Leng Yiran opened the ajar door shakily, and a pungent smell of alcohol and smoke rushed out. Gu Yan coughed a few times and fanned himself with his hand, trying to disperse the smell. Leng Yiran walked over to Gong Cheyu, who was sitting on the ground, feeling sorry for him. Her nose felt sore and tears filled her eyes. When Dyson saw that Leng Yiran had arrived, he smiled gratefully at Gu Yan, who was beside her. He squatted down and shook Gong Cheyu, who was drinking.
"Yu, look, Ran Ran is here." Dyson called out to Gong Cheyu softly.
However, Gong Cheyu pushed Dyson away. His voice was no longer as gentle as it used to be. Instead, there was a hint of vicissitudes in it. He said drunkenly,""Go away. I saw her, but I couldn't reach out to touch her. It's like this every time. As long as I touch her, Ran Ran is gone.”His haggard eyes were filled with deep affection as he looked at Leng Yiran and smiled in intoxication."If we don't touch her like this and just look at her, she will never disappear.。。”After saying that, he took another sip of wine.
Leng Yiran covered her mouth with her left hand and turned her back to Gong Cheyu. Her heart ached as she sobbed, her shoulders trembling. Seeing this, Dyson shook Gong Cheyu even harder and shouted,""Look carefully, that's Ran Ran, not an illusion!”
"How can it be the real Ran Ran…。。。。Look, she's crying again. Yin Mohan must have hurt her again.”Gong Cheyu said in a daze. He pointed at Leng Yiran's back with his index finger and burped.""Every time Ran Ran cries, it's all because of Yin Mohan. Only that satan-like man can make Ran Ran cry so sadly and so weakly.”
Leng Yiran wiped away her tears and took a deep breath. She turned around and walked to Gong Cheyu's side step by step, reaching out to help him up.
When Gong Cheyu saw Leng Yiran's outstretched right hand, he shrank back violently and cried out in pain,""Don't touch me! There were a few times when I resisted touching you, but you would always approach me. As soon as you approached me, you disappeared.。。。Stand back and let me look at you. I don't want your touch, you will disappear.。。。”In the illusion, Leng Yiran would help him up with her cold little hands every time, but she would disappear in the blink of an eye.
"Yu…" Leng Yiran's voice was trembling as she called out his name in a slightly nasal voice.
Gong Cheyu buried his head between his legs and rubbed his messy hair. He seemed to be on the verge of breaking down. His voice sounded like he was crying, begging, and filled with love and longing. "Damn it, are you hallucinating now?" he said in a tormented voice. Ran Ran, what should I do with you?"
Leng Yiran excitedly squatted down and hugged Gong Cheyu, her heart aching as she softly muttered,""Yu, don't be like this. Can you feel it? I'm really by your side, it's not an illusion.”
Gong Cheyu felt her soft body and raised his head. He saw Leng Yiran's tear-stained face and that familiar fragrance. There were still tears on his face. He hugged Leng Yiran tightly in a panic, afraid that she would disappear. He closed his eyes and felt her presence. Tears washed his face again and again. "It's true. You're really in front of me.”He shouted in ecstasy.
Gu Yan, who had been watching everything from the side, turned around and leaned against the wall. He looked very normal, but his hands in his pockets were gradually clenched together, trying his best not to be jealous of Gong Cheyu. At this moment, he felt a hand tap on his shoulder. He turned around and saw Dyson signaling him to leave. He followed Dyson to the backyard.
Gong Cheyu held Leng Yiran's face with his hand and looked at her face seriously and carefully. His fingers gently wiped away the tears on her face as he asked,""Who are these tears for?"
"Idiot, of course it's you. Why can't you take good care of yourself?”Leng Yiran said gently. Her heart ached for him.
When Gong Cheyu heard this, he excitedly pulled her into his arms again, as if he wanted to rub her into his body.
"Yu, get up and take a shower. Look at the smell of alcohol on you. I'm about to faint.”Leng Yiran said softly, pretending to be relaxed as she withdrew from his embrace and stood up.
Gong Cheyu grabbed her right hand and asked worriedly,""Will I still be able to see you after I take a shower?”
Leng Yiran's heart ached as she helped him up and said gently,""Don't worry, I won't leave. Hurry up and wash up.”
Only then did Gong Cheyu smile in relief and stagger to the bathroom. Not long after, the sound of running water came from the bathroom.
Leng Yiran looked around at the bottles and cigarette butts on the floor and sighed. She frowned and started cleaning the living room. She opened the window of the living room, hoping that the suffocating smell would dissipate. He suddenly remembered that Gu Yan had sent him here, but he did not thank him. When he reached the backyard, he heard two heavenly voices coming from the garden.
"Yan, I love you. It has never changed.”Dyson's voice was filled with unprecedented affection.
"Back then, you betrayed me." Gu Yan's voice was filled with grievance and determination.
Leng Yiran gasped in surprise and stood rooted to the ground. It turned out that they had known each other for a long time. No wonder on the wedding day.。。。。。。The conversation continued.
"If I hadn't broken up with you back then, even if you had such a high status today, people would still say that you're Gay. The thinking of the people of China was still very traditional. I'm just worried that you won't be able to bear the burden of society, and your family won't be able to tolerate you either.”
"At that time, I was already an adult. Whether I could bear anything or not was up to me. Back then, what right did you have to make decisions for me in your self-righteous way? Moreover…How do I know if you really think that way or if you're just finding an excuse for your betrayal back then?”His angry tone showed how much damage Dyson had done to him.
"What about now? Are you with Yin Mohan? That day, you protected him so much…" He spoke bitterly. This was an answer he did not want to accept.
"Don't think that you're the only bisexual. I can like women too." Gu Yan sneered.”
"Then... Who do you like…" Dyson looked at Gu Yan and asked with uncertainty.
"This has nothing to do with you." Gu Yan replied. He refused to reveal the truth.
At this moment, Gong Cheyu's voice came from the backyard. Ran Ran, why are you here?"
Dyson and Gu Yan looked at each other and nervously looked at the entrance of the backyard.。。。。。
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