At night, in the secret basement of Deputy Chief Gao Pengyan's house.
A middle-aged man with an imposing appearance and gray hair, who was wearing a loose gray robe, poured out a pill from a small porcelain bottle and placed it into the mouth of Gao Fei, who was lying on the bed and bandaged like a mummy.
The middle-aged man raised his head, and his grayish-brown eyes flickered with a sinister light." Fei 'er has already eaten my' Vitality Pill.'I believe that she will recover in less than half a month.”
"Thank you, Demon King! You saved my life two years ago, and now you've saved Fei 'er's life. How can I thank you?”A fat guy with big ears nodded and bowed with a smile. His face was full of fat wrinkles. This person was the deputy chief of S City, Gao Pengyan, Gao Fei's father. He was a greedy snob who pretended to obey orders but secretly went against them and deceived his superiors.
The middle-aged man called 'Demon King' waved his hand and said,""Don't be so polite. No matter what, Fei 'er is still my little disciple. It's only right to save him. Who injured Fei-er this time?"
"He's just an ordinary student, but he actually beat up Fei-er to this extent. I want his life!”Gao Pengyan said fiercely, and the fat on his face trembled.
"My plan has just begun. Don't cause so much trouble. If you attract the attention of the Heavenly Team, it will be very troublesome.”The middle-aged man glared at Gao Pengyan impatiently. Gao Pengyan shivered and kept quiet out of fear.
" Let Fei 'er go to the university in City H in a few days," the middle-aged man said." I can use him there." Don't bother me if there's nothing important!”
"Yes, yes, yes."
Gao Pengyan bowed and sent the middle-aged man away. He returned to the basement, looked at his unconscious son, and said through gritted teeth,""How dare you hurt my son? Hmph, I don't want your life. I want all the high schools in S City to not dare to take you in.”
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When I opened my eyes again, I found myself lying on a hospital bed, covered in bandages. I was shocked, thinking that I had suffered a serious injury. I gently moved my limbs and didn't feel any discomfort. I removed a bandage and found that the wound that Gao Fei had scratched me with was almost healed.
I looked around. The ward was very quiet. There were two beds in the room, one of which was empty. I felt that everything in this ward was very familiar, as if I had been here before. As I slowly recalled, I suddenly remembered that night a few years ago. I couldn't help but sigh. Life is so f * cking fun, because life keeps f * cking playing with me.
Six years ago, his father slept in this hospital, this ward, and this bed forever. Now, I'm lying in the same hospital, in the same ward, on the same bed. The only difference is that I still have to stand up. I still have to live to show my father in the sky.
Just as my thoughts were running wild, the door of the ward was pushed open and Hu Shanshan walked in slowly. 00ks.com
Hu Shanshan sat by the bed and tried her best to smile."Zun, I brought you some food. You must be hungry.”
Looking at Hu Shanshan, who was forcing a smile, I had an ominous feeling. I said,"Shanshan, did something happen? Don't hide it from me."
Hu Shanshan did not say anything. Tears flowed down her face. She took out a piece of paper from her bag and handed it to me.
When I saw the words on the paper, I felt that it was not a coincidence that I was lying in the hospital bed where my father died. Perhaps God wanted me to sleep here. It's just that I don't have the face to see my father. I originally wanted to get into a good university, learn useful knowledge, and build my own career so that no one would dare to look down on me. Now, it seemed that it could only be wishful thinking. Maybe going to university isn't the only way out, but I've realized that there's no place for me in this world.
"Zun, Gao Fei's father used his connections…Now, no high school dares to accept you…I've begged my father, but he couldn't do anything…I'm sorry, Zun. I'm not your lucky star. I can't bring you luck. Besides, my dad doesn't agree to our relationship…"
Hu Shanshan's tears fell on the back of my hand, burning my skin. Hu Shanshan kept comforting me, but she could not stop her tears.
Hu Shanshan left. Looking at her departing back, I thought that I might never see her again in the future. I could no longer remain indifferent. For the first time, I realized how hot my tears were.
