She walked out of school with her book in her hands. Her mother had even called to tell her to go home early today. As soon as she got home, she had not even put down her book when her mother called out," Yi Fan, your father wants you to come back and look for him. He has something to tell you."”
We lived in a small town. Our home was not far from the school. It was only a ten-minute walk to our home. However, I resisted going home since I was very young…
What was so important? Mom's expression was a bit unnatural today and she didn't ask me to help with the housework. Usually, when she came back, she would be here and there. If you did all the work, she would be happier.
Our family ties are very weak. Maybe it's just that we're not close to our parents. I say 'we' because I still have an older brother. He's seven years older than me and treats me very well. He's the only brother at home who's like a family member.
"Where's dad?"
"In the courtyard, you can go!"
He put down his book and walked into the courtyard. He was still struggling with the question from before. All kinds of attitudes showed that this matter was not simple.
As expected, he saw his father sitting in the courtyard." Dad, what's the matter?”
…" She didn't say anything. She didn't want to say anything, or was she considering how to say it? This time, things were serious.
Why are you in such a hurry to find me? You specifically asked me to come and find you. What's with the silence now?
"Stop studying!" He said as if he had thought about what to say.
"…" She was a little stunned when she suddenly said that. Is this what you wanted me to tell you when you told me to rush home? What shocked him was what could make him drop out of school!
You know, I'm only in high school now. Even if you don't want me to go to university, you should wait until I graduate. Are you so anxious?
"Why?" He was only surprised for a moment, but he quickly calmed down and asked. He just wanted to know the result! It had already become a habit for them to make such unannounced decisions. I just didn't expect that they would let me drop out of school this time.
They would never greet us siblings, but they were very sensitive to the outside world. If there was a slight movement, they would start to do what they thought was right. They would never think that it was right or wrong. They would never think that they had done something wrong or that they should not have treated their children like this.
"…" There was another round of silence. Or did she say," Someone said that you're dating a boy at school.”What a ridiculous reason. Even if we were dating in school now, it would be a simple matter. As for you guys making a mountain out of a molehill and asking me to drop out of school? Moreover, it was non-existent.
You want me to drop out of school just like that? It was just hearsay. Even though she knew it was an excuse, she still couldn't help but sigh in her heart…This is just an excuse for me to drop out of school, right?
But this excuse is so bad that I want to laugh…
" My heart is already broken, but when I hear these words, my heart still aches and I still want to cry. Only at this moment will I remember that I'm a girl and I need tears too. However, tears are useless in front of them.
"You believe me?" She pretended to be indifferent and asked.
Excuses! They were all excuses! They only said it because they believed it, and it already showed their decision. What they wanted was face. This was something they had understood since they were young!
Didn't he learn it when he was young? The person who would ruin his family for the sake of others was his father!
He would never make his own decisions or have his own ideas. He would follow the trend or the ideas of others. He would always be someone who trusted outsiders more than his own family. What else could he ask for…
"You should drop out of school! You'll get married after you drop out of school. I've already confirmed your partner. He's from Hongqiao.”Suspending school because they were dating? Leaving school and getting married? It was done thoroughly. Have you ever thought about how old I am now? I'm only 19 years old now, and you're in a hurry to push me out!
Although I've already passed the time by hiding my academic qualifications from them, I'm still a high school student. I'm not far from graduation. Why can't I graduate first?
Hongqiao? Could it be the Xie family?
"Is there still room for discussion?" Although his mind was in turmoil, he could not help but ask.
"No!" It was so short…He had been decided just like that. He had no choice, and his heart was filled with endless sorrow.
Was there no room for negotiation? Sigh! If there was a discussion, Xiu wouldn't have been so far away from home and wouldn't have contacted his family much either. Ever since I was young, I've always seen them as different from other parents. When I was young, they even suspected if I was their biological child and if I was adopted. Later, she found out that they were indeed the ones who gave birth to her, and she was sad for a while…
When she told Shuu about it, Shuu said that it was indeed her parents who gave birth to her. However, your personality is not like anyone in the family at all. You don't really talk to your parents. Although you look good on the surface, I think you still have some opinions about them in your heart…
Don't you have any opinions? If you don't have any opinions, why did you run so far away? If you don't have any opinions, why didn't you go home? Don't you have me at home?
I thought about it again. Actually, Mom and Dad treated Shuu quite well. It was a little like the ancient times when they favored sons over daughters. However, they didn't care about this at all. They doted on Xiu the same way. Why didn't their love last? He even turned the pain into 'pain', and it was to make others feel pain, to make Xiu and I feel pain.
If you continue to love Xiu, and Xiu loves me, this sister, I won't complain about anything. I won't blame you for being bad. I won't blame you for not loving me enough or caring about me enough. But why don't you persevere…
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