen, I wouldn't have had the chance to regret it. In this program that I directed, she ended her short and unbearable life and withered her future. As soon as I threw the bracelet out, I saw a few men rushing over. I was very afraid. Before they could speak, I pointed at her with my finger. She didn't even have the chance to defend herself.。Before she could react to the accident, she had been forcefully dragged to the side by them.
Not long after, there were bloodstains on the ground. The bloodstain gradually expanded and spread to my side. It also dyed my dirty clothes red and cleaned the dust on my palms. I didn't know that a person could have so much blood. It slowly flowed on the ground like a blooming mule. The bloody red flowed to the deepest part of my soul.
The red part is a memorial to my crimes, too numerous to be recorded.
They left after cleaning up without looking at me. I slowly ran over and squatted beside her, hugging her small body. I desperately wiped the blood off her body, but the more I wiped, the more exhausted I was. She lay quietly beside me, dying.
Her eyes stubbornly looked at me, revealing her fear of death. Her increasingly weak breathing made me almost unable to feel her body temperature. Her increasingly pale face slowly took away her remaining warmth. This girl who had always used her life to take care of me lay in my body, but I became more and more afraid. I was afraid that I would never see her again in the future.
No one would be as accommodating and caring towards me as she was. She gave me a lot of care that I never had during those wandering days. If she left, I would be alone again. No one would worry that I would be hungry, no one would worry that I would be caught in a theft, and no one would be willing to be framed by me.。I was scared. How would I live without her in the future? How would I live without her taking care of me?。。
The body temperature that flowed away finally took away her life and my intact soul. In the last few moments, she took off the jade that I had been stealing from her neck for a long time and placed it in my palm. The jade in my palm was so cold that it no longer had its previous temperature. We all stared at it. A drop of blood tears dripped from her eyes into the jade. The jade seemed to have a life of its own. The red color slowly spread out in the jade and formed a bloody moon pattern. The bloody moon reflected its grief in my eyes,
Because after today, it will lose its true master forever. The days when I used the jade to connect our lives became a pain in the depths of my memory that I would never dare to recall.。。I'm sorry, I'm really sorry! I didn't know it would be so serious. It never happened before.。I cried as her hands brushed weakly across my face, bringing with them the smell of blood.
Don't cry, I don't blame you, because my sister is your age. Her weak voice whispered in my ear, carrying the feeling of reluctance to part with life. She closed her eyes forever, and her hand finally slid down my cheek weakly. She hung in the air. I finally lost her completely. After today, everything would leave me. The person who cared about me was finally killed by me. The jade that I had been waiting for for a long time was now lying in my hand. The joy I expected didn't feel at all. The pain in my heart spread throughout my entire body.
Every night after I woke up, I often dreamed of that young face. It was so clear that I could feel her despair. How long would it take for me to let go of the guilt buried in my heart? How long would it take for my heart to stop waking up at midnight?
! I owe her too much. If there's a next life, I hope she won't meet me again. Closing my eyes, I could feel the sadness of the jade. It gradually lost its brightness and became a dark red. However, the mistake has been made. No matter how sad I am, I can't give it a complete answer.
。I buried this unbearable past in the depths of my heart because this piece of jade changed my essence and later changed my entire life. For it, I paid too much. If your passing and reincarnation has caused my sin, then I will use my sinful blood to awaken your path to life, okay?
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