The delicious dinner ended in my depression and bitterness. Ni Weier and Bei Lingfeng exchanged polite greetings at the dining table, and they seemed to be getting along well with each other.
The deep affection and gentleness in Ni Wei 'er's eyes made me feel as if I was the outsider. After dinner, I watched them happily chat with each other, but I felt like I didn't fit in. That warm scene that I couldn't blend in with made me feel heartbroken and helpless from the bottom of my heart. The helpless heartache struck my heart and made it difficult for me to breathe for a moment.
I turned my head away from the scene that made me feel sad and painful. I was afraid that I wasn't strong enough and didn't want the two of you to see my weak side. I also didn't want to forcefully break the harmony between the two of you. Anyway, they didn't belong to me. I was already used to your neglect of me.。
I forced myself to eat two mouthfuls of rice before leaving the dining table. Staying any longer would be a form of torture for me. Anyway, it didn't matter whether I spoke or not. Sitting there was just a silent foil. If I didn't even need to speak, why would I sit at the dining table and occupy an empty seat? I feel that my existence is a kind of sorrow
No matter what I did, I couldn't attract anyone's attention. I was just trouble wherever I went. Only when I confronted myself in the mirror did I realize that I was the only one who cared about me today. My world had regressed to my own. No one cared about my emotions. I'm still the same old me, I haven't changed at all. It's just that I don't have to beg or sleep on the streets anymore.
By the time Niwei 'er cleaned up the dining table, I had already taken a shower. I knew that she was waiting for me to explain what happened today. I walked straight over and told her that I would be going to school tomorrow. I couldn't say another word to her.
Before she could recover from her state of waiting. I had already returned to my own room. She didn't enter my room again. She rarely entered my room and rarely asked about my situation in school. She didn't say anything, and I didn't say anything. This kind of almost opposing scene has appeared for a long time
I lay quietly on my bed and stared blankly at the hair board. I thought about how the old man had made things difficult for me during the day and how I had been slapped in the palm in the office. These weren't the most embarrassing things. The most embarrassing thing was Ni Weier's silence towards me. I could tolerate other people facing me in public.
However, what I can't tolerate is Ni Weier's silence. Are you really going to ignore me? Are you going to school tomorrow? Are you really not going to care about me? With all kinds of thoughts about Ni Weier, I gradually fell asleep.
In my dream, I dreamed that I was all alone, shouting Ni Weier's name loudly. However, she only left me with the most familiar smile before turning around and leaving indifferently. No matter how I cried and screamed in my dream, she never appeared again. It was only when I was completely awakened that I realized that it was just a dream, a nightmare that lingered in my heart. I don't know where she went in the dream,
However, I clearly remembered the feeling of being abandoned again and her back view of breaking up with me. That suffocating despair still filled my nose when I woke up. Ni Weier, you've really made my life very, very tiring. Will you really leave me one day?
When that day comes, despair will once again reunite with me. Will I die?。。I was awakened by a nightmare at dawn, and I was covered in cold sweat. My head hurt. I struggled to get up. I didn't see Ni Weier, so I thought she must have gone out.
There was a 100-yuan bill for my breakfast on the table. I picked up the cold 100-yuan bill and washed up. Then, I carried my bag and prepared to go to school alone. I didn't know if Ni Weier would come to school today. If she didn't come, how would I clean up the mess? I walked out of the door with complicated feelings. No matter what, I had to go to school today.
I don't know when I started to hate the school. Perhaps it was because I was still stuck at yesterday's grievances, or perhaps it was because of the battles that Li Luoluo had fought against me time and time again, which left me completely defenseless, that I had developed the disgust in my heart.
I hated school. Staying there for another day was torture. I walked with heavy steps through the autumn morning fog towards the school that I was already tired of. Even if I was tired, I still braced myself and walked in to not disappoint Niwei 'er.
When the morning bell rang for the last time, I was the last one to walk into the classroom that had the person who was irreconcilable with me. I knew that what was supposed to come would come. I slowly walked towards the seat with the person I hated, Bei Lingfeng. Looking at that pretty face, I couldn't feel happy from the bottom of my heart.
