On the day of the oral defense, I saw Lin 'er, who had been getting more and more haggard day by day.
"I say, Feng Jinglin!"
"Ah!"
"I heard that you're doing your graduation oral defense today. Eh? No, no…"
"What…what's wrong?"
I saw her pale eyes that were trying her best to hide it. I knew that something had happened during this period of time, but the stubborn her began to endure and seal herself off. Since she didn't want to mention it, I was willing to let her continue to avoid it. I could only end this awkward interrogation with a joke.
"Zhou Yifan!"
"Haha…haha…haha…"
"But, girl, you are indeed very pale. Are you too nervous?”
"Yeah, I'm worried that you haven't died yet!”
"Hehe…Don't worry, if I fail, then most of the students will fail as well. It's a teaching accident, so you don't have to take the exam.”
"Don't think too highly of yourself. Sooner or later, you'll fall!”
Perhaps it was our tacit understanding to always use such an easy way of stepping on each other to end the atmosphere of forcing others into a predicament. But in the end, I still couldn't help but want to know, to share the burden, to comfort…
"What happened? You don't look well.”
"I'm going to defend my oral defense. I'll treat you to dinner later.”That was when I saw that haggard face trying hard to squeeze out a smile. In the end, I couldn't bear to force her and let her go.
But what I didn't expect was that I met Feng Zihan as soon as I walked out of the classroom after the oral defense. I knew that he was specially waiting for me.
"Help me find her!" He also looked exhausted, which made my heart ache. This man I had been worried about for so long had never appeared in front of me so helplessly.
"What happened? Why don't you go yourself?"
"Go, she'll tell you. He wanted her to say it out loud and not keep it to herself.”
"Zihan…"
"Call me if there's anything."
"Zihan…"
"Please, I can't lose her…"
Zihan had never shown such a fragile side of himself in front of me or anyone else. I knew that no matter who he was with, no matter what he did, the only person he loved in his heart was Lin 'er.
"Don't worry, I'll take care of her." In the end, I still went, according to his wishes.
I found Lin 'er by the roadside. She was so lonely, so helpless, and so stubborn in her beliefs. I don't know what happened to her these past few days, but I know that if one day she can't hold on anymore, I hope to be by her side. Even if it's just to help her wipe her tears, it's enough.
I walked to her side. I was glad that I could still walk to her side and not be taken away from her. But this girl surprised me again. I told her not to be so cruel to Feng Zihan, but she said," We all have secrets, right?”
So she found out. I didn't know when, but at this moment, she looked at me piously, hoping to share my helplessness, so I chose to tell her. To tell someone of the same kind, the love that I had hidden in my heart for many years, the love that I didn't dare to look at directly, to tell her that in her life, there was someone who loved the person who loved her…
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