I sat there in a daze, quietly looking at the cloudy sky outside the window. I don't know where the road to heaven is. I've asked myself countless times and tried countless times, but there's no answer. Complicated feelings were always feelings, and contradictory feelings were always mental states. The person he loved could no longer hold hands. Was she like him, broken in the heart…
I suddenly tore off the bandages on my body like a madman and fled the hospital.
The sky was gloomy and foggy, just like my heart. The air was as heavy as a curtain, and I desperately tore a hole in it, struggling to move forward. In a trance, I actually lost myself. It was always like this, unintentionally losing herself and being mercilessly abandoned by life. It was always like this. She was in a panic and did not know where to go. It was as if she was looking for something, but it was more like she was escaping.
Wandering on the streets of S City, she suddenly felt so unfamiliar that it was scary. It seems that even though I've stayed in this city for a full 19 years, I've never lived seriously. I don't know why, but I just can't blend into the blood of this city. The pulse of S City may control my emotions, but it never gets my soul.
I was wandering in a small park in a daze when I suddenly bumped into a girl.
"Brother Zun?" The girl called out with uncertainty.
"Xue 'er?"
The girl suddenly jumped in joy." Brother Zun, it's really you. Why are you here?”
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There was a kind of time called growth, and there was a kind of growth called farewell. Farewell to yesterday, in today's growth, hope for tomorrow's glory. Zero read books, but in the years of growing up, there was a taste called nostalgia. It was faint, and at an unexpected moment, it was filled with the feelings of the past.
It was another summer. Thinking back to last year, the sun was just like this.
The camera traveled across the ocean, jumped over the balcony, and passed through the gauze curtain to freeze on a simple but slightly messy-looking small house. On the bed, a young man was sleeping in an indecent manner. It could even be said to be obscene…A small tent was propped up in her dark-colored boxers. She reached into the tent with one hand, and the Ms moved from time to time... There was a wet patch of saliva on the pillow! The main character had a handsome face that was completely out of place with this lewd sleeping position.
. I woke up from my dream. Images flashed in my dream. In the gorgeous and desolate world, blue sadness bloomed. Those familiar faces appeared in front of me, then turned around and left. I shouted loudly, but they didn't seem to notice. In the end, I saw that I was bound by something invisible and was only struggling…
I opened my eyes and looked at the sky through the window. I couldn't see any clouds floating by. How long did my soul wait in the shell? How lonely it was to clench and let go?
The weather seemed to be getting hotter and hotter. It was just June, and the temperature had reached a terrifying 40 degrees Celsius. The coolness of home suddenly flashed in his mind, and he couldn't help but be absent-minded…
A year ago, after I was expelled from school, I sold the only property my father left me, the house. Then, he came to this small one-bedroom apartment that cost 300 yuan a month and began to live a life that was almost isolated from the world.
A person's room is always filled with empty sadness. I'm so tired of surfing the Internet that I don't have time to think. The empty room is filled with the echo of the computer, playing songs that people forget after listening to them. The fan is also turning its own rhythm. And I stood there, empty and numb. A person's life is destined to be lonely because a person is always looking for something busy in boredom. A person's freedom to live. Lazy. It was indulgent but lacked the sweetness of love, friendship, and kinship…
……
I got out of bed and casually put on a pair of shorts. Then, I opened the balcony door and a wave of heat rushed into my face. I felt dizzy as if my blood had broken through the ice. My heart also became restless. I suddenly started to feel anxious. At this moment, the doorbell rang inappropriately. A thin layer of sweat appeared on my forehead and back. Just as she opened the door angrily and was about to flare up, a pretty girl appeared in front of her. Her chest was straight under a small strap, and her pink figure was matched with an angelic face and lively eyes. She was pink and delicate.
