"Thank you. I'll keep it well." Feng Zihan gave me an unexpected answer. I turned my head in shock and looked at the girl with anger. It was just that the two of them, who were looking at each other affectionately, did not take my astonishment into their eyes.
"Then…then…can Senior Zihan date me?”The girl lowered her head shyly, waiting for the maddening answer. Strangely, I also nervously looked at the gentle Feng Zihan. What happened just now made me uncertain what answer he would give.
"Alright." Sure enough, a word that almost suffocated me came out of those thin lips.
"Really?"
"En, please guide me in the future."
"Ah…that's great, I…I'm so happy! Senior Zihan!"
"Alright, let's go to class first. We'll meet after school.”
"En! Then I'll take my leave first." Thus, the girl left with a dazzling smile and turned her head back three times with every step she took.
"Yifan, what's wrong? His expression was so ugly. Aren't you happy that I'm in love?" Feng Zihan continued to look in the direction where the girl had disappeared and spoke slowly. However, this question really shocked me. Unhappy? Yes, I am very angry, but why? Why do I care so much about Zihan's answer? Why did I take it for granted that he would always be by my side? Why did I never think that we were at the age where we should have girlfriends?
A huge undercurrent surged towards me, almost drowning me in the dark sea. A terrifying feeling came from the deepest interrogation in my heart. I suddenly realized that I had never asked myself what kind of feelings I had for Zihan, nor had I ever given a reasonable explanation for my nervousness and concern for him. She just felt that life would continue like this and would not change…
"Yifan? Are you alright?" Feng Zihan finally turned around, her eyes filled with worry.
"I…I'm fine. I just didn't expect…"
"You didn't expect me to agree so easily, did you? Hehe, I didn't expect it either. I just wanted to agree when I saw her smile just now.”He said it so casually, but it was still so gentle. This face burned me like never before…
"Why?" I heard myself ask numbly.
"See her dimples? It looks good." After saying that, Feng Zihan walked towards the teaching block. It was only two years later that I found out that he agreed to it because he had a pair of cute dimples like a certain someone…
……
After this incident, I had no choice but to calm myself down and carefully examine my attitude and temperament. The more I thought about it, the more surprised I was at my possessiveness and feelings for him. Ever since I got this knowledge, I began to force myself to distance myself from him. I forced reality to prove that this was just some inappropriate imagination I had when I was young. In fact, we were friends, but we were just friends. The suppressed feelings were like a flash flood after a storm, making me unable to control them.
One day, after we finished playing basketball together, I finally couldn't help but ask,
"Where's your girlfriend?" I heard my own calm voice, but I also heard the surging waves in my heart.
Hearing my question, Feng Zihan was stunned for a moment before she regained her usual smile. "We broke up. Didn't I tell you?"
What followed was my astonishment. I was already prepared to be sad and was shocked by this sudden good news." No, you didn't tell me…"
"Hmm? No wonder I haven't seen you much lately.”Yes, I've been forcing myself to avoid you recently. We haven't seen each other in a long time. I'm also happy when I think about it. At this moment, Zihan's phone rang.
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