That night, Feng Jinglin once again sneaked back to the Feng family villa at midnight. Actually, she didn't want to see anyone because she didn't know how to greet them. However, when she reached the stairs, a dim yellow wall lamp was still lit. She turned around instinctively. This time, it was not Auntie Lin who was waiting at the corner. Feng Zihan looked haggard as he looked at the person he missed dearly. The smile on his lips had already disappeared. It was obvious that he was really tired.
"You're back?" She asked softly, full of gentleness and care.
" En, I came back late." Feng Jing Lin took out her wallet and handed it over obediently." You can punish me this time."”
Seeing her like this, Feng Zihan's lips curled up again. He walked over and held her hand in his." Are you hungry?" Have you eaten before coming back?" She was still so gentle. He remembered that she had said that she was going to have a gathering with her friends before she left the house in the morning. He also knew where she had stayed until so late, but he decided to pretend that he did not know.
"I want to eat cake, do you have it?"
"Yes, aren't you afraid of getting fat?"
"I'm not afraid!"
So Feng Zihan pulled Feng Jinglin to the kitchen counter, took out a piece of cheesecake that had already been cut from the fridge, and two forks, then walked back to the counter. The two of them dug into the same cake with two forks. Ever since they were young, they liked to sit here and eat the same thing, ice cream, cake, bibimbap... Sometimes, Feng Jing Lin was hungry, and then she would drag Feng Zihan up to eat supper. Sometimes, Feng Zihan was hungry, and Feng Jing Lin would see her and eat more. Sometimes, the two of them would quarrel, and then they would come here to eat together that night, and then they would reconcile...
This kitchen counter repaired their relationship and also built their relationship. This time, they sat here again, but they didn't speak for a long time. They couldn't laugh and scold like before.
"How was your oral defense?" Feng Zihan decided to break the silence in the most ordinary way.
"You already know. Why ask?" Feng Jing Lin said lightly. So she saw him or felt him?
"Okay, then let's talk about something that we should have talked about a long time ago.”Feng Zihan wasn't frightened by her straightforwardness. She continued to get to the point calmly.
"En, I'll go first! Why are you unwilling to admit that I'm your sister since you were young? Did you know? Every time you treat me very well, and then remain silent when others say that I'm your sister, I'm really sad.”Feng Jing Lin asked the question that had been hidden in her heart for a long time.
"I often wonder if I'm not good enough and obedient enough, so you don't like me.”Feng Jing Lin's face was full of sadness, but she looked straight into his eyes with determination. She never ran away, and perhaps she didn't allow him to run away.
Lin 'er, I'm not your brother." Feng Zihan didn't run away. Instead, she told him the plain truth.
"Have I always been an outsider in your heart? Was he not qualified to be mentioned in the same breath as mud?”Feng Jing Lin was already a little excited.
"Lin 'er, I'm saying that I'm not your brother. I'm just a man who has been waiting for you to grow up! Do you…understand?"
Hearing this, Feng Jing Lin instantly stopped her previous indignation and continued to ponder over his words.
"Do you still not understand? I love Lin 'er, but I don't want to love you in the name of a brother. I want to love you as a man. I hope that one day, you will no longer be my sister, but the person who will accompany me until we grow old. Do you understand?"
"Brother…"
"Hehe, actually, I really don't like it when you call me 'big brother'. I always feel that this simple form of address is the furthest distance between us.”
"..." Feng Jing Lin was speechless. Her eyes were filled with tears. She didn't know how she felt at the moment. Surprised? Stunned? Shocked? Or…joy?
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