"It's you, Xue 'er." After being stunned for a moment, he could not get angry. Murong Xue was one year younger than me. When I was young, she lived opposite my house. Later, she moved away. I remember that at that time, when she was five years old, she hugged the six-year-old me and refused to leave. Later on, although they were still in the same city, they rarely met.
A year ago, when I was at my most frustrated, I ran out of the hospital and accidentally met Murong Xue. During this year when I was isolated from the world, Murong Xue came to my place every two or three days to bring me food and necessities. She didn't bother at all.
"Brother Zun, what's wrong? " You…" The attentive Murong Xue noticed that my body was covered in sweat. She quickly placed her small hand on my forehead. Suddenly, a clear stream entered my body. I felt as if my entire body was wrapped in a cold air, and my manic mood was instantly calmed.
" No, nothing…" I didn't have the time to think about what was going on with that cold flow. I quickly let Murong Xue into the house. My mood had calmed down, and my expression had returned to its original unruly and lonely expression. Murong Xue's face was full of doubts, but she still held back and didn't ask.
"Have a seat first. I'm going to take a shower. There are drinks in the fridge.”"Yes." Murong Xue was always so obedient, as clear and pure as water.
He turned around and entered the bathroom. The little girl behind him was already pouting her cute little mouth and starting to CC. That seductive little mouth made people want to kiss her. It was probably because she had just woken up and was more energetic. I turned on the tap and let the cold water hit my body to let the impulse go with the water. I suddenly understood my current situation. It was better to be alone. Perhaps it was because of the past that I couldn't forget. Even if it was just a little, it was enough to hurt me.
It was the season of summer flowers, but they had missed their own flowers and sunshine. Carrying the roses in their fantasies was once the most prosperous scene in the past…
I tried not to think about it, because the process of the suppressed emotions in my heart being revealed was like a millstone grinding everything. My mother's abandonment, my father's death, Hu Shanshan's departure, and that heavy withdrawal notice were like a huge rock pressing heavily on my chest, making it difficult for me to breathe. She felt flustered because she had nowhere to vent the depression in her heart.
" Bang!" I punched the wall. The blood on the wall was quickly washed away.
There was a turtle crawling slowly at the bathroom door. I bought it a year ago, but I haven't fed it or taken care of it in a year. It actually didn't die and had grown a lot. For the past year, I've been mocking myself with the words 'tortoise'. Now, looking at this tenacious turtle, I suddenly realized that I was wrong.
As the saying goes," If you are not a fish, how can you know the joy of a fish?" If you are not a turtle, how can you know the happiness of a turtle? Suddenly, a flash of clarity flashed through my mind. I actually used a year to figure out this principle: As the saying goes, let go of the burden and walk towards a new life. I laughed in an instant. My unruly heart hates the ordinary. Even if I have to be a turtle, I want to be a happy turtle, an extraordinary turtle!
Strangely enough, the burden I had been carrying for a year was suddenly put down. He felt relieved and a smile that he had not seen for a long time appeared on his face. After walking out of the bathroom, Murong Xue looked at me as if she was looking at ET.
"Hey, little beauty, you're drooling.”
Murong Xue was even more shocked. This was the first time in a year that I had spoken to him in such a tone. She walked to my side and touched my head." Brother Zun, you, you don't have a fever, right?”
“…….”
"Brother Zun, why do I feel that your aura has changed?”
I smiled and looked at her beautiful face without saying anything. Murong Xue looked relieved.""No matter what, I'm very happy to see you like this. Hehe, I want Brother Zun to be happy all the time.”
I was touched. I reached out and grabbed Murong Xue's slim waist." Let's go to KFC. I'm starving."”
Murong Xue seemed to be a little uncomfortable as she twisted her waist.
"Xue 'er, your waist is too small."
"I'm happy!" After saying that, she kept twisting her waist, but she was getting closer and closer to me…
My transformation was completed just like that. However, it doesn't change anything, and it doesn't mean that I can let go of everything. I know that it's actually to let me cherish today while remembering yesterday, and to control the future.
After experiencing so much, it turned out that he was only beginning to understand…
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