I couldn't even fake a smile when I hated you to the bone. I sat in my position with all kinds of expressions on my face. I ignored Bei Lingfeng's bright smile and closed my eyes to take out my textbook, blocking Li Luoluo's probing gaze and Bei Lingfeng's smiling face.
Even if you smile at me, I won't care about you anymore. The first morning class slowly ended with Bei Lingfeng winking at me to attract my attention.
The second period was the old man's. In my fear, I still saw that familiar old face. Sigh. I didn't even have the mood to look at him. The more I hated his class, the easier it was to see his heroic bearing.
Sigh, the heavens really don't care about me, Zhu Zhu at all. I've been looking forward to the stars and the moon, but I haven't seen a miracle. I have to say that fate is playing tricks on me. Sigh! I shook my head as I sighed loudly at the unfairness of the heavens. They always added so much unnecessary trouble to my life.
It made me lose interest in my life, deprived me of my last bit of happiness, and my future was bleak.
"Bang, bang, bang!" I was completely awakened from my deep thoughts and shaking my head by an earth-shattering voice. I raised my head, which was still in a daze, and immediately saw the familiar and serious face that was magnified by many times, standing a few millimeters away from my eyes.
It was like a dried biscuit that was stuck in front of me and was as ugly as a ghost. In an instant, my chaotic thoughts were frightened into panic. I stood up abruptly and accidentally knocked that wrinkled face to the side. I couldn't help but scream,“
Help! A ghost!" I closed my eyes and shouted loudly. The classroom was silent for a moment. It was so quiet that it was scary. I counted ten in my heart. There was still no sound around. It was completely quiet. I secretly peeked out a thin line of eyeliner from my hand.
I saw it. I saw the class teacher's ashen face. He was watching my outstanding performance right in front of me. His tightly clenched teeth made a loud clattering sound. It was over. When I came back to my senses, two words were clearly imprinted in my mind. I'm finished. I'm finished this time.
I've caused trouble again. Ni Weier, I'm sorry! I've caused trouble again. It's fine if I was distracted, but I even pushed away the old face that the class teacher liked the most. That's not the main point. The main point is that my nails are too sharp. I scratched a little blood on his thick old face. That face that he usually loved the most. Everyone knows the class teacher's quirks. Anyone can joke with him and scold him.
He just couldn't touch his precious face, not even with words. Otherwise, he would definitely fall out with you. No one could do it. I heard that even the principal was afraid of him. This time, I kicked the tiger's butt. I'm finished.
I couldn't bear to look at that old face that was so angry that it turned purple. My tensed nerves made my heart jump into my throat. I didn't know who else could save me, who had a weak heart. A minute had passed, and the class teacher was still on the verge of anger and shock. I could see that he was trying his best to suppress his anger from his trembling shoulders.
However, his face that had turned purple from holding it in was a record that he had reached the limit of his anger at this moment. He did not break this stalemate. Everyone was waiting to watch a good show! I don't even dare to guess my fate in the next minute. I've become the joke of the class again. Sigh! The next moment, the class teacher's temper completely exploded.
"Zhu Zhu, is this the respect you should have for the class teacher?”His chest heaved up and down, and his loud roar echoed above the classroom. It was accompanied by the sound of books smashing on the desk.
All of them showed the extreme anger of the class teacher. His slightly red eyes were still roaring uncontrollably. I stood at the side like a pitiful little girl, not daring to breathe loudly.
"Dong dong dong!" A heavenly knocking sound rang out from outside the classroom at an inappropriate time. I had never felt such a pleasant knocking sound before. It saved me from the heat of the moment. However, he completely angered the class teacher's bottom line. He shouted angrily,
"Who is it?" He glared at the door.
I was also very angry at who was knocking on the classroom door at such a critical time. Looking at the anger of the class teacher, I knew that the person who came must have lived too comfortably. I wanted to see who had such a tacit understanding with me to help me clean up the mess and save the poor me. I knocked on the door several times.
The class teacher's anger and my expectations slowly pushed him away, pushing the class teacher's anger to the highest point. The proud class teacher never allowed anyone to challenge his dignity.
I began to sympathize with that unlucky fellow who was as pitiful as me. His ending would definitely not be much better than mine.
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