The road has an end, the elongated shadow seeps through the helplessness of the moonlight and my current mood.
I can see my home. That peerless beauty who could topple a country was currently lying on the right side of the door in a leaning posture, staring blankly in my direction.
I had never thought that this woman, who was as mesmerized as the wind, would also quietly wait for me. She would also look at me with concern when she didn't see me return home. That beautiful face that was enough to make the world pale in comparison would also show anxiety at this moment. There was nothing more real than having someone in this world who cared about me. Even though she was not my biological mother, she gave everything she could to others. She completely warmed the protective line that I had built for a long time and let my grievances burst out in an instant.
"There are still people who care about me. No matter how wronged I am outside, at least I know that there are still people in this world who care about me. Ni Weier's wait this autumn has given me hope."
It also made the depressed me embark on the road to find Sisi for that rare happiness. Even if I was physically and mentally exhausted, I still stood and cried for her once.
Ni Weier's unfocused gaze suddenly brightened up the moment she saw me. Her anxious face also revealed a heart-warming smile. The coldness of this season had shattered the defenses I had built up over the years because of your smile. This was the warmth that I needed the most in my memories, but also the one that I lacked the most.
Your smile dispelled my persistence for so many years and hit the softest string in my heart. There was no time to wipe away my tears. I quickly ran away, completely ignoring Bei Lingfeng and the so-called troubles. I just wanted to go home quietly with Ni Weier. I didn't care about the trouble that I caused or the trouble that I caused.
It's best that Ni Weier's waiting is in my world. My running attracted Ni Weier's attention. At the same time, Bei Lingfeng, who had been following behind me, was also invited into the house by my mother. He was the first little boy to walk into my life. I never thought that there would be a day when our strong deskmate relationship would be resolved.
Bei Lingfeng, your appearance has completely disrupted the way I interact with Ni Weier. Ni Weier has also displayed unprecedented enthusiasm. I don't know what kind of background Bei Lingfeng has to make Ni Weier so attentive to him.
For a moment, I even suspected that Bei Lingfeng was her illegitimate child. Otherwise, why would she treat him better than me? The sky was completely shrouded in darkness. Ni Weier personally cooked a simple dinner. To be honest, I had never had the chance to eat her cooking even after living with her for so long.
This Bei Lingfeng has completely stolen my care and passion. I'm starting to regret bringing him home. How could he do this?
Not only did he cause me to be beaten up, but he also snatched my mother away. No wonder I didn't like him from the beginning. My intuition told me that we were destined to be entangled. On the dining table, there was a simple seaweed egg soup with some cute green onions floating on it. My appetite was greatly aroused. The fresh seafood smell spread in the air and filled my taste buds. The steaming hot air on the light bitter gourd fried meat rushed into my nose.
It made me feel a sense of bliss that filled the corners of my heart. I had waited so extravagantly for such an ordinary home-cooked meal for nearly ten years. From the time I stayed in the homeless shelter and witnessed the cruelty of human nature with my own eyes, to the time when I was homeless. Even when Ni Weier adopted me in the end, I was never able to eat with a family that cared about me like a normal child. Ni Weier had never cooked before, and we often ordered takeout without any temperature.
"Only I know how much I yearn for the food that ordinary people often eat. Others envy my luxurious life and drool when they see my chocolate, but they don't know how much I yearn to be like them, to sit beside my family and eat that warm rice. Even holding hands is something I can't afford."
The life I lead on the surface makes people jealous to the bone, but if it's really possible, I'd rather trade with them. In their eyes, it's as if I really don't lack anything. I go to school carrying branded L bags that they can't afford in their lifetime.
I only get to eat chocolate on special occasions, but I eat it like it's my meal. I wear a beautiful princess dress that my parents might not be able to afford even if they worked hard for a year or two. If I tell you how unhappy my life is, would you believe me?
What's more, I have a beautiful mother who doesn't care about me at all. A beautiful mother, endless money, endless chocolates, and princess dresses that I can't afford. What else can prove that my happy life is as illusory as bubbles? Living a rich and upper-class life makes me completely unapproachable to any children
From a certain perspective, I was lonely. The loneliness that followed me like a shadow pressed down on me and I had nowhere to escape. After Ni Weier realized that I was attached to her, she slowly changed her attention to me. She thought that I couldn't feel it, but I could actually feel the change in her feelings for me from her bones. It was just that I still craved that little bit of warmth that was hard to get.
I had already felt it the moment you gradually distanced yourself from me. It was just that I didn't have the right to take it, so I simply deceived myself.
I'm waiting for the day when you treat me like your own daughter and give me a trace of genuine warmth. Will there really be such a day?、
It's just that I'm getting more and more disappointed. I'm afraid that such a day will never come. I'm anticipating it, anticipating it to the point where I'm afraid. You would rather show your caring and attentive side to an outsider than treat me sincerely. Even if it's just a little bit good, it won't do. I'm so tired of waiting for you through Sisi's distance.。。Her heart was so exhausted that she finally learned to give up.
The hidden sadness doesn't let you see my fragile side. In fact, I'm not as strong as you think, and I'm not as sensible as you think.
I wanted to make some small mistakes to attract your attention, but after countless experiments, the hope in my heart for you to pay attention to me was finally destroyed by you until I knew that all your thoughts were on Sisi and that you could only pretend to be with me.
My enthusiasm has finally been completely wiped out by you. Now, I've finally given up on you. I just didn't expect that you would treat my classmates with such devotion, yet we still treat each other with such respect. You really know how to crush me from the bottom of your heart. The aroma of the dishes wafted in the air. The home-cooked dishes that I've always dreamed of are finally not as good as I imagined. This meal is made for Bei Lingfeng.
In a sense, it had no meaning to me at all. I was only lucky enough to be able to eat Ni Weier's food because of Bei Lingfeng. I had never eaten Ni Weier's food in the six years I had spent together. If it wasn't for Bei Lingfeng, how could I have eaten it today? From the beginning to the end, I was like an outsider living here, unable to enter her life and see through her world.
He would not be able to get her true love. He had never felt so defeated and helpless before. In the end, after interacting with outsiders for six years, living under the same roof for more than 2,000 days, it was still not as practical as Bei Lingfeng. Ni Weier, you really know how to pick the right time to attack me. She was speechless and felt extremely disappointed.
I was like a clown trying to get your attention, trying my best to please you, and protecting you like a fool when you were chased by other women! I've racked my brains for your smile. I've done everything I can to help you. But in the end you can only make my heart cold,
Are you really that indifferent to the disappointment in my eyes? Ni Weier, you really know how to disappoint me. Even the last bit of hope I had for you was buried by you in this season.
How can I trust you in the future? What can I expect from you? What else can I take to save my broken heart?
I can't even bear to see the pain you've brought to my heart. How can you be so cruel? Kill off all my sincerity for you. My bleeding heart has been hurt by you. In the years to come, how do you want me to pick up those broken hearts again?
How can I trust others again? If you don't accept my sincerity, how can I treat others with sincerity in my future life? Ni Weier, you really hurt me this time. I have never felt as much pain as I did today, making me speechless.
The gentleness you gave me is still lying to me, and now you still make me feel cold. The chill that seeped into my heart was given to me by you, Ni Weier.。
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