Two more years passed as the friction between me and Niwei 'er continued. During these two years, the friction between me and Niwei' er grew bigger and bigger. We often had cold wars, and she no longer sent me to school. She was busier than before.
She continued her decadent life of receiving customers. Because of her, I was already nine years old, but for two years, none of the children were willing to pay attention to me. They called me a little bastard! On the one hand, I colluded with other children to keep a distance from me, so I was still alone in my life circle.
I didn't have any classmates to interact with, nor did I have any so-called best friends. Loneliness was like my own shadow waiting for me. I felt that I was becoming more and more isolated. In the past, I could still smile and protect them when they ridiculed me. Now, I couldn't even pretend to have that pitiful smile. My big eyes were clearly reflected in my lonely figure. There was no smile or joy. I
He was like a statue that had no feelings at all. Every day, he would go to school and sit in my seat like a puppet. After class, he would look at them in a daze like a fool. They would come and go in groups in front of me, interacting with each other and playing games and laughter that only belonged to them. No one would play with me.
From their disdainful eyes and pointing voices, I understood my situation. I knew that they were isolating me. Many a time, there were always a few children in front of me who loudly scolded my new mother for being shameless and specially snatching other people's fathers, but I had no way to defend myself.
Yes! What they said was the truth. How could I resist? My mother, Ni Weier, had gotten together with the father of a female classmate in our class some time ago. She often stayed out late at night, causing her parents to quarrel and fight for a divorce. This was the truth. Later on, her mother even ran to school and scolded me for being a shameless little b * tch!
At that time, I just sat at my table and listened to her cursing. She stood there the entire afternoon and shouted at me that you and your daughter were both cheap!
Your mother snatched someone else's husband! You're also a little bastard! I expressionlessly looked at the large group of people around me who were gloating over my misfortune until the teacher heard the news and came over to stop her. She was forcefully pulled away, and she was still unwilling to give up. She came over and scratched her finger twice. Finally, she was about to be dragged out. She spat at my face until her saliva stained my face. Only then did I wake up from my numbness. I can't remember how long it has been since someone insulted me like this.
After I adopted her, no matter what mistakes I made, she never embarrassed me.。But today, I was spat on by an old woman in front of so many teachers and students. I couldn't help but feel ashamed and indignant. I watched as she slowly stood up. I glared at her and said word by word,
Auntie. Why did you go to Ni Wei 'er's school and insult her daughter? Don't you find it embarrassing? A tender and clear voice exploded around me.
I continued to look at the woman who was shouting at the top of her lungs. I didn't know that there were such shameless women in the world. They didn't have the ability to keep an eye on their husbands and yet they were still shouting everywhere. There were so many shameless people. After the farce, her daughter spread all kinds of unbearable news about my mother everywhere. I really didn't expect such a vicious girl to exist at such a young age.
From that day on, I really became a person. I was isolated by her and all the other students in the class. More than once, I found dead mice in the drawer, and more than once, I found my books scribbled, but I endured it.
Every time I was on duty, I would find that after sweeping away the rubbish on the floor, when I turned around and came back, there would be a lot of paper scraps and a lot of fruit peels running into my drawer. Such incidents were endless and varied. I really didn't understand how she could have so many tricks to mess with me. If she spent this energy on her studies, I would think that she was one of the best.
I still lived in fear and trepidation at school. I didn't dare to tell my new mother. She was so busy at school that she couldn't do anything even if I told her. Why waste her breath? I didn't want her to be called a vixen when she came to school. I couldn't stand others bullying her. I was afraid to see the tears in her eyes.
I don't want to trouble the teachers anymore. They only took care of me because of Ni Weier's beauty. Now that my mother's reputation is so bad, who will give me special care? It's fine if I endure it myself. There's no need to be calculative with them.
From that day on, I had a new nemesis because of Ni Weier. Ni Weier's appearance completely separated her family of three. Not long after, I learned from her crying face and the comforting voices around her that she had become a single-parent family and that her parents had divorced. I knew that the culprit behind all of this was my new mother, Ni Weier.
But I'm just an adopted orphan. What can I do? I just know that after that day, we'll be enemies forever.
