"Then... Can I still hold a pen?" Leng Yiran asked softly. Her expression was very strong, but the fragile string in her heart was already teasing her.
"Yes. It's just that your hand might not be able to hold the pen for a long time or exert strength.”Gu Yan told her the truth. He wanted to make it clear once and for all so that she wouldn't be even more sad when she found out in the future.
"Give me a pen, will you?" She said calmly as she looked at the pure white blanket with lifeless eyes.
Gu Yan sighed, frowned, and handed her a ballpoint pen. Leng Yiran pulled out the syringe in her right hand in frustration and picked up the pen, but the pen fell out between her fingers. She stubbornly picked up the pen again, but it fell out again. She repeated it a few times before finally holding the pen. She held the pen and casually drew on the blanket, but the lines were uneven and smooth. She angrily smashed the pen on the ground, but her hand could not exert any strength, and the pen just slipped to the ground.
Gu Yan turned his face away from her frustrated look. He was a man, but why did he always feel like crying?
"Yan. Originally, I thought that even if I was disfigured and lost my original appearance, at least my body was fine. I could still be his bodyguard and protect him quietly. But now, I have nothing. I can't even hold a pen. How can I hold a gun and protect him? In my mind, I haven't even finished drawing his gentle appearance.”As she spoke, Leng Yiran's tears fell and slid down her slightly opened mouth. Gu Yan's tears also fell after hearing her words.
He gently hugged Leng Yiran and patted her trembling shoulders, begging,""Can you not let me see you in such pain and weakness?”He didn't know what to do.
"Woo..." Leng Yiran hung her head on Gu Yan's shoulder and bit her lips, trying not to cry out loud. However, she still let out a low whimper.
"Find out where Zhong Lin went. Bring her to the hall and wait for me tomorrow.”Yin Mohan sat in the study, his emotions unstable. He dialed Chen Tian's number and ordered coldly. Of course, he knew who had hurt her. When he got home, he saw Wang Ma wiping the blood-stained floor. The drawing board at the side looked so eye-catching. He walked to the drawing board with difficulty step by step. Looking at the unfinished person on the drawing paper, he looked away and did not dare to look at it again.
He sat weakly on the bed and looked at Wang Ma, who was cleaning the floor. He said coldly,"Wang Ma, go out. We'll clean up later.”After Mother Wang left, Yin Mohan combed his hair in frustration. His original intention was to use Zhong Lin to hurt Leng Yiran, but why did his heart hurt so much after hurting her? He didn't even dare to go to the hospital to see her. He was afraid that he would hate himself for doing this to her. He knew that Zhong Lin would hurt her, but he didn't stop her.。。。However, he had also said that even if he allowed it, he would pay back double for those who had hurt her. Lying on her bed, smelling the bedsheets that still had the fragrance of Chinese bellflower, he closed his eyes. That feeling came again. The feeling of her leaving him was the same as four years ago, but it made him feel more uneasy than four years ago.
That night, Leng Yiran was sent back to the Yin residence by Gu Yan. Yin Mohan didn't say anything. He just glanced at Leng Yiran indifferently, but his hands were clenched tightly. She lowered her head weakly and walked back to the bedroom with a sad expression.
"Han, you should at least comfort Ran Ran.”Gu Yan waited for Leng Yiran to return to her room, then grabbed Yin Mohan's hand that was about to leave and persuaded him helplessly.
"I let her go through so much training since she was young. Could it be that I let her be injured by a weak woman like this?”Yin Mohan questioned Gu Yan, his voice filled with anger. Although the wounds on Leng Yiran's face were covered by gauze, he knew that her injuries were not light based on the large area of gauze. Damn it, this woman doesn't know how to fight back?
"Don't you know Ran Ran? Because of your previous actions, you made her think that you have the same feelings for Zhong Lin as you do for Xue 'er, so she didn't dare to retaliate. She thought that Zhong Lin was your woman and that all of this was caused by you. Han, do you think I don't know why you keep Zhong Lin by your side? Would you really be happy if Ran Ran was in pain?”Gu Yan didn't notice the heartache in Yin Mohan's words. He blurted out what was on his mind. Let him vent this once. If Yin Mohan could let go of Leng Yiran, that would be for the best.
Xue 'er, a long-lost name, struck Yin Mohan's heart. In the past few years, he had never missed Lan Xue, but Leng Yiran was the only woman who had haunted him in the past few years. Just as Gu Yan had said, she didn't dare to offend his woman. She was afraid of making the same mistake as before.
"Happy? Yan, I never knew what happiness was. For someone like me who lives in the darkness, destruction is the greatest joy for me.”Yin Mohan said in a miserable voice.
"Can destruction really make you happy? You are a natural plunderer. When you enjoy your spoils of war, when you watch those people kneel down and beg you, are you really happy? You only see the saddest side of human nature, but you never discover the beauty of human nature. That's why you've never been happy.”Gu Yan said righteously. He wanted Yin Mohan to face this problem. Seeing that Yin Mohan didn't respond, he continued, but his tone softened a lot,""Do you still remember when Ran Ran was five years old? She would always follow behind you. You told her to stand on the road and not move. Even if a car wanted to hit her, she wouldn't dodge. She always called you big brother with a sweet smile. When she was small, she couldn't keep up with your footsteps and would run very fast. She would grab your hand and look at you with her bright big eyes, hoping that you would walk slower. However, you always shook off her hand, but her smile didn't fade because of this. She just slowly stopped grabbing your hand. Gradually, Ran Ran was seven years old and she didn't like to smile anymore. When you brought Xue 'er back, the smile on her face was gone, and her hands weren't as warm as before. Instead, they were cold. However, her eyes could speak. Her eyes would always reveal a jealous or sad expression. It's just that you didn't see it. You only doted on Xue 'er. Soon, Ran Ran was 17 years old. After so many years, she began to have a habit. Although she always walked behind you, she couldn't help but step on your shadow. I once saw you standing in the study, deep in thought. She squatted down and used her hand to rub your shadow on the ground, a satisfied smile on her face. Later on, because of Xue 'er's death, her expression became colder and colder. Even her eyes lost their spiritual energy. She was like a puppet doll, living lifelessly. I thought, maybe this is her fate, but Yu explained to me what true love is. He didn't let me down. As it turns out, when I saw Ran Ran coming back with him, I knew that she had begun to become cheerful and her heart had gradually opened up. But now, she's back by your side, and you've only hurt her. She seems to have returned to the person she was four years ago. Han, Ran Ran is using her life to love you without reservation. This kind of love is what many people can't get, but you're so easy to get but never cherish it. If you don't love Ran Ran, let her return to Yu's side and let her be happy. Even if she can't love the person she wants to love, at least she can be loved happily.”
After hearing Gu Yan's words, Yin Mohan's heart seemed to be blocked by something. He had single-handedly turned Ran Ran into this, but he still said coldly,""Yan, you're meddling too much. Since she's mine, she can't leave even if she's not happy.”
Leng Yiran, who was standing on the second floor and listening to everything silently, fell weakly to the ground with a muffled thud after hearing Yin Mohan's reply.
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