Lady Li's fall caused the child to be born prematurely. The maids quickly sent her to her room. The midwife also went in. Nala and I were waiting at the door. Yinzhen was also there. I looked at this scene. How could I explain to him? Would he believe me?
Listening to the screams inside, my heart was also nervous. Nothing will happen. I told myself in my heart, but I was still very worried.
" Ah..." Consort Li shouted from inside. The nannies shouted," Fujin, use more strength."”I felt very uncomfortable listening to it. Actually, it was also because of myself. If I didn't dodge it, it would have been fine.
"Xi Min, what happened?”I looked at her and told her what happened just now. Nala shook her head." Sigh, she's really…"”
"It's not her fault. I shouldn't have avoided it.”I admitted my mistake. Although I knew I wasn't wrong, I could only admit my mistake in this situation.
Yinzhen looked at me and didn't say anything. Nala also looked at Yinzhen and turned to look at me." Go back first. Honghui and the others are still waiting for you."”
"Mhm, got it." He turned around and left. When he passed by Yinzhen, he sighed and didn't say anything. Did he not believe me? When did I offend him? The more she thought about it, the more uncomfortable she felt. She slowly left this place and walked to where she should go. But where should she go? Where should she go?
As he walked, he kept thinking,'Should I not be here? Why did the heavens send me here? I don't want to stay here anymore.
I walked into my room and looked at the three people inside. I tried my best to calm down.
"Miss, you're finally back. Big Brother and Second Brother have been waiting anxiously.”Xiao Cui's cry pulled me back. I had already walked out of my room.
"En, are they still here?" I asked. Xiao Cui looked at me and knew that something must have happened to me." Miss, what's wrong? Did something happen?”
"No, I'll go in first." I didn't answer her. I walked in and saw that the two children were still playing there. When Hong Hui saw that I had come, he called out happily," Aunt, I know how to play."”
" En," I answered, but I was listless." YiNiang, what's wrong?"”Hong Hui asked. He was really smart and could tell that I was unhappy.
"It's nothing. I didn't cook for you. I'm really sorry.”I apologized and went to look at them.
"It's okay. You don't have to apologize. You can cook for me anytime.”Hong Hui smiled. He knew that he wanted to make me happy. Hong Yun also said," Next time, eat it. YiNiang, smile."”
"Okay, I'll definitely make it for you next time.”I smiled, but I knew that my smile was very forced. But what could I do? How could I smile?
"Then YiNiang, you should rest first. I will take Hongyun away first.”This child is so smart. She could tell that I was in a bad mood, so she left me alone.
"En, alright." Looking at their backs as they left, I finally couldn't help but squat down and hug my sadness. Xiao Cui, who was watching from the side, did not know how to comfort her. Even I don't know why I'm sad. Is it because of Yinzhen's distrust or because I miss my family?
Perhaps it was both. He really wanted to go back. He missed Gui Gui and his grandmother. He wondered how his grandmother was doing.
"Fourth Master is auspicious." Xiao Cui's voice came from the front. I didn't raise my head but continued to squat.
The footsteps got closer and stopped in front of me. I didn't get up. I only heard his voice," Get up."”
She ignored him and continued squatting." What's the matter, Fourth Master?”Her voice was trembling because she felt uncomfortable and wanted to cry.
"Get up. It's not your fault.”Yinzhen's words angered me. I was right, and I didn't blame myself.
She stood up and shouted at him," What right do you have to say that? I didn't do anything wrong, and I didn't blame myself. I just feel bad, bad…Why don't you believe me?"”She felt much better after shouting it out, but she no longer looked at him.
"It's not that I don't believe you." He said," If you don't believe me, why did you sigh? If you don't believe me, why did you come and ask me?"
"What do you want?" " Do you know that I thought that if I married you, I wouldn't be able to get your love, but at least I could accompany you, be by your side, watch you quietly, and like you silently. But you never gave it to me. I almost forgot that I still liked you.”
"You…" I interrupted him." What do you mean you? Do you understand? I thought that I had made the right choice by marrying you. If I knew that marrying you was not only wrong, but I would also have to suffer so much and not even gain your trust, I might as well marry someone else.”
After saying all of this in one breath, she realized that Yinzhen's expression, which was still slightly guilty, had suddenly changed. He said angrily," Is this what you want to say? You finally know that I'm not good enough and regret it. Do you want to marry someone else? Thirteenth brother or fourteenth brother?”His hand was grabbed, and he suddenly became angry, which shocked me. The name of the anger was me, but why was it him?
"Let go, it hurts." My hand hurt, but I didn't want to let go. Tears finally welled up in my eyes." You're hurting me. Let go."”
"Tell me, do you regret it? Do you think that Fourteenth Brother is better than me?”The strength in her hands increased, and tears fell. She finally couldn't help but cry," What did you say? Why did you mention the Fourteenth Prince again?"”
"You know that Fourteenth Brother likes you too, right?”I was stunned. How could Shisi like me? I didn't know Shisi very well. I only met him a few times. Why was it related to Shisi?
I asked," What did you say? I've only met the Fourteenth Prince two or three times.”The strength in his hand disappeared, and his hand was freed. However, he said coldly," The last time you stood together with Fourteenth Brother, pulling and tugging at him, you could tell that Fourteenth Brother likes you.”
I was shocked. The figure I saw that day was real. So it was him. He saw that it was Fourteen who grabbed my hand and wiped his tears. He explained," You misunderstood. There's nothing between him and me."”
"There's nothing that he'll grab my hand for?" I didn't know how to explain myself, so I looked at him and said calmly," Believe it or not, I don't want to explain anymore."”
"Fine, if you don't explain, then you can stay here.”After saying that, he left. Looking at his back, I knew that I was tired. It turned out that he had never trusted me from the beginning to the end. Even when I said in public that I liked him, even Thirteen knew about it, he actually doubted me. My heart hurt so much.
I really want to go home. I miss Gui Gui and those classmates. I want to go back.
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