That's why she became my nightmare! She swore that she wouldn't let me live well! She told me to wait well. No matter what the price is, she will let me know what regret is! "I thought that she was just casually talking at such a young age. After all, we were too young at that time. Some words were just shouting."
It's just that her appearance later made me pay a very painful price in my life! This is the second girl who used blood and tears to live in my soul--Li Luoluo. We've been entangled with each other for nearly ten years.
As a result, I was miserably defeated by the elaborate trap she had prepared for me and never came out again. I'll remember this girl who fought with me with her life until I die. She used her own tears to build my path to hell, so that we both fell into a situation of eternal damnation. Of course, this was something that had happened many years ago. Under Luoluo's repeated suppression, I led an inhuman life in school.
I've started to become stronger under Li Luoluo's tutelage. From the moment I saw the dead rat, I was so scared that I cried, to the moment when I didn't change my expression.
These were all given to me by her. I think I should thank her for her special care. I'm also used to being in a sorry state every time I was on duty. It's just that Li Luoluo's tricks were everywhere. During the exam, they would throw the answers to me at the same time. In front of the teacher, they would throw all the papers with the answers on them onto my desk like snowflakes. I couldn't stop them even if I wanted to.
After a few times like this, I was successfully invited out of the classroom by the most valued teacher. I was punished to stand on the podium, and my test paper was also torn to pieces. The moment my gaze met Li Luoluo, I saw my ending from her undisguised hostility.
I've never seen such deep hatred before. I think I'll never be able to make her hatred disappear. After repeating this a few times, my impression of a good child and a good student in the eyes of the teachers plummeted. I'm no longer the good child who is loved by them.
From their sharp words, I understood my current position. My special seat had also been removed. Now, I was squeezed to the corner of the crowd. I had become a bad student who did not seek progress. I was no longer the focus of the teachers.
"I don't want to stay here anymore. I feel like I really can't stay here anymore. Under the many attacks from Li Luoluo, my spirit is about to collapse. For the first time, I feel disgusted with learning. I don't want to stay in school anymore. I don't want to see Li Luoluo. I don't want to see the mockery in their eyes. I don't want to see the disappointment in the teacher's eyes.
It was torture for me to stay in school for another day. Ni Weier still didn't know about my current situation. Every morning, after she prepared breakfast for me, she would rush me to school early, but I would wander outside until the last minute of the class bell before entering the classroom. In the past, I would always be the first to arrive.
But now I'm afraid to enter that classroom. I'm like an ostrich huddling in my own position, looking at the excitement that doesn't belong to me scattered around me. It's a silent irony for me. I've been alone for too long. I can't feel the joy that belongs to me at all when I'm surrounded by excitement. I've been looking for the joy that belongs to me when I was nine years old for a long time, but I can't find it. Is this the life I want?
How sorrowful was the me in their eyes, like a clown that cooperated with their teasing? What about the me in Ni Wei 'er's eyes? She was like a shadow of her daughter, and the emotions in the shadow could not affect her feelings for Sisi at all. When I was nine years old, what I received was Li Luoluo's careful suppression and hateful gazes. The teacher's eyes were filled with disappointment. The look in Ni Wei 'er's eyes was becoming more and more unfamiliar. Sigh, it seems that even though I've changed to a new and stable environment, I still can't feel the slightest bit of happiness. The more I grow up, the more I feel lonely. Is the sadness that I was born with really going to be my fate for the rest of my life? What should I do to truly walk into Ni Weier's emotions? What should I do to not live in her sorrow?
I'm starting to hate this unfair world. Since you gave me a life, why can't you give me a sincere love? When I was wandering in the past, I was very eager to have a home of my own. Even if it could only give me food and clothing, I would do my best to live my happiness! However, when I was truly adopted, my sadness still stubbornly followed me like a shadow.
The nine-year-old me was still living in heaven, but my heart had fallen into hell. I hope that I can grow up quickly, so that I have the ability to protect myself.。。
Li Luoluo, I, Zhu Zhu, swear that our war will never end. As long as we both exist, I will return the sorrow you gave me to you one day. Even if I have to go to hell, I want you to accompany